Chapter 27 Feelings
ALEXEI.
Unable to resist any longer, I kissed him.
And may the devil drag me to hell if it wasn't the best kiss I ever had in my life. As soon as our lips connected and I felt his warmth and softness, my mind disconnected from my body. My hands only wanted to touch him, to feel every perfect curve of his body, to delight in his slight gasps, to enjoy his quivering under my touch, as his heart accelerated and rumbled inside the chest.
I thought he would push me away at the first instant, but to my surprise and satisfaction, he let himself go little by little, corresponding to my caresses, sharing his warmth with mine, gently caressing me with those hands along my back, while I held the silky and soft hair of his neck and with my other arm brought him closer to my body by his waist.
I slowly slipped my tongue across his lips, pleased when he granted me access to massage and stimulate his. And blessed God, his taste was so sweet that I felt as if my tongue was going to melt, I felt doped up and completely dominated by the sensation of his body... His taste, for his aroma, for the heat of his skin. It seems that every particle of my being is strongly enhanced by him, increasing the sensations and pleasure. Fuck, I'm completely controlled.
Seduced, bewitched under a powerful spell from which I cannot and will not free myself, and I want more... I want so much more. Our tongues played with each other, as I listened to Xander's gasps as we kissed. How I wanted to taste those lips that had driven me crazy since the first time I saw him, with those beautiful eyes like deep pools that made me want to dive in and never come out.
My pulse was pounding furiously through my veins, an electric current ran down the entire length of my spine to the tips of my feet, a powerful excitement taking over as I felt his heat. My wolf took control over me, making my eyes turn into an intense blue, as it screamed at me to make him mine, to claim him, to never let go of him again.
Suddenly he detached himself from me, breaking the kiss, but keeping our foreheads together. A much-needed lucidity lit up my mind like a nuclear explosion. Was he regretful? An uneasiness took hold of me at the thought of that possibility. I was not sorry at all, but with this man in my arms, anything could happen. And I was honestly worried.
-Magnus - he said softly, as we both tried to catch our breath. His hands never left my body, which gave me the brief hope that he was in the same condition as I was. Or at least that's what I wanted to believe -. What have you done? - pulling his face a little away from mine, watching me with those irises, now of a pale yellow, from being under the control of his Omega, scowling -. You knew that kisses were not allowed.
Goddamn it, I was inexpressive. I didn't know what to do, I didn't want to break contact with him for fear that he would walk away from me completely and end our furtive relationship. I, Alexei Magnus, the leader of one of the most powerful criminal organizations in all of Russia, fearing the rejection of a small Omega. The me of years ago would have hit me in the balls.
-Didn't you enjoy it? - I was right to ask, being careful to keep my tone low and soft, not wanting to scare him. His eyes open wide and he looks away for a few seconds while his cheeks turn into a beautiful pink. I would kneel in front of him just to see that expression every day. Shit, I'm entirely screwed.
-That's beside the point... - I love it when he gets nervous -. It was one of the conditions we had discussed and you accepted - speaking a little more firmly while reconnecting his gaze with mine.
-I know. But still... Did you enjoy it? - He's silent for a few seconds that seemed like forever. God, he's so charming.
I could sense the nerves in his aroma tingling my nose, as well as his excitement. And upon realizing this I had to pray to all the gods that came to mind to allow me to control myself, a thin line was preventing me from undressing him right there and claiming him as my own. But first I wanted him to admit, even a little, that I wasn't the only one who had given in completely under the force of that kiss.
-No - his voice trembled, it seemed as if he was trying to convince himself of it, which made me smile -. What are you laughing at? - he asked, slightly irritated.
-You look completely adorable in that blush, Xander - I felt him tremble in my grip, one of the corners of his lips rising slightly before he returned to his neutral expression. If I had not been looking closely, I would not have noticed that fleeting half-smile.
-Come on, Magnus - giving me a little slap with his palm on the back -. I'm completely serious - I was trying, really trying, hard to take his demands seriously, but I couldn't concentrate having him so close. So I was slowly loosening my hold on him, though not separating much from him. None of our limbs touched each other now, but I could still feel his warmth from the proximity.
-I asked you a question - retaking my serious countenance -. Answer me - He seemed to hesitate for a few seconds, I thought he was going to divert the direction of the conversation again, but to my surprise, he didn't.
-Yes... I liked it - connecting his gaze to mine again -. I enjoyed it... Very much - the last thing he said was so quiet that I could barely hear it. And blessed hell if his words didn't further increase my feverish state.
He seemed to notice, as he now looked at me with evident desire, as his tongue passed over the lips. I could feel his excitement when he released pheromones. The aroma was so strong and intense that it made me momentarily dizzy before I was able to avoid it. His tail suddenly appeared behind his body, wagging back and forth in a seductive dance. He called out to me, he wished it as well, though he found it hard to admit.
-You want it again, don't you, kitty? - taking a step that eliminated the space between us, making our clothes rub against each other. He closed the eyes and took a deep breath before responding.
-Yes - his voice came out in a small whisper and then slowly opened his eyes, looking directly at my lips -. But we can't, Magnus. You will... - swallowing thickly, I could see perfectly how his throat rose and fell quickly, provoking me to sink my fangs in it -. You'll make everything more complicated.
-Everything is already complicated, Xander - bending over to bring my face closer to his. I felt him breathing hard and I must admit that I was in the same way -. You know as well as I do that we both want it to happen again - I slipped my hands down that narrow waist and ended up bringing our bodies together again, unable to avoid it any longer -. Ask for it - I whispered over his lips, he closed the eyes due to my closeness and let himself be controlled -. Beg me to take your lips.
As I began to gently rub my nose with his. I could feel his long tail caressing my right leg from top to bottom, while his hands slowly went up my sides until they surrounded my neck, trying to extinguish the few inches of separation between our mouths. I could have let myself go and just kissed him again.
But I wanted to hear the words, I wanted him to admit, not just to me, but to himself that he wanted it. His little body was beginning to quiver and I was already intoxicated by the smell that his delicious being emitted, that exquisite fragrance of cinnamon and chocolate that called to me and drove me crazy. When he realized that I was not moving, he let out a small gasp in frustration. He wanted me to take over, but I wouldn't move an inch if he didn't say the words.
-Magnus - as one of his hands went up to the back of my neck, squeezing my hair between his little fingers.
-Say it, kitty - tilting my head a little, I squeezed his waist tightly with my fingers -. Come on, say it. I won't do anything until you do -. Already irritated by my insistence, he made a hoarse sound with his throat which made me smile.
-Damn it - squeezing the grip on my hair, while his other hand was digging the nails into the skin at the back of my neck-. I hate you... I hate the control you have over me - whispers, low and husky -. Now, kiss me - I could feel his hot breath on my lips -. Please... Please kiss me.
And without further ado, I ended that sweet torture and took control of those sweet, extremely sweet lips that were taking me to the seventh heaven. It was completely passionate and unbridled, both of us savoring each other, exploring, our tongues battling one another, but in the end he let himself go, allowing me to take control.
I slightly bit his lower lip, getting a delicious moan in response. God, that sound, was the purest glory. I felt under the influence of a powerful drug, as if my soul was trying to leave my body and float away, and the only thing holding it inside me was the delicious Omega in my arms.
In the heat of the moment, I took his legs, lifted him off the ground, and with an agile movement, typical of his feline nature, he surrounded my hip with them. He began to rub his crotch with mine, his erect cock creating a delicious friction over the clothes, all without breaking the kiss. We both got carried away, lost in the wave of pleasure that engulfed us mercilessly, without any room for logic or sanity. Simply two bodies needing each other's heat.
-Magnus - speaking with difficulty between our kisses -. Please, Magnus...
-Tell me what you want and I'll give it to you, kitty - whispering in his ear, both panting and horny -. Just ask me - At my words, his body shook and he let out a sob that went straight to the tip of my dick. Blessed God, give me the strength not to lose what little sanity I have left.
-Take me - holding my face in his shaking hands, with the most seductive and provocative voice I've ever heard in my whole fucking life -. I want to feel you... - passing the tongue over my lips -. Inside of me.
I had the feeling that something triggered somewhere distant and cloudy in my mind. Alexei Magnus, you're officially subdued.