I feel Xander's weight on top of me. I've never been in this position before.
His lips separate from mine, only to make an acquaintance with my neck. He leaves a trail of wet kisses down my neck to my collarbone. A moan leaves my mouth which made me immediately stiffen. Oh my gosh! I just made a sound! Is that normal? Was I not supposed to do that? Does put him off.
Xander notices me fretting and smirks, "Relax Izzy. It's okay to make noises."
"Oh," I said with a deep crimson heat that creeped up on my cheeks, "...right."
He snickers and climbs off of me, pulling me to a sitting position as well.
"Raise your arms sweetheart," he whispers in my ear. I obey his command. Xander gently grabs a hold of my shirt and slowly pulls it off. Thank goodness I'm wearing lace! And it's the pretty red ones with the diamonds! Xander's eyes were swimming with lust.
"You're so beautiful Elizabeth," He said in a low husky voice, "You are the definition of beauty itself."
I blush at his comment. No one has ever given me so much...adoration before.
He bends down to his knees, placing himself between my legs. Xander's lips press onto mine hungrily. It's like he's in the dry dessert and I'm the last cup of water left. It's that intense!
My skin tingled with every touch Xander gave. And trust me...his hands were roaming everywhere.
They go up and down my back, rubbing my waist and sides. I feel his warm touch on my stomach, they slowly trail up. I know where he's going. It's crazy, I've never thought of a guy's actually hand will be touching there. I've always known that they're not supposed to be touched. They're the naughty places no guy should touch on a woman. But...he's just so good! I feel them get closer and closer to my chest.
"Your skin is so beautiful, sweetheart." He says in a low and husky voice.
I can't help but get lost in his touch. My breath becoming more ragged as I feel his strong, rough hands on my body. My breath hitched when I finally felt him touch my chest. He groans at the touch.
"Fuck me you're perfect." He whispered to himself.
I blush. He's talking about my breasts! I've never heard of such talk before. I always thought it was strange, but hearing Xander say it...it was driving me crazy.
Xander's hands go to my bra strap. He unlocks it and pulls my bra off, but I quickly stop him as my nerves sky rocketed, "Wait!" I said breathlessly.
Xander freezes, "Do you want me to stop?"
I quickly shook my head, "No! Not at all! It's just..." I wasn't sure if he would be disappointed by my body at all. I was scared of being judged. Xander sees through my hesitation and his eyes soften.
He cups my cheek and pecks my lips, "You are beautiful, Izzy. You are exquisite to me. Nothing about you will ever turn me away." I bite my lower lips and gulp. I let Xander take my hands away, exposing myself totally to his eyes.
Without breaking eye contact, he slowly took my bra off, leaving me completely topless. I was trying to fight the urge to cover myself, but seeing the longing and hungriness in Xander's eyes made me feel so...wanted.
"Fuck me," he whispers. He kisses my neck and says, "You, sweetheart, are absolutely beautiful." He kisses down my neck and to my chest util his mouth began to cover the peaks of my breasts. I moan in pleasure as I felt a sensation I had never felt before. I grab a chunk of hair from Xander.
"Don't stop...more," I beg.
Xander groans and growls in arousal. He switches to my right nipple and massages my other.
"We have a problem." He whispers against my chest.
I frown, "Which is?"
He raises his head to face me and smiles, "You still got pants on."
Before I could reply, Xander rips off my jeans along with my panties, which leaves me totally naked. I'm naked in front if Xander!!!
I look away, I don't want to see his face, just in case it's something I didn't want to see.
A hand grasps my chin softly, guiding me to look up. Xander's face held nothing but love and acceptance.
"Don't hide like that Izzy. You're stunning! You don't need to be ashamed of your body. It's fucking sexy to me." He leans in and kisses my forehead.
I smile softly, "Okay."
He grins and said, "Okay."
I lean in and kiss him. He wraps his arms around my naked waist, pulling me flush against him. I leave his lips and start to kiss down to his neck. His chest vibrated with a deep groan which only made all the more hot, "Ummm Xander," I say while kissing his neck.
"Yes baby," he moans.
"We have a problem."
"And that is?"
I trail my kisses up to his ear and whisper, "You're not naked."
He pulls his back and looks at me with a lustful smile, "You just can't wait to see me strip."
I giggle and Xander stands up. He strips of his top, leaving him in his god given abs, arms and a BEAUIFUL wide muscles chest. He then takes his pants off alone with his boxer. He now stands before me with a huge boner. But his body is still a body of a fucking SEX GOD!
But then when I looked at his member, I realise that he's actually big! How the hell is that going to get in me!
I think Xander notices my stress, he crawls on top of me and kisses my forehead.
"It's okay sweetheart. I'll fit...but first, I gotta get you ready."
I frown, "What do you mean?" Wasn't sex just...putting it in?
He smile mischievously before I feel his hand cup my core. My breathe hitches. He's touching the place that should not be touched! And I loved it.
His finger starts to rub my clit. I moan releases from my mouth, "Ohhhh Xander don't stop."
A jolt of tingles strikes my core. Whoa! What is that? I felt it become hot and moist with hunger. An insatiable desire grew and grew within me. I felt so much pent up energy that I desperately wanted to release.
Xander then leaves a wet rail of kisses down my stomach. My eye roll back to my head when I feel his mouth latch onto my clit. He sucks and plays with it with his tongue. I whimper in pleasure.
I feel this energy inside myself building. I don't know what it is but I don't want it to stop.
"You're amazing, Izzy." Xander growls.
At that, I feel my senses drown in ecstasy. My legs quiver because of the impact of pure euphoria. My abs tense and spasm.
"Aaaaa Xander!" I scream.
Once it passes, my body totally relaxes.
I feel Xander climb on top of me smiling.
He whispers in my ear, "You'r ready for me." I'm instantly on alert. Wow...there is way more to sex than I thought.
I feel Xander kiss my neck as he positions himself at my entrance.
"Just go." I say.
He pushes himself in, stretching my virgin walls.
He groans, "Oh fuck you're tight. You feel good, sweetheart."
It's kind of a more uncomfortable feeling than pain.
"Well this isn't so bad."
He kisses me then says, "I'm sorry."
My brows pull together in confusion,
"What?" Then Xander pushes himself the whole way through. My hymn rips. Giving me a sharp pain. I yelp at the feeling. Tears burn my eyes.
"I'm sorry, Izzy. Just breathe, it'll pass soon."
I nod, "It's okay...just...don't move for a bit. I need to get used to you."
Xander gave me a few moments to adjust.
"I'm gonna try move now, okay Izzy?" Xander says breathlessly
I nod. I ready myself to feel pain, but instead, I feel...pleasure?
Xander's thrusts were soft, but it still gave me an intense feeling.
"Faster." I asked. I grab his back and push him more against me, thinking it will give him harder thrusts.
He groans as he thrust harder. I feel my self about to climax.
"Oh! I'm gonna come! I'm gonna come Xander don't stop."
"Oh fuck! Oh fuck I'm gonna come!" He shouts.
I feel him give one last hard thrust, "fffuuuccckkk," he groans. I feel his cock jerk inside me, then I feel this warm liquid fill me, giving me pleasure as my walls tighten in a spastic rythm around him.
Xander collapses on top of me,
"Oh fucking hell." He whispers.
"Yeah. That was... indescribable." I whispered breathlessly.
Xander lifts his face from my neck and kisses me. "I love you so much Sweetheart. I love you so god damn much."
I smile. Tears fill my eyes. "I love you so much Xander...till the day I die."
We both go to sleep in each other's arms...in peace.
I wake up to the most magnificent warmth. Xander was spooning me from behind. His arm was tightly placed on my waist while his other arm was under my head.
I try to snuggle closer, but as soon as I moved there was a slight sting around my core.
And then all of the memories from last night flood in! I lost it! I lost my V-Card! I guess the reality of it kinda shocked me. Before, I couldn't even think of myself ever losing it, but I guess fate had a different idea, or the moon goddess in my case.
I move over to the edge of the bed, wanting to go to the bathroom to pee, only to be pulled back tightly against Xander's chest. He buries his face in my hair.
I giggle, "Xander, I need to go to the bathroom."
He snuggles his face closer against my hair and groans, "You should wear diapers in bed so than you can stay in my arms for the whole morning."
I laugh as I wiggle out of his reach, only because he finally loosened his grip on me. "That's so gross! you have the most weirdest ideas."
He shrugs his shoulders, "What? I am a man of many good ideas."
"Yes, many, but not all Xander Nightwalker."
With this new found confidence, I leave the sheets on the bed and walk around the room to the bathroom...naked!
"I'm one lucky man," Xander mumbles to himself.
I stop at the door and look over my shoulder. My mate is lying on the bed with a sheet around his hips, topless. He's got his hands resting behind his head, making his beautiful god-given muscles more of a tight defined appearance.
"You checking me out Sweetheart?"
Oh my gosh! With blushing cheeks I quickly turn away into the bathroom, hearing my mates deep chuckle as I shut the door.
After I did my business, I started my morning routine, beginning with washing my face. I had put some clothes at this point. Just some simple comfy shorts and one of Xander's t-shirts.
While moisturising my washed face, my phone buzzed, indicating that I had just received a message.
I open the message and see that it's a video. I frown when the sender was unknown. It was a short clip of two couple in a dark room. They both passionately shed their clothes and start to have sex.
I felt my face scrunch in confusion as well as disturbance. What the hell is this? Why would somebody send me something like this? Who is this eve from?
As disturbing as it was, I kept watching. There must be a reason this was sent? As observe the scene curiously, it began to look familiar.
The man in the video was very big while the female was small. He caressed her gently, it kinda reminds me of what Xander di-OH MY GOSH! It's me and Xander!! I skip the video and saw my face. Someone was filming us! A cherished moment...and some sick psycho got it on TAPE! Fucking asshole!
I felt my blood run cold. A queasy feeling settles in the pit of my stomach. I think I'm gonna be sick. All the blood drains from my face...leaving me mortified. He saw us. He saw me! He was on our property.
A knock sounded at the door,
"Izzy? you okay?" Xander said from the other side of the door, "It got quiet in there?" A concerned tone emanated.
I wanted to let him know I was okay, but I didn't even have the voice to say anything. My mind was too busy processing what just happened. My eyes were completely glued on the screen as every bad scenario played through my mind. I look at the text message below the video. It says:
You think you're immune,
To the powers that be,
Those who say,
That you're meant for me,
You try to hide,
Forever deny,
That you are mine
Until you die
You don't understand,
The bond we share,
How forever more,
I will strip you bare.
(Kieran J)
At those words, a deep heavy fear settles itself in my chest. I feel this heavy weight on my heart. When will this stop? I leaned on the basin as I began to feel ill.
Xander burst through the door. When he saw my pale face, he quickly made his way to me and gripped my shoulders
"Izzy? Look at me. What's wrong sweatheart?"
I just stare at him. Numb to everything he was saying, numb to everything except the fear. "Elizabeth?" He questions softly. He only used my full name when he was being very very serious.
I step away from him enough for me to give my phone to him. I sat on top of the toilet, afraid that my knees might give way.
As the second and minutes went by, I could hear his heart thump quicker as well as his breathe. His eyes harden. His body becomes tight and tense. His teeth forming into a snarl.
Xander fell into a dead silence. However, his body was shaking...shaking with rage. He steps away from me, turns and punched the bathroom wall with a big shout, leaving it with a big hole.
"I'm gonna kill that son of a bitch! Motherfucker! Like hell he's gonna take my mate! My MATE from me! He's gonna be dead before he touches what's mine!"
I stand up and grab his face between my hands, stroking his cheek,
"Xander stop. You're going to hurt yourself."
At my touch I feel him relax, "This is bad, Izzy. He's not being a petty stalker...he's being serious about this. He wants revenge." I could see the worry swimming in his eyes, "This is the third time something has happened and I haven't done anything. How the hell am I going to protect you?"
"Nothing is going to happen to me? Do you know why?"
He looks at me, waiting for me to say anything.
"Ask me why Xander." I said.
He rolls his eyes, "Why?"
I smile, "Because you are my mate. I have faith in you Xander. As scared as I am, I know if I'm with you, I'm okay. You are an Alpha. The Alpha of Alphas. I am safest with you. Don't doubt yourself."
He nods, "Yes...if you're with me," he mumbles to himself.
He hugs me tightly, almost as if he's trying to reassure himself that I'm here with him and that I'm safe.
"I'm going to keep you safe, Izzy,"he whispers.
XANDER'S POV
I left Izzy with my mother and her girlfriends while I had a meeting with my beta and gamma.
I'm sitting in my office in front of the fire, contemplating all of the events that has happened so far.
"What are we going to do about this Xander?" Soul asks.
"We have to find out who is doing this first." I growled
"You know god damn well who it is," Noah said in a harsh tone, "You just don't want to come to terms that your past is now catching up to not only you, but your mate as well," Noah yelled.
"Watch your fucking mouth," I snapped, "You may be my friend Noah, but I am still your alpha! You give me god damn respect."
He reluctantly bows his head in apology, but growls .
"I just hoped it wasn't, but I guess I do have to come to terms with it. I did kill his mate. It would make sense if he tries to avenge his wife by taking Izzy from me."
"So?" Soul says, "What are we going to do about it exactly?"
I ponder on it for a while. "For the time being, double the patrols and I want a guard on Izzy at all times...maybe her brother Eddie might want to do that. Me you and Noah are going to be going to his secret place. The place where I was kept. We'll see if there is any fresh scent or Mark at all that could give us a hint if where he is or what's he's doing. We agree?"
They both say, "Yes Alpha, when do we leave?"
"In a month. I have to first officially introduce the pack to my mate as the Luna. That reminds me, get Zapora and my mother to Organize that. Afterwards, I'm going to take Elizabeth somewhere to get away from all this for a while. I think she needs a little break. She's got a lot on her shoulders. After that, we'll set off."
"Sounds good to me," Soul says.
I nod, "Good," I turn to Noah in question, "Noah? Good?"
All he does is grunt. Which is his way of saying good.
"Okay, well, I have to go, I need to be with my mate." I stand up and head to the door, but before I leave I look over my shoulder at my Beta, "Oh and Noah, get Eddie on the guard job by tomorrow will ya? Before then, I want you to find out how good of a fighter he really is. I don't want some pansy protecting my mate, yeah?"
Noah's face spreads in an evil grin, "Gladly."
IZZY'S POV:
"Hey Lizzy, you want to go for a little walk?" Avory asks. I felt like I haven't seen her in ages, maybe because I actually haven't seen her, in what felt like a billion years.
I nod, "Yeah, I think a little walk to clear my mind would be good."
Before we left the front door, Xander's mother stopped me, "Oh wait dear! Xander mind linked me and said that he wants the ceremony organised to welcome you into the pack officially. So I just wanted to warn you and say that it will probably be, not tomorrow, but the day after that."
"Oh." Shit I forgot about that! I kinda all ready thought I was in the pack, but I am the Luna, well, soon to be Luna. Ugh! Just another thing to think about.
Avory grabs my upper arm and drags me outside, "Come on, you're just a whole bundle of stress aren't you? You need to relax."
"Avory how can I relax when I probably have stalker/rapist after me and now the Luna Ceremony? If you were in my position, you'd understand."
"And thank the moon goddess that I'm not in that position."
I roll my eyes, "Thanks, that made me feel so much more better."
"Hey hey, I do not appreciate the sarcasm missy."
I roll my eyes again. She's going to be such a motherly mother one day. Hmmm mother? I'm going to be a mother one day. I'd want to be married and settled in the pack life before I even think of having a family with Xander. Wait, would Xander want to have kids?
Suddenly I hear a grunt. People are cheering. I look around and see a group of warriors in a circle. What's going on?
"Let's go over and see what they're all looking at."
We walk over, push through all the men until I see what they're watching.
"EDDIE! NOAH! What the hell are guys doing!?" I shout. Everyone settles at the sound of my voice. They all bow their heads in respect, "Luna." They mumble.
I turn to Eddie, seeing he has a black eye, cut lip, one chipped tooth...and he's still smiling.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"The alpha wanted me to be your guard since I'll probably be the only one that won't really annoy you, but he wanted-"
Noah cut through, "The alpha wanted his skills in hand to hand combat tested. He said and I quote, 'he doesn't want some pansy protecting my mate.'"