I came out of that devastated dirty place, I didn't want to hurt anyone, let alone my father, I was devastated to hear what she hears from my mother and when I come home and see that he was with her everything collapsed.
And I saw it being the moment, my moment to rip all the blood from her body was that truth, that's what I wanted to do, but he ripped it out of my hands and besides all he was on her side. That's what I was getting. The contempt, the hatred of the man I love. But he doesn't love me either. He loves you. He wants to be with her,
I just lost my baby, I lost my mother, I lost the man I love, I lost everything, I have nothing I'm just a woman with pain marks and trying to survive and after all I've said to him still didn't believe it.
-Evidence? I laugh at his face or mine for being an idiot. "Now you want proof to believe that your girlfriend went to the hospital and killed my mother, that your girlfriend pushed me, and I lost the baby and you're asking for proof for me. You're slutty with my face, huh Enzo? I get outraged and start screaming again. "Who are you? What man have you become? This is not the man I married. I put my hand on my stunned face. "But you're right, you need proof. So, you get your evidence that's her word.
I was outraged to see that he believed her and not me. I walked still to the door, looked again, shook my head with my cell phone in my hand. And extraordinarily at that moment, Enzo demonstrated that he was on her side and trusted her.
"I lost everything, Enzo, but I got answers for my life. If you believe the lie, let you live in the dark. I'll never forgive you for that.
I left the house indignantly without looking back and he still screamed.
"No, Valentina, come back here, Valentina, we're not done.
He still wanted to say something more, humiliate me, laugh in my face like he did, make fun of me. I got in the elevator crying desperately, my phone still rang.
"Noah, I can't talk right now, I'm not okay, I've lost everything.
"Valentina, I need to talk to you, where are you?
"I'm leaving home now, I don't want to know anything, I just want to die, I just want to die. And never remember any of this and never feel that pain that I'm feeling.
"Please, Valentina, calm down, wait for me, I'm coming.
"No, I want to be alone, leave me alone.
I went down and when I came out the door of the building, I saw that it rained non-stop and I didn't want to know anything, just get out of there and hide me I walked the streets, I left crying desperately, thinking about everything that happened.
I saw every gesture of theirs, every gesture he made and that she still laughed at, mocking me. My mother's gone, I'm alone, walking through the rain.
The water hit my body, I looked up at the sky and screamed in despair.
"Why, Lord? Because all this had to happen.
I couldn't stand the pain; I couldn't stand the anguish. I almost fall with the rain on my body and cry with my soul torn apart. I was staggering my body adoring and I feel them, twinge in my belly I pass by hand the rain left me without force. I try to breathe with the water on my face and look out into the street and can't find a way out. When I'm held by the waist, I see your face and breathe without force.
"Noah?
He hugged my body and I still hear him say:
"I'm going to take you home, Valentina stay calm, I'll take you home. He took me out on the street, and I see it wasn't my house, but I was weak and he held my waist. I passed out in his arms.
I smell differently. I try to raise my head, but everything hurt. My belly was still throbbing, my body, my head bursting. I tried to get up, I couldn't. I took a deep breath. When I opened my eyes, I saw that it wasn't my bed, much less the hospital. A smell of flowers mixed with citrus.
I still looked again at the room, all dark, with wardrobe in black tone.
The big bed. When I saw the window with thin, dark curtains, it could only be a Gothic person to be all that dark.
I looked again and saw a huge picture of Noah on the wall. He was all dressed in black, riding a black horse, with a smile on his face.
And I realized I was in his room.
I still got scared, trying to sit on the bed, when I heard the door open, and he came in with the breakfast tray.
And I, though half awake, looked at him with his body still all sore and said in moaning means:
"What happened, Noah, a truck passed over me.
"Valentina, I see you're much better now. You passed out and I thought it best to bring you to my house, because I wasn't going to take you to Enzo's house so he could fight again over such small things. He cared about me, and I watched him throw the yogurt in the fruit. "But you need to take care of yourself, you have been very vulnerable, and health has to come first.
I smiled and he gave me the juice and I feel like crying again and I’m safe.
"You need to feed, Valentina.
"I can't eat anything. Noah, I've lost my whole life. I started crying at the remembers of everything and the horrible things I hear. "I lost my mother; I lost my baby and i don't know how it hurts.
He hugged me and he almost cries with me. He hugged me in his arms, looked into my eyes and said:
"I know what you're going through. I've been through something like this before. But try not to think about it. And every time you remember, you're going to cry. It's only natural. He lost someone, but he wouldn't tell me and I kept looking—When the pain of loss is one of the hardest for you to forget and go not so easy. And people always tell us, you'll forget, you need to forget, but it's not easy. And I'm going to be here on your side whenever you need me. He held my hand and put the fruit in my mouth and laughed. "And you can stay here at home as long as it takes for you to heal and for you to forget everything you are going through. But now you're going to eat and we're going to talk about work.
"I thank you for everything you have done for me. And there's no way to thank you.
I hold him tight, and I feel safe. But I needed to build up the courage and go to the hospital to pack up for my mother's funeral.
"I need to get this over with Noah she needs to rest.
"I've arranged everything for you. And we're going together.
After a week, I was there solving all my mother's backlogs. I didn't have the guts to say goodbye before I went to the morgue. When I arrived, I was with a tight, sad heart, and after the loss, not only of my mother, but of my baby, everything changed inside me.
I was drier, thicker, discouraged, and nothing let me down. I went with him still suffering for everything that happened now without pain for the body, only the soul in pieces. And I approached her coffin and saw her face and I cried desperately.
"Forgive me, Mother, for letting all this time pass, for I did not have the courage to take care of you to rest in peace. A thousand pardons, a thousand apologies for letting him approach you again and do harm. I despaired looking in his face and passing his hand he holds me. "I should have protected you, but I'm sorry, forgive me. And with you, you took all the hope, all the love I ever had. I lost you; I lost my baby to the will to live. But I want you to know that I'm going to love you for the rest of my life. He hugs me. " Thank you, Mom, for everything. And a thousand apologies for being careless with you and not doing the right thing.