After some time in another world living unconscious, I didn't even know where I was with my eyes, I burned my bitter mouth, my eyes burned and I put it several times when I breathe hard, the air comes back to my lung, and I open my eyes. I try to see everyone there, but I see only my grandmother there looking at me.
She even ran her hand on my face and smiled. And I held his hand at that moment, I realized that I was alive, that my heart was still beating and that I still had hope of something in my life that was in the past. And I thought about her. My heart was adored, a strange pain, a bitterness. I looked at her and screamed with emotion.
When I look, my mother came up to me, crying and screaming.
" Enzo, my son, you woke up that good my son, that I miss...
Everyone there talking, smiles, hugs and everyone talking at the same time, my head spinning, my head hurt, I still looked at my mother, everything was weird, the taste of my mouth and said:
-Cecilia? I want to see her. I breathe and she looks at me full of tears. " I want to see her.
"Are you in any pain?
I swing my head that I don't try to move and everyone staring at me and shocking and I confused. Body pain and hunger.
" But I want to talk to Cecilia.
"She was here, but she left.
My mother said kissing me.
"But you are married to Valentina. My grandmother said tidying up my hair.
"Who is Valentina? I stuttered.
"Your wife, my son.
"Who is married? And I don't remember marrying anyone, what do you mean? No, you're crazy, Grandma, it's a lie.
- You've been together for a while; don't you remember her? You took her to my house, and I taught her how to cook.
“I don't remember any of that. Who is this girl? I was full of questions, and why don't I remember her? Where did I meet this girl?
" She works with you.
" No, I don't care about her, I don't care about another woman, I want to divorce her and call Cecilia. I looked like a cantankerous wanting to see his little girlfriend. " I want to see Cecilia and I don't care about another woman and now that I've found the love of life, we're going to be able to be together.
"What about Valentina? My grandmother said sad. "She is your wife and had all the time with you.
" No, I don't believe it, you're lying to me, tell me the truth.
I waited to hear that, I waited so many years for Cecilia for us to have a life together and today they come to talk that I'm married to a strange woman.
"No, Enzo, you can't do this to her, she's been with you the whole time and she hasn't left you for a minute, you're not going to do that to Valentina.
Everyone was talking at the same time, about my mother screaming at my grandmother.
"She's worthless, I never liked her. She's very loud. I already called Cecilia and she's on her way. They were fighting and I was trying to figure out why I don't remember anything about that girl. "And you, Mom, don't say anything. Because that girl came into his life to destroy him and you're here because of her. I can't stand that girl.
"Please, people without a fight. My dad screams.
"It's already decided. I'm going to split up with her. I want a divorce because I'm marrying Cecilia. I've been waiting for this moment my whole life and now I want to be with her. And even though I didn't even see the girl, I had already decided why my heart was sending it. "I want a divorce.
VALENTINA TOMMASO
After the exam I was shocked to learn I was pregnant. And I asked you not to tell anyone for the time being.
The days passed and he was hospitalized and still in a coma and I took care of everything.
I'd go to the company and then his grandmother would go home, I'd spend the rest of the afternoon and evening with him.
That's how my days were, I was splitting between going to the company and taking care of Enzo.
Me and his grandmother, we split up, each one stayed with him for a while, so I'd work out my stuff and she'd help me.
When I got home, I was tired, with a headache, the day was tiring, pulled.
After going to the company with two meetings I still went to the clinic to take care of him. I'd tell my day at the office and tell you about the baby.
When I got home, she was right, I needed to take care of myself.
After that my heart did not calm down, on the contrary, I was afraid, apprehensive.
I knew I was going to have to face a bar and with Enzo in the hospital it was harder, and I still had the baby. After the bath, tired, I sit in a huge room alone and end up crying there without him. I put my hand in my womb and thinking about everything the nurse said, I was taking care of myself, and Enzo was going to need me after I woke up.
I went to the kitchen and came back having a yogurt and watched the rain was so strong and the night cold. I put my hand in the womb and remembered that inside there was a little being that was part of me and him. Today I've been sick all day and decided to stay home and take care of Enzo's things, and his mother was going to be with him, I was avoiding her to the fullest.
I wanted so much to share with him that we were going to have a baby, and only our...
I wipe my tears and swallow that yogurt and ran to get my phone rang non-stop and when I look at the screen it was from the hospital, and I get scared.
"Mrs. Moretti and the hospital I’m calling to let you know that Mr. Moretti has awoke.
I sit on the couch scared of what she said and why she called and not the family, I still try to get up and I can't.
"And the doctor asked me to warn her.
" Wow! Apologies, I'm in shock and I'm going and thank you so much for letting me know.
" Imagine
I ran, I changed trying to get up.
I looked at the clock again and it was one o'clock in the morning. I ran, changed, and went towards the hospital all happy, with my heart overflowing with happiness. And I was going to tell Enzo that we were going to have a baby. Our son was in my womb.
I put my hand still in my belly and inside the car all smiling the heavy rain and tonight was going to be history he was reborn, and we were going to have a baby. And I don't understand why the family didn't call me or his grandmother. Still on the road and all happy, I knew it was going to be difficult, but we were going to make it.
When I arrived, I opened the door and there he was, and I felt alive again seeing my Enzo alive and breathed in the bedroom door. I ran to bed and hugged him feeling his body in mine again and I smiled.
And crying I kissed and scared, Grandma looked at me. I wanted to kill the longing for him and to know that he was back.
"Easy, Valentina, easy. His grandmother said.
He stared at me with a distant look and was so far away, I found it cold. Grandma looked at me and he... It wasn't even in my face; it was like I wasn't even there.
I feel like a strange person to him, that's what I had.
" Enzo! Are you all right, Enzo, my love? I'm sure you're back, Enzo.
I held his hand and shook, and he took his hand.
I got scared and Grandma looked at me and shook her head. Like she doesn't even understand that.
"Are you all right, Enzo? I was so happy that I didn't care, I just wanted to celebrate that he was back—Oh, my God, I can't believe you came back.
She puts her hand on my shoulder and I understand at that moment what was going on.
"He still doesn't remember much, Valentina. She said she was trying to comfort me.
I failed to understand and realized that he lost his memory and at that moment I looked at her again she shook her head in denial and I stood up and looked at him who did not look at me a single moment and saw that he had forgotten me. And that I was the stranger there and did he forget everyone?
I can't stand the pressure and I left the room crying and indignantly breathed deep, I put my hand in my belly in that icy hallway and when I saw it was coming.
I couldn't believe what she was doing here after everything that happened and I went after her.
"What are you doing here damn it?
I pushed her still with a wet face of crying.
"And you sent him to call me, and you didn't know whore? How boring!
I can't believe he would ever do this to me, and I saw that he came into the room with everything and I saw the scene.
They looked at each other and he smiled, and I saw his eyes shining, I stared at that scene. It was like he slapped me in the face. I didn't believe it. My heart sped up and I was afraid, despaired. With my hand and my belly, I saw when he looked at her with a passionate look and said:
"I'm glad you're here, Cecilia, I was dying to miss you.
"What is this, Enzo?
He didn't answer me, and she still gave a malicious smile, and I was furious. And look at grandma and she left carrying me down the hall.
I couldn't believe it, he treated her with affection, stroked her hair and put his hand on her face.
"What happened, Grandma?
"Calm Valentina, but he lost his memory, didn't you realize he didn't even recognize who you are?
"I don’t believe he's treating her with greater affection and love after all she's done to me and she's to blame for him being here in this bed.
"He is in denial and does not remember anything about you, and my daughter needs patience. He's lost his memory and he need time to remember everything again.
I still look in the room for the last time and saw that the two of them spoke smiling and I left crying desperately, tears rolling down my face and remembering the scene.
When I saw it my bitter heart, I left sad bewildered, no way, no destination I went out on the streets. I left everything behind crying, and it hurts a lot. He just forgot me, erased me from his memory. I don't exist for him. And what am I going to do now with my little baby?
I went out into the streets with my hand in the womb and under the rain I sat in the square i hugged my body and the water hit my face hit my hair the rain came so strong as the news that he forgot me.
Everybody walked by and looked at me and I sat on that bench in the rain. When I breathed hard, I lifted my face and screamed.
"I love you, Enzo! And the rain hit me in the face and when I realized I was on the ground I didn't see anything else, just screams and face up and everyone talking.
I opened my eyes and still with the pain in the abdomen I passed my hand on my face and I looked still muttering in half groans of pain.
"Lady, are you okay? And look at me, lady. You passed out of nowhere and when I passed, I saw that you were passed out what your name was? Please look at me.
I couldn't understand anything and all I could think about was my baby who was still squeezing his belly.
"My baby... my baby? I put my hand and my belly.
"Come, lady, lady, please.
"My baby?
"Then get up. You'd better go home. It's raining a lot. Your baby's at risk in this rain. Think about your baby and go home.
I took a deep breath still stunned by the impact. That's when he held my hand, and I got up. It's seen how much that man and so beautiful, so perfect, black eyes, black hair he was strong, he gave a smile and helped me.
I just hug my belly and cry.