I wasn't going to go back after being humiliated and he was saying with all the letters that she loves. I did everything, went over my pride to help him and even though he suffered and knew it was going to be difficult. I made the decision.
I cried in my grandmother's arms, I was terrible and after all you hear, I still had my baby. But I was thinking about him, that's the truth.
"He wants to marry her and has made it clear that he loves her.
"I don't want you to do anything wrong, my child. You need to think, not only of you, but of the baby and Enzo.
He's lost his memory now, but in a little while he'll recover, you'll see.
She talked all the time. "You can't throw your marriage away, Valentina.
Just think about it.
"Grandma, I want you to understand.
He no longer remembers me and loves her and tells everyone he loves.
"Calm Valentina.
"So, if he loves her, now that he's lost his memory, it's because she's still in his heart. In half the tear of anguish. "I'm not the owner of his heart.
That's the truth.
I'm going to move on with my life. I've already decided I'm going to give him a divorce and I'm going to go my way. She walked away and realized I was determined. "I'm going to go out inland and my mother, and I'm going to live my life. And so, we won't have any more problems and I want you to understand.
"My daughter, you know how important you are to me.
I already have you as a granddaughter. And when you want and need it, I will always be at your disposal.
"I thank you, Grandma, for all you have done for me.
I had to go on and leave him and even if it hurt me it was time to go. I can barely sleep and when I wake up, I see that grandma was already gone and he was sitting in the room looking angry.
"What do you hear? I still see him scared.
"She left and said she'd call you later. He stands up and looks at me angry— It was better that way. He was leaving and coming back, and I sit at the table for coffee—We left in an hour and don't be late.
"Yes, sir.
I said mocking him and was determined to be the wife, but by my mother, I still look at the huge window and breathed seeing that the day was going to be hot. I go back to the room and change and cry again.
I'm not going to stay married to her, I can't be nice or touch her. I need my life back; I want to be happy with Cecilia after years waiting for her, I wasn't going to screw it up now.
She didn't like it, but she accepted what I was going to do.
My grandmother got mad and said a lot of things and I got in pain. I just heard it and let her decide and if she wants it that way for me it would be the best decision. And she left the other day and didn't even say goodbye.
We made a deal to be together because I needed her too.
We travelled quietly all the time and just the music that played on the radio. I still looked at her from the side and saw her being sad, her eyes swollen, and I was thinking about how I got into this mess. I always waited for Cecilia and whatever I remember the last time she promised me she'd be back in a year. I breathe looking at the road and she sighed on the side and passed her hand on her belly and then took my attention.
And now you still have the baby, and who's going to be the father? She doesn't touch the subject and I'm there looking at the details of her body that I've become. I knew I was going to want to be a great actor over the weekend and I still look I see that fell asleep, she's beautiful and seems like a good person. I keep that in my head and thinking about how to tell Cecilia I didn't file for divorce. I get lost in my thoughts and we come into town and put my hand on her arm to wake her up.
"We've arrived and I see we're late.
"I'll change in a minute.
We went up to the hotel and it wasn't long before I was already in the room waiting for her and I confess that it was worth the wait she left the perfect room. The wavy brown hair at the waist, the dress hopefully falls leaving the shoulders out. And the tube marking the body and nothing vulgar, I still breathed and knew that she was going to draw attention. And to cut the weather that stayed I just shook my head and scream:
"It took too long.
And when we got to the banquet, she all smiles held my hand, and I shook her waist. We played the role of a perfect couple, a happy couple, but deep down, everyone wanted to go there, run out and live their life. The looks were all hers that marked the presence when arriving and the light smile gave the sexier look. And the men were glazed over the velvety outside shoulder.
Cecilia doesn't know half the story. I thought it best not to say anything, and why am I thinking about it now?
Between smiles and conversations, hugs, and she held on to my face, played the role of the loving wife. And everyone at the party praised him and I saw the looks and sighs of the male around her.
"But tell me, Gonçalves, what do you have in mind?
"I want all my stores made for the dresses of a couple in love, of a couple who really loves each other.
That's the truth.
I had to play hard and do everything to get the project.
"Valentina and I are getting married again.
Isn't that right, Valentina?
"Yes, it is true.
Enzo has in mind to have a mega party, since we didn't make our first wedding.
"So, let's do it like this.
I liked those models you showed me.
I loved the design, the fabrics, I liked it too much. And so my brides will be very happy wearing a collection of your company. I opened the smile looking at her that just posted her face. "You have earned my trust, Enzo.
And I'm going to tell you, I'm looking forward to your wedding.
"It's going to be a pleasure.
You'll be the best man, of course.
"It will certainly be a pleasure for me.
I shook my head and knew I was doing the worst shit of my life, but it was my project. She behaved like a real wife, smiles and was affectionate. And he helped me with my opinions and I agreed with everything.
I squeezed her waist and saw that she was very angry with me, and I went after her and wouldn't let her get her any hopes up. She stopped because she was held by one of our clients and smiled blandly.
She looked at me and snorted out into the corner between the smiles and compliments. And I saw a little smile on my face, and I had to cut it before she thought it was all true. And I had to disprove and put an end to her doubts, and I went after her.
I saw that I was drinking water and I held her by the waist and looking at her eyes I ended up there with her doubts.
"Don't you think what I said to the customer now is true. I smiled pretending to be just talking. " I just said why I want the project and you are not worthy to wear the dress, only one person can wear it and my bride.
"Look Enzo, I don't care what you think and want. And nothing you said is what I want for myself. She laughed and even passed her hand on my face. "I wish all the happiness in the world to you both live your lives and me and mine and I want you to go to hell, make good use of your party.
"Don't be cynical, I see in your eyes that you loved everything I said.
"If you think it's too Much Moretti and be happy you deserve it. She was leaving and I'd hold her and I won't let her. "Let me go and you have no right.
Did you forget we're still at the party? And my dear wife.
And a scoundrel, Enzo. And you're going to regret it.
"From a dear smile. And you're threatening me? I'm just telling the truth.
"So, live the reality and not this farce that you set up. And I'm Enzo Moretti.
Ripping my hand from her waist she came out hitting her foot still looked back and I saw that she left in the direction of the club exit I was very pissed at it I was mega upset with anger with hate but I myself do not know why I was feeling it and I was very upset. I hated the situation a feeling of loss, a disappointment, I can't explain, I put my hand on my hair and I was upset because she left that was the truth. But why that feeling?