We went home. I changed into my nightwear. I was looking out of the window. I was so lost that I didn't notice Desmond's presence behind me. I flinched when I felt a hot breath on my neck. I squeaked, I turned around and back away. I put my hands on my chest and let out a heavy breath as my heart began to thump loudly. My eyes widened, my whole face turned bright red. I quickly looked away, seeing Desmond shirtless. He took a step towards me as I took one back and shut my eyes tightly. I shivered when I felt Desmond's arm around my waist as he pulled me close to him. Goosebumps formed on my flushed form when our bodies made contact. I shut my eyes tightly as my grip on my chest tightened. I shivered when I felt Desmond's breath on my face, giving me an eerie feeling which is beyond my understanding.
"Open your eyes..." Desmond said huskily. I was stiff as I didn't dare to open them. I am not used to Desmond's intimacy, it scares me. His lust evokes an unimaginable terror within me. His touch startles me. His reflex causes me to shudder as I felt anxious that he might return to his ruthless self. My trembling lips exhaled; shutting my eyes.
"Ester..." I felt his breath. His face must be so close to mine. I am not ready to take our relationship to an intimate level. I am still not relaxed completely under his presence- let alone touch. I slowly opened my eyes in fear that he'd be angry if I didn't open them. I slowly lifted my gaze and met his Appealing Gray eyes. I tried my best to not look at his toned chest. The heat emerging from Desmond's body, which was being absorbed by my mine petite form, caused me to lose my senses. His one hand held my waist while his other hand ran his hands in my hairs pulling me close to his face. Our nose touched. I close my eyes. Before my delicate lips touch his thick lips, I spoke up,
"Don't..."I said, barely in a whisper.
"Why?" His voice was low as well. I couldn't open my eyes and met his Silver ones, which are filled with lust and desperation, for I don't know what. I shuddered when he spoke up again,
"Isn't what they want?....what you want?... Good news..." His husky voice made My whole body shivered. I felt scared. For a moment, I want to give myself in his lust but, I am still haunted by his apparitions. They have embedded great fears in my heart. Removing those apprehensions is beyond my capability. His intimate form evokes a strange sensation which is arousing me as well to lose myself but, I can't. I just can't; not until I can feel safe from any dread in his presence. I jerk up and back away from him. I opened my eyes and let out rapid breaths. I looked at his eyes, puzzled by my actions. My breath hitched as his expression began to change. Before it could turn into anger, I spoke up,
"I am not Ready!" I clutched my dress tightly as I began to shake uncontrollably.
I shrieked when he took a step closer and put his one hand on the wall. I flinched when he put his knuckles over my cheeks and began to caress them. I began to pant as my form was filled with terror despite the fact; his touch was affectionate. He caresses my cheek with such tenderness but something in my heart isn't letting me relax under his touch. I gave him an afraid look.
"There's no need to be afraid... It's alright..." He said softly as he pulled away. He wore his shirt and gave me an assuring look. My shaky form walked past him and climbed under the cover as I covered myself with the blanket and tried my best not to cry.
I just couldn't bring myself to.. I tried but I was scared... Petrified...
***
I was running around the house cheerfully. My happiness is at its peak-No, it is well past its peak. Desmond doesn't even try to hurt me in any, not even by his words. He was so affectionate. I am so exhilarated. The reason for me running around the house like a child is that; Tomorrow is Our Anniversary! I grinned like an idiot as I ran around.
As I was running around, I bumped into something, I looked up and saw Desmond, looking at me with amusement. I grinned at him.
"Hit your head or something?" He asked with his lips curved upward, In a teasing manner.
"Tomorrow is our Anniversary!!"I exclaimed with joy. He slightly chuckles and began to say,
"I know… make plans for tomorrow.."
"Me?" I was surprised.
"Yeah...Tomorrow I'll obey your every command " He said, leaning in as our nose touched. I blushed and looked away shyly.
"Any command?" I asked.
"Looks like you already have plans."He smirked as I flushed and looked away furtively.
"Any." He smiled as he pulled away. I smiled widely as he kissed my forehead.
"Take care," I said as He nodded and left for work.
After Desmond left, I began to run around the house again. Finally, I fulfilled my Dream! The dream of his affection and love. I couldn't ask for more. I have what I strive for a whole year to get. The tenderness of his, the look of fondness, elicit feelings in my heart that I have been dying to get ever since our marriage.
It's 5 pm and I am panting like crazy. My happiness is unexplainable. I grinned like an idiot. I took deep breaths to catch my breath. I put my index finger under my chin and began to think what command should I give him. I covered half of my face with my one hand and laughed to myself. I am just so excited for tomorrow. A day. Just us. My commands. My thoughts were interrupted by Lily.
"Ma'am, You have a visitor." She said as I raised my eyebrow at her.
"Who?" I asked her.
"Mr Henry Joseph," She said, a feeling of uneasiness washed over me hearing his name. I have an extreme dislike for that guy. I bit my lips to calm myself and went to him.
"Hello, Mr Joseph. What brings you here?" I asked him, trying to be polite.
"You." He said I tilt my head in confusion.
"What?" I asked, thinking I might have heard wrong.
"You see Ester, I sent you a letter a few months ago." He began to say. I felt uncomfortable when he called my name. I bit my cheeks to lower my anxiety.
"That threat. I was serious about it. And was ready to comply with it because Desmond shattered my sister's life but... When I saw you..." He took a step closer. I instinctively took a step back in fear. What does he want with me? I gulped. Before I could turn around and leave in distress, he pinned me to the nearest wall. I tried to shout for help but he covered my mouth with his hand. I tried to get away but his strength is far stronger. A tear pricked at the corner of my eyes as I struggled to get out of his grasp. I felt really scared.
"When I saw you..." He leans in and nuzzles to my neck, I shivered in Horror as he whispered,
"I fell for you.. your beauty.. your innocence... Everything.." He began to kiss my neck. Tears began to fall, followed by a stream of them as I struggled non stop. He bit my neck and began to suck my neck. I felt so disgusted by this. Even Desmond hasn't done such a humiliating thing to me. I shut my eyes. I couldn't bear to see such a shameful thing happen to me. Please someone save me...
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO HER!?" I heard Desmond's voice as he punched him. I let out loud sobs. Desmond punched him again and again.
"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!"