After that day, I became curious about adult games. Because that wasn't the first time I would see something similar. I once saw Mum sucking Daddy's penis when I barged Into their room without knocking. Mum said she wasn't eating Daddy's penis but licking it to make Dad happy. She had to say something because I was crying and telling her I was never going to love her again.
I so much wanted to know how to play this game but Mum had told me that children are not allowed to play such games and when next I see two adults playing such a game, I should not watch. I was even punished that day for entering their room without knocking by dad.
If adult games are so much fun, why can't we also play them and why can't we watch? Not fair at all.
I kept thinking about it until one day, I asked Riley to let us play like Sophia and Daniel. He said he doesn't know how to start and I told him I do. I told him to remove his shorts and after he did, I asked him to lie down on my bed. Then I took his tiny penis in my mouth and started licking it. He said my mouth was very warm and felt good. Surprisingly his once facile penis gradually became strong and solid, just like Daniel's own.
When it was his turn to touch me, he tried to put his finger into my tiny pvssy and it was very painful but when he licked it, I liked the feeling I got. After several attempts, we both liked how we felt when being licked, therefore we limited our games to licking each other.
And that was the beginning of my sex life journey.
Since Riley was older than I by three years, by the time I was 10, he had gathered knowledge on the adult games and meticulously learnt so many things. He became my teacher and made me do things to him that he really liked. But most of the time, he was doing things to me.
By the time I was 12 and got to really understand what we were doing through stealing porn magazines from Daniel's room and reading Sophia's novels, while my age mates found sex disgusting and hated talking about it, I and Riley sought to know more and to do more.
Four years ago, during Christmas, I found out that Riley was seeing another girl because I was not ready for penetration while he was eager to experience it. We had a big fight a few days before Christmas and on Christmas eve, I felt so pressured to the point where I felt like I had no choice but to give him what he wanted so I wouldn't lose him.
Every Christmas Eve, we hold a well attended, all day banquet opened to all staff, friends and family members. Our banquet is so popular that the only event that is brave enough to rival it is held at Agritopia and it is organised by the LGBT community.
I guess the reason my mum has an elaborate flower garden planted beside our swimming pool was because she was in love with Uncle Ron. I remember that she never stayed at this garden but Uncle Ron comes in almost everyday of the week to tend to it. And he was very meticulous. He was so careful with the flowers to the point where watching him from my bedroom window was soothing.
A little bit away from this garden was what used to be Daddy's barbecue patio. It has a barbecue pit like the one used by the Arabs to smoke whole rams and several types of grills and ovens.
The patio was surrounded by pines and one lemon tree. Meanwhile on the outside were crates of planted herbs, spices and vegetables. Uncle Ron was the one taking care of them too. He also joins Dad and his friends whenever they are having their fun in that place together.
I wonder what would happen if Dad ever gets to know that the man he shared his meat with also shares his wife? That is a drama I would love to see but dread at the same time.
At the banquet as usual, several men were at the patio grilling away while the women were at the pool swimming. Actually the whole compound was filled with an array of tents with tables and chairs and a particularly large tent was where people go to serve themselves. As the food ran out, the caterers replaced them with fresh ones. But the set of people at the patio and pool were close friends of the family who were specially invited.
For this event, Dad always have the pool and patio fenced off to give our family friends some privacy.
Sarah, the girl Riley was flirting with, was the daughter of one of mom's friends and she was with her mum in the pool while I stayed upstairs to observe them.
I wasn't locked away or anything like that. I just don't like crowds but I find watching the pool and patio people from my room to be fun since it's my view. There was always lots of gossip and crazy talk.
As I watched, I saw Sarah, who was the same age as Riley, leave the pool with a white towel that barely reached her knees and walked over to Riley who was helping my Dad with his grills. I felt my heart beat increase and I clenched my fists. At that moment, I wanted to slap sense into her.
Everyone knew that Riley was mine. We were always together. We didn't hide our friendship. Even if Riley was the one that approached her, why didn't she refuse him? What a shameless slut!
I hurried out of my room and went downstairs to get my man. I dragged him out of that place and told him to drive to the greenhouse.
When we got there, we went to the store area and at the table we always used, I took off my clothes and told him to do whatever he wanted.
I remember how he just stood there looking at me. Then suddenly, he hugged me and told me he was sorry and that he wouldn't want my first time to be on the table in the store. He wanted it to be special. He said he would make my first time special.
"What about Sarah? " I asked and he said, he had already told Sarah that they couldn't be together. He promised me I had nothing to worry about. We picked the 31st as our date. We were going to be each other's new year's gift.
I have never waited for anything in my life for so long. It was exciting and torturous at the same time. Especially because Riley said we shouldn't touch each other till then. It was later I got to know that he was trying to do everything according to the instructions in a magazine about how to make a woman's first time special. It was one of those magazines we were always stealing from Daniel's endless stash.
After what felt like months, 31st came and Riley who now drove his own car, dressed in a white and black, cute tuxedo to pick me up. I wore a new dress he also got for me and we went to Agritopia.
My expectations were high because he kept everything a secret.
I was shocked and excited when I found out that our destination was the Grand Orchard, a big hotel in Agritopia. He was spending big. We had dinner at the hotel, went for karaoke and then went to a bar using fake IDs. I was 14 and looked 12, therefore, I stayed outside but he went in with a fake ID and got us a bottle of champagne.
I don't even think he needed the fake ID because at 17, Riley was looking really grown up. He was 5:9ft. His voice had turned raspy and low, he had a tiny stumble the teachers ignored probably because he was about to finish high school and the deepest green eyes, on an oblong face with sharp jawlines. All hair styles fitted him but that night, he had it permed to the back. It was shiny and smelled nice. He looked like some celebrity from Hollywood and I was proud to walk beside him.
I was so excited and scared. I have read so much about girls' first time and the pain and blood involved but Riley had promised me that he would make it painless.
By midnight, we were ready to go back home and Riley drove us to my house where we opened the champagne and started drinking. It wasn't my first time drinking alcohol. Even though we have our own wine press, my parents mustn't know about it. It was also the first time I drank without inhibition because Riley said it would help with the pain.
It got to a point, I couldn't hold it in again and started vomiting. He took me to my toilet and after I had vomited all I could, we got naked together. I vividly remember him taking off my clothes and his but after that, nothing. The next morning, I woke up with a fever and everywhere ached. Riley was there to take care of me and by evening, I felt better except between my legs.
He asked if I enjoyed the love making but I couldn't remember a thing. He said I screamed the whole house down until he had to gag me. I found it unbelievable because I couldn't remember. But now that Sophia said mum had used that incident to blackmail her into silence, I figured what Riley said was true.
But then, why was mum at home? We picked our house because it is usually empty on days such as New Year's Eve. My parents were supposed to be at a dinner that lasts into the new year.
No wonder a few days later, mum had invited me to tea at the pool and we had what she called "Girl's talk."
It was the first time we ever talked that long. She talked about the female body, how to take care of my Vagina, having boyfriends and the danger of sex without protection.
I remember feeling bored and annoyed. Bored because there was nothing new about all she talked about and annoyed because I had other plans for the day and she had ruined it by talking about things I already knew and was doing.
I had thought that her motherly instinct kicked in after she saw how grown my 14 years old body was while swimming but it turns out, she had watched me have sex, did nothing about it, took her time to record it and then went ahead to use the video to threaten my future sister-in-law.
Wow! Just Wow!