Ash's POV
'Dick head asshole! Just who the hell does he think he is any way to think he can command me at will!? My Alpha!?... Or perhaps he thinks he's some kind of God's gift to women that I wouldn't be able to resist his charm!?' I think angrily to myself as I storm out of the house.
'Well ummm, technically, you're not immune to his charm, so what were you talking about him thinking you couldn't resist his charm?' A voice reminds me in my head and I blush shamefully even when I know no one can hear the voice in my head.
"Oh, fuck!... The things he did to me!... The way he made me feel!..." I whisper to myself and my mind flashback to our time together in bed. My body immediately reacts to my thoughts
and I feel the now familiar euphoric wetness between my legs.
As I approach the car Martha said would take me back to the pack house whenever I'm ready to leave, my anger towards him slowly melts away to the extent, I start to regret leaving in anger.
The urge to go back to him is so strong. I know I wouldn't have been able to stop myself from returning to him if his friend who burst in on us is not with him at the moment. Call me a fool, I can't help the way I'm feeling. It is what it is
I arrive at the car and I see the driver has fallen asleep behind the wheel. Maybe he's an Omega like me and he's probably tired from working all day. I feel guilty for keeping him longer than necessary. I don't have the heart to wake him up so I sit on a big tree stump that I see nearby to consider the vulnerable state my heart is in at the moment.
'He's so arrogant plus he's not my mate so why am I attracted to such a person? Why did he affect me so much? Why do I feel this strong pull to return to him after he made me so angry?' I continually think to myself.
I close my eyes and will myself to push the image of his face out of my mind to no avail. His handsome face seems to have taken root in my mind and the way he made love to me, the feel of his wet tongue leaking blood off my boobs and sucking my pussy keeps messing with my head
"Ughh... God, I'm in deep shit!" I groan to myself, using my fingers to frustratingly comb back my short hair that keeps falling into my eyes. I didn't know for how long I sat there, just staring into space until a voice behind me brought me from my thoughts.
"Hey! Why are you sitting alone out here?"
I turn back and I see the subject of my thoughts standing some feet away behind me, looking so tall and oh, so damn good-looking, I want to jump on him and beg him to make sweet love to me right there and then...
But instead of doing what my body craves for, I quietly stood up from the tree stump, intending to wake the driver so we could get moving but he suddenly appeared in front of me, blocking my way from going further…
I was surprised, like how the hell did he do that? How could he have moved so fast? I wonder
"How did you do that? How did you move so fast?" Even though I had no intention of talking to him, I couldn't stop myself from asking.
"How did I do it?... I walked like everyone else does" He simply replied with a smile. Even the way he smiles is strange, cold, and devoid of emotions.
"I have never seen any human or shifter for that matter that can move that fast!" I stupidly said in awe of him, embarrassing myself further
"Yeah, I believe you. I doubt if you've ever seen much of anything other than this pack in your whole life?" He seriously asks but I take offense to his statement and glare at him in anger...
"Can you not be such an asshole!... Do you even have anything nice in you to say at all?" I ask and he has the mind to look confused like he didn't know his words were insulting.
"Okay, whatever you're thinking in your head, know that what I said was NOT meant to be an insult! It was just a statement, okay!" He says, emphasizing the word 'not'
"Oh, it wasn't meant to be an insult? Alright if you say so. Sorry, I must have been mistaken then!" I reply sarcastically with a false smile. I attempt to move past him but he also moves to stand in my way."
"Kindly let me through, please. I need to get back to work!"
"Okay, I'm sorry for talking to you in a manner you don't like." He says
'In the manner, I don't like? What the fuck kind of apology is that? Instead of him admitting that what he said was wrong.' I wonder in disbelief
"You don't believe me?" He ask, sounding like he was hurt I didn't believe him or am I mistaken
"What does it matter if I believe you or not?" I ask, looking him straight in the eyes. Even though I'm acting as if I don't care, deep down in me, I want him to tell me he's sorry again. Even though we're not mates, I want to hear him say he cares a lot about me but he just kept looking into my eyes as I'm looking into his.
I lowered my gaze first, hoping he didn't see how hopelessly I'm already falling for him.
"Well, you and I both know your apology was not sincere but it's okay since I wasn't expecting any apology from you in the first place... Now that we've gotten that out of the way, I really need to start going" I say but he still refuses to move out of my way.
"You weren't in a hurry before so what changed?..." He points out with a raised eyebrow
"Yeah, I wasn't in a hurry before but I am now!" I stubbornly reply. When I'm finally able to step past him I walk in hurried steps to get away from him
"Are you no longer interested in finding out about your mate again?" His words stop me in my tracks
"You didn't want to tell me before, what made you change your mind now?"
"Well, let's just say I realized I acted like an asshole and a male chauvinist pig as you've accused me and I will like to make amends"
'Yeah right! You realized my foot!' I think to myself before saying out loud "Then tell me already, what are you still waiting for?"
"Okay, let's go!" He says and takes my hand, pulling me in another direction.
"Let's go where?" I ask and attempt to free my hand from his grip but that simple task seems impossible for me to achieve.
"Let's go talk about what you want to know in the car! I'm in a hurry right now, I can't be waiting around" He replies pulling me along with him against my will
"Stop! I can't just go with you! Someone has been waiting for me already!"
"You would rather go with him than me!?" He growls in disbelief
"Yes, I would rather go with him than you! I don't even know you for crying out loud!" I reply forcefully, digging my feet into the ground and struggling against his strong pull. He suddenly let go of my hand and I fell hard on my ass.
"I dare you to repeat what you've just said to me right now!" He growls and slowly walks back towards me while I scoot away from him on my ass.
His countenance has suddenly changed from pleasant to dark and dangerous. My instincts for survival prevent my mouth from retorting with insulting words and I find myself stuttering out the truth
"H-he's the driver my Alpha asks to take me back to the pack house a-and he has been waiting for me in that car for hours! I-I can't just leave with you without saying anything to him! He continues to wait if he thinks that I'm still working inside and..." I hastily explain as I scoot back on my ass while he threateningly walks toward me. He looks so furious like he's ready to kill me right there.
"Hey, I took care of the driver, you don't have to worry about him," Another voice says, startling me from behind. I fearfully look back and see it's his friend that burst in on us in the room earlier.
He's smiling and his smile is assuring. It looks more genuine than the horrid one Mr macho occasionally has on his face. He stretches his hand towards me to help me up and I immediately take it, hurrying to stand behind his back, putting him between me and his horrid friend
"Hey, calm down! What the fuck is the matter with you!? You're scaring the poor girl, can't you see!?" He says firmly to him.