I pretended to be just cool and so used to being kissed by someone who I’m head over heels with.
"No worries."
Oh God. That kiss ... I wonder about his thought of that kiss of ours. I bit my lips lightly and held my clutch.
I hid my grin through that and imagined what just happened a while ago. He kissed me, Erato kissed me.
Maybe he thinks I'm a lousy kisser?
Nah, I've kissed quiet a lot of boys before, maybe that's enough experience. Or not? Erato bedded a lot of woman, way more mature than me. Hoes that can even do more than kissing. Maybe he thinks I’m nothing? Fvck.
"Jade!"
I raised my head in no time because of my older brother's shouting. Did I missed something?
"Huh?"
"I said go into your room." Annoyed it says.
"W-what ... wait."
I just realized now. All of their attention is on me.
"What's this commotion all about?"
I only asked now because I was busy thinking of something else.
"For all I can remember I told dad I’m going out. Why did you send me home early?"
"I ordered that to your brother." Said dad. My forehead furrowed.
"Is this about the election again?"
Dad nodded lightly. I chuckled without humor.
"But I have my body guard with me. And besides we're not new to this." I said nonchalantly.
"No. This is different Jade." Jax said seriously.
I got a bit intimidated by the way they look at me. All three of them, except my dad, giving me the feeling of something is not right. Or was it just me? Because of what happened between me and Erato?
"Okay! Fine! Next time if something like this occurs again just pleasetell me beforehand? I'm having fun with my friends. "
I moaned and would have turned around.
"Really Jade?"
My heart went wild again hearing his voice. Deep and cold voice. I swallowed the pressure in my throat before looking at him pretending that nothing have happened. That I don't care and I'm not scared of him at all.
"Yeah, I did had some fun."
I smirked before saying goodnight to dad.
I couldn't sleep the whole night. I can't. Because with all honesty, that's quiet an unbelievable scene to see. A scene that never passed into my mind. I couldn't process everything and I didn't know what to feel.
If you've been treated so differently with the person that's never been that way before you won't know how to react. I didn't know how to do deal with it, honestly.
And oscars to my self who managed to face him with shaking legs and unfocused mind.
Now, I'm all caught up. The moment his lips touched mine I know he woke something in me. The kind of feeling that's not sure but I know will be worth the risk.
It's all like a challenge for me, but this time I'm wanting more. Your fault Erato.
I did not hope, and did not worry either.
His kiss was a blow to the moon for me. So then, a few weeks passed and time seemed to speed up due to very little incident between the two of us. Though, I haven't seen him for a long time now.
Jax is also not at home because he is busy with his studies. Meaning, I also don’t know where Erato is. I've been asking Olivia too since there are too many sources for that one but all she knows is that they are busy right now.
And so until the week of my birthday I wasn't able to reach him and didn't have the chance to ask him if he could be my escort. Everyone was very busy with my debut but I was the only one who’s not.
I'm kind of bored, to be honest.
This formal party, cotillion and such is not on my list. That's why dad wanted something like this, I wanted to have an in house party but dad suggested to just do an after party instead.
At least have an intimate celebration with my friends and colleagues.
"My brother is late again. Gosh!" Olivia moaned.
I sat in front of the vanity here in the hotel suit of the party while the make up artist touched me a few more. I wanted a daring yet flawless look so I can look mature.
Even my dresses I'm wearing will not be that balloon type because I asked for a matured and elegant look on my special day.
Jax is my escort, which is why Olivia is irritated because it's about to start and he still haven’t arrive yet..
"Don't throw a fuss Olivia. It's just a damn party." I said.
I checked my phone. I went to my social media account and stalked him. I've been doing this for a few days now, hoping I can get any information from him but nothing really.
I asked Jax about him and he just kept on telling me that Erato and I were busy and they couldn't have fun. And one more thing, he is also disgusted with me whenever I ask.
He said that he’s not a devil keeper. He is evil. Yes.
After that kiss and here I am forcing my self to believe into something I don't want to believe. I told myself I wouldn’t expect it. I convinced myself not to hope, I didn't realize that I was hoping.
I turned off my phone with an annoyed face. I saw Olivia stare at what I just did or in my sudden action.
I tried to act normal but no matter what I do, it seems like my debut is a mess. I don't even know if he's coming and I don't want to ask Olivia or anyone about it because my ego is the last resort here.
Olivia didn't have an idea about the 'kissing in the parking' incident. I don't know but then I thought if something like that happened I would really make it a headline.