“ Valentina? She spoke very softly, barely breathed and they applied medicine to her, and I held her by the face and kissed her hands and she said: "And le was here, he was here, Valentina.
" He who mother? Easy, Mom, easy.
The doctor locked me up and shook his head and said:
"She can't have strong emotions, and she had strong emotions. A gentleman showed up here and the two of them argued and it turned out she was like that.
“What did he want?
We don't know. But he said he was a husband. Her heart won't hold, so you'd better restrict visits from today.
" Yes, of course I do.
Quando eu voltei ao quarto que segurei na mão dela e beijei o seu rosto e ela me disse ainda choramingando sem forças ela segurou minha mão.
— Eu vou resolver isso mãe. Eu juro.
When I heard that, I couldn't believe my father had done it. And why is that? He never cared about us and looking at my mother so weak I lose my mind. I came out of the room and grieved. I couldn't lose my mother and we only had each other in this whole life she was by my side. I still breathe wanting to collapse, but I had to be strong.
"I need to find him. I've already left the room and Enzo holds me. "It's not going to stay that way.
"Calm down, we're going together.
We went out on the streets looking for him. We passed three times near the central bridge, and he was not, Enzo called one of the boys who were there and he came in with his hand in his pocket, got a fright and said:
"What do you want uncle? What's the tape today?
"None I want an information and if you give me, I pay very well. And can you not call me uncle?
"What does uncle need?
He shakes his head and laughs and continuously talks with the boy until well-dressed, but very ill-faced.
- I'm looking for a man who's always here bearded, brown hair.
" Here Enzo. I pass the picture I took at the restaurant, and they talk.
"Oh, I’m so sorry. Toninho I know who he is he's got a scar on his face. He's down the street on the left. You go straight away down the street, you turn left. There's another point. That's where he stays.
Enzo paid and we left driving very worried and looking everywhere for the car to be a well-dressed car, I was already afraid soon. He looked at me, held my hand and said:
"Rest assured, it'll be all right.
We left the car and walked in and out of the corners and the alley of that horrible, dirty place, stinking, feces, stinking, manure, things, horrible, urine, when I looked at him looked at him and my hand and a little boy came, and he calls him.
"I need some information if you give me well. The kid looked at both of us, shook his head.
"Then give him uncle.
"I'm looking for this man. And they told me he's staying here.
"Oh... It's always down the street and where that blue tent is. I don't know if he's going to be there right now, but he's staying there at this point.
We got there he wasn't there and we looked and I was already afraid of the place. He offered money to another boy and took us where he was. When we arrived he was sitting with a can in his hand, all dirty, he saw me and was about to get up to run away, but Enzo held him and without the strength to look at him like that and I took a deep breath.
"Why did you go there? Do bad things to my mother because you went there to make it worse. I just had questions and anger from what you hear. "You abandoned us, you left us. And now you want to kill my mother. Why did you do it, Dad? He was scared and I was filling him with questions. "Just ask me to give you more money. You didn't have to go over there and talk to her.
"Let me go, let me go. I was desperately and I started crying and Enzo let go and he looked at me and he mercilessly had nothing, it was like he was angry at me at that moment, and he looked again and said, "The girl paid me. She gave me the money and told me to go over there and talk to your mother. And I did.
"What girl is that? And what are you talking about?
"She's a pretty girl, I thought she was your friend, she said that her mother was there between life and death and that she had a lot of money that the boy there is taking to her, so I went there to get my share, or I have no right?
"You have no right to anything. You abandoned me. You left me and my mother. We starve, we live under the bridge because of you. And look what you did to her. I'll never forgive you if she dies.
Enzo hugs me and makes me shut up; I was already dropping too many bad things. I wipe his face and he's crested.
"She is brunette with her hair here like this on her shoulder, gave a honey-colored eyes, well-dressed and in a black car and very rude, bad, has a heart of stone there. She sent it and I went. He walks away and throws the can away. "Forgive me, Valentina, forgive me. I didn't want to hurt you; I just wanted the money. Forgive me. It's not my fault I'm sick, it's not my fault I’m like this Valentina, forgive me. I've tried, but I couldn't let go of my daughter. Out of nowhere he changed the repertoire and already seemed sorry and trying to console me. "Don't cry Tina, don't cry. He came to hug me, and Enzo was on his side looking.
"Lord, we can help you. And what do you think about going away and that's how you take care of yourself. What do you think Valentina?
Enzo hugs me and I just shook my head in fear of all that, afraid of losing my mother and I couldn't even want anything and I didn't ask for anything. I just shook my head here, yes.
"I want to go to her now.
"You don't need that. He's trying to convince me.
"I'm going to talk to her now. I want to look her in the eye and know why she hates me so much.
"Easy, Valentina. Calm... We will, yes, calm down. I'm going to take you there. He hugs me hard. "Look at me, calm down, breathe and so you're only going to make things worse.
While Enzo takes care of my father getting off the streets with his lawyer, I kept trying to figure out why all this and looking at my dad over there all screwed up. I don't understand why Cecilia’s wicked. Hours later he had already sorted it out and my father fed himself at the diner and the lawyer came to pick him up. And I look at Enzo and I didn't forget what we were going to do.
"Come on, I want to look in the face of odd jobs.
"Calm down and you don't need aggression, please.
" Spare me Enzo...
I had to look her in the eye and ask, why did she do it? And for that hates me so much I already knew the answer, but I wanted to talk to her again even if it was the last time and we walked the streets, chic of the city and when we arrived and we looked and said for the thousandth time:
" Take it easy, no scandal, and we'll talk and then we'll sort out the rest.
"I'll trust you, but if she gets free, I'll lose my mind.
We stood there in the car debating right and wrong.
He had too many principles for my taste, and I wanted to get back at her and thus unmask the sound that makes itself good.
" Please, I know your family, that your life (is) at stake, but we also need to think about the after, the pros, understand? We can't do things with a hot head the way we are.
"So, let's... I said get out of the car.
He went there and I stayed by the car. And when I saw her coming that she opened the door I got out of the car, and I already went up to her screaming and then I pushed.
"Why did you do that? Why did you send him in there to visit my mother? My mom's dying because of her. He holds me and I get furious struggling in his arms. "Why do you hate me so much?
"I didn't do anything to you, I don't even know you. Are you crazy? She got angry and red and came up. You too, Enzo? Are you supporting this aggression? What's going on with you?
"Please, Cecilia... for sending her father to the hospital knowing that her mother is very ill. Why did you do that? He was angry and held her by the arm- Why this evil Cecilia? Look at me and tell me I don't recognize you.
He was like me full of questions and worse than we already knew the answer. "You have to give me a reason why you did this. I'll never forgive you.
"Because I love you, Enzo, I love you, what I feel for you is real love and I don't want to lose you. That's why I did all this to get her into her life and show you that she's no good to you.
I don't recognize you, Cecilia.
"I hate Valentina and all her guilt... I try to breathe and hold on to myself because I wanted to go after her and he with his body in front—I hate it from the day I first saw you, I hate everything that involves this woman. And because you're my Enzo, I love you and I tried to kill you and I'm going to kill you and destroy you.
I couldn't believe it when she said all that to my face. She hates me and she still wants to kill me and Enzo was shocked looking at me and I leave on top of her with everything.