was thinking maybe I should have to move out. But wait a minute where would I go? Dad is not allowing me to stay in his house so what I will do is there is no chance I can live anywhere.
I was standing over the doormat and everything that was coming into my mind was negative about why it is only happening to me. I looked back and thought maybe I have to stay here for some time till I get some clue for Azalaic to run towards me to stop I turn round and looked toward her ;
" WHAT ARE YOU DOING?"
" OH! I was checking whether I was getting bored."
" You don't need to go out. Go to your room right now."
" What do you mean? I'm here for the work not for the rest."
" You are not for the work here go to your room."
I was thinking that how hard it is. Why she is saying it? This is a mystery I can see there is a big secret hiding from me.
I heard a stepping voice, he was coming to us. " YES, YOU ARE NOT HERE FOR THE WORK? SHE IS RIGHT ASILING."
I gaze at him and he was standing in front of me. We both That's when Headly pulls me back into the room, his emotions telling him he needs more of a connection, or that I do, though I guess in reality it's both of us. His eyes are so different in moments like these, softer than I knew eyes could be. The professional man is gone and instead, it is the eyes of one who loves deeply.
I looked into his deep eyes, his intention for me was not looking pure I was thinking about him for a moment.
If it were anyone else I would drop my gaze, but with him I'm drawn in closer, always wanting more. Then he says the words I need to hear, "We're ok, you and me. Okay?" I just nod, taking in every moment for my memory, knowing it is the medication I need to survive the next few days.
There were a lot of questions running through my mind that why he is attracted to me.
There are times it gets lost, when you wear that suit, when you become the man the world demands of you. But I saw it in your eyes that day in the sunshine, waiting for the crossing to turn green. I saw the love that burns there too, the sort that goes for an eternity. There is something in your spirit that dances when you play, like a fire giving just the right amount of warmth. I have seen it die too, the flames almost extinguished, when you are under the gun of guilt, fear. I know that isn't you, not the real version, the person I love with everything that is myself. That's why I had to see your eyes, to see the real you before I left that last time.
" You are working for me, you will take care of my stuff from my food to my clothes and now it is your responsibility to handle me."
" WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"
" I mean I hired you for myself not for this house that's why she says you to stay away from work."
"Oh, now I understand you are here for me. I know what you are saying about me and what is going on here you think I'm mad I can't understand why you bring me here. I know you are making me a slave that's why you bring me here."
" This is rubbish? Why would I do this."
" Because you are fucker. You are trying to take revenge on me that's why you took me here but you will never succeed in your plan whatever your name is."
" You are taking me in the wrong way it is not my intention please listen to me."
" I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU."
I start moving out of the house, I moved in a rush. It is time for me to leave, for good. What was going on inside of you at that time was difficult, from the way you behaved it must have been painful. Yet there are times we must protect the self, protect our hearts and souls if the damage from a friend is too much. I wanted to walk with you through any and every storm, but it was akin to trying to hold a toddler who scratched and bit for years whilst alone. And though I tried, you broke me, literally, in pieces.
So I'm taking this rebuilt version of myself, "Me 2.0," and I'm going to find friends who love me and treat me well. I would always stay with a friend in any storm, yet walking into the same storm that once left me for dead, not a chance in hell but before I could run out. He tried to stop me but I could run he rushed toward me.
I transformed into a wolf and move at speed, the speed which I practice for so long, The runway emerged upon the green of the land. In front of me, there was a vast forest. I could feel my breath, it's been a month since I move out.
I was running at a speed of under kilometers per hour. A hug of browns, a shelter of extended limbs, seven resting beneath foliage hues, the forest is a protective mother, the promise of the holy sanctuary. From the rich brown earthen hues of the forest ground to the sweetness of the blue-white sky, the forest is a three-dimensional wonderland for the eyes who are willing to absorb the light.
In this forest, I am with my tribe of wood and leaf, among the giants whose roots hug the earth. It is a place of ancient souls, of the creatures who dwell with the sweet sounds of moving water and bird song. Somehow this is more home than home, perhaps one day I'll learn why.
I heard his howling it was a sign that I have to stop but I know if I stopped then there will be no chance that I will stop.
I was moving fast and faster and suddenly something hits me from my back. I felt something unbearable.
I screamed and fall.
The blood start coming out from my back and there was nothing just me and my pain, before I close my eyes I saw a footsteps which was coming towards me.
I only heard one sentence ;
"HERE IS SHE? SHE IS LOST OMEGA."
I closed my eyes and found myself with azalaic arms. I remember when we marry there it was our wedding night. I was laying in his arms.
was in his arms; " I AM SCARED TO LOSS YOU I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM SO SCARED AFTER MARRYING YOU."
" DON'T SCARE DARLING. IF I EVER CROSS MY HEART... IF I EVER BETRAY MY HEART AND ANGER IT... THEN I HOPE TO DIE. FOR IN THIS LIFE, MY HEART IS MY PURE HEAVENWARD GUIDE. TO THOSE I LOVE, TO THE WORLD I LOVE, TO MY TRUE LIFE MISSION AND PATH... I MUST BE FAITHFUL, PROTECTIVE, AND NURTURING. I'D RATHER BE DEAD THAN DO DEEDS FOR THE EVIL FORCE. SO, YOU SEE, I DIDN'T SELL MY SOUL BECAUSE IT IS ALREADY OWNED BY MY CREATOR AND IN THAT COMMITMENT I FEEL SAFEST AND BEST. YOU ARE MY SOUL. I CAN DIE BUT NEVER LEAVE YOU."
"I LOVE YOU."
" I LOVE YOU TOO."
In the room that is twilight and shadow, Greg stands close enough for me to breathe in his scent. His arms wrap around my back and in one gentle pull our skin touches. I feel his hand in my hair, how he loves the softness, watching it tumble as he releases it.
Then his hand moves down my cheekbones to my lips. That's when the kissing starts and we start to move like partners in a dance that is written in our DNA. Our bodies fit together as if we were made just for this, to fall into one another, to feel this natural rhythm. With a laugh he lifts me right off my feet, carrying me toward the bed, letting me fall with a soft bounce on the mattress. We lock eyes for just a moment, just enough for us to feel safe with one another.
Then he's all business, undoing my jeans, pulling them off, kissing from my toes upward, slowly, his hands on my legs, always just a little higher than the kisses. I feel my back arch in anticipation, knowing where his fingers will soon reach.
My head rocks back against the pillow as he does, the first moan escaping my lips.
I couldn’t get enough of him. I was tired and sore but I didn’t care. I didn’t want to sleep. I wanted the ache. I wanted him in me, all the time. His weight was on top of me. I wanted to squeeze him in further and further. I wanted to watch his face. I wanted his sweat to drop onto me. I wanted to drop mine on him. I got on top of him. I’d never done it before. I couldn’t believe it; I was doing this. I was inventing something. I held him and put him in. He felt deeper in me. I’ll never forget it. I was in charge and he liked it. I held his hands down. He pretended he was trying to break free. I let my tits touch his face. He went mad; he bucked. He split me in two.
I pushed down. I couldn’t believe it. One of his fingers flicked over my bum. I did it to him. He lifted and heaved. I couldn’t believe it. There was no end to it, no end to the new things. He did something. I copied him. I did something. He did it back. He took me from behind. I pushed the cab back and forced him into me. I sucked him. He licked me. I made him come on my stomach. He sucked my toes.
Before I could scream with pleasure I opened my eyes and found myself in the hospital.
I woke up to the pungent smell of hospital disinfectant, invading my nostrils. The room was silent apart from my heavy breathing and the beep beep sound you often hear in hospitals that indicates you're not going alive. I slowly opened my eyes, squinting in an attempt to sharpen the blurred images before me. I glanced around and took in the deserted, blue and white color schemed hospital bedroom.
How long have I been here? I shut my eyes, trying to remember what had exactly happened. Then it all hits me with a bang. The memory of it all starts to occupy my thoughts.
I did it. I jumped off. The cold air hits my face as l plummet toward the gravel. Some panicked, and some remained still.
Who brought me here? Out of impulse, my hand travels to my face, pressing the throbbing area on my right temple.
I tried to get up. Once I stepped on the cold, white tiles, I instantly fell back onto the bed. My body was engulfed in
pain as if objecting to my decision to stand up. I was feeling back pain.
I lay there pathetically, waiting for the pain to wash away. Staring at the ceiling, illuminated with a white fluorescent light. Perhaps waiting for some help from the hospital staff. I still didn't know how l got here, or who took me here.
Suddenly I saw he was coming towards me, he was holding a letter in his hand. I closed my eyes and thought ;
" Not again asiling? He is coming open your eyes and face him."
I slowly opened my eyes and looked to him and asked;
" PLEASE SAY ME ITS A DREAM?"
" No it's not a dream you are in hospital and living your worst life phase."
" Ohhh Please stop it. I don't have enough energy to talk with you. "
He gaze me from bottom to top and said;
" I can see what is happening to you, you known what I always heard that omega have not enough brain and today I saw it. you really ass hole. "
" Ahhh what did you say ? say again to me! say again right now. "
" Ass hole!... now you got it? "
" You can't say like it? you are idiot. "
" What do you mean? "
" Nothing! just stay away from me and leave me alone. "
" I can't leave you here in this situation. "
" Why ? "
" Actually !... I mean that you are injured and those who attack on you are looking for you everywhere. "
" What do you mean? "
" mean I can't leave you in such a bad condition. I will take you with me. "
" And why are you doing that? "
" As an alpha it's my responsibility to secure you. "