Since Travis and I were no longer talking, my sexual desire revived. Every time someone touches me, my body stands up again, and it feels like something is playing inside my body. It was as if someone was tickling me that I couldn’t understand; I started avoiding people again.
"Good job, everyone!" I applauded and preceded them in leaving. I don’t want them to get ahead of me in the elevator. I don’t know where Travis is right now, but I want to see him; I want him to touch me again. I want to feel every time he holds me.
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I am now standing in front of their gate, waiting for someone to open it even though I did not ring the doorbell. I sighed over and over to gain courage.
"Is Travis there?" I was not deterred either, and I asked the gate.
When he saw me, he seemed to recognize me directly, so he opened the gate and smiled at me. "Not yet, ma'am, but he'll be home soon." He still wouldn't let go of the gate, so I entered.
"Thanks a lot. I'm going to go inside; tell him I'm in his room if he stops.”
I stepped in, and I wondered why there was no maid. I looked around to confirm, and I wasn’t even mistaken that there wasn’t even any maid because when I walked into the kitchen, there were piles of dirty plates.
I went straight to Travis's room and dropped my body on his bed. The smell of him coming from the bedsheet and pillow immediately surrounded my nose. I still couldn't turn on the light, but luckily I closed his door.
I slowly removed all the coverings from my body until nothing was left. I started squeezing my boobs as I lifted my legs. I bit my lip and imagined Travis holding me now.
Since my hand alone was not enough, I got up from lying down. I got off the bed and turned on the light; I rolled my eyes around to look for something that could be used. I opened his drawer one by one until the last drawer; I found anal bead and lubricant.
I swallowed as I thought I would be self-reliant again after Travis trained me with every caress he gave me. I turned off the light again. I position myself in doggy style while I am raising my butt. I also took a pillow and pressed my face in it.
I put lubricant on my hand to massage my butthole. I am spreading my butthole while rubbing my pussy using my two hands.
"Ah ... Haaah .." I muttered weakly when I inserted a finger in my butthole. I took the anal bead just next to my head, applying a little lubricant to it.
I closed my eyes when I put the three circles inside and rubbed my pussy to ease the pain. I insert the circle one by one, and when I am in the middle of placing, it is more difficult because the processes get more prominent.
Soon, I was able to put all the circles. I started fingering myself, and I could feel with my finger how hard my clit and how moist pussy hole was. I pushed the anal beads to make it go further, and I accelerated my fingering on my pussy.
I lay my back in the mattress again, I clutched to the bed and re-inserted my finger as the door opened, and at the same time, the light turned on just like the first time Travis saw me.
I looked over to where the light had turned on and saw that he was staring intensely at me.