"Fvck you Jade. If you want to commit suicide, don't include me." Olivia.
We almost fell on the balcony because of our hyped bodies.
"That's the point. If I'm gonna die, I'll bring you with me." I laughed.
The night was getting dark and the others had left. There was still noise, but not like before. I'm in the balcony of my room, I can see from here a few friends still having fun.
I needed air for some minute, because if I don't stop, I'll be the first to sleep with them all.
"I'm so fvcked up, Jade. I hope this is your last birthday." Olivia started to puke again.
For the third time she came inside my room and probably puked her liver out.
I laughed at her as she left me there alone.
Fortunately, me and my liver are troops.
I looked at the people leaving the place one by one. The crowd kept getting smaller, and then I realized that Olivia had never come back to me. I went inside my room and saw her in my bed.
I rolled my eyes and checked the time. It's 3 at dawn. It’s too early for her to sleep.
"Weak." I uttered.
I had a retouch before going out my room. When I came down, the group of older brothers greeted me.
I realized, there's none of my friends left here because if you'll look at the group of Jax you'll know they're bachelors. So different from my friends.
They are all male and the postures are different from my friends. I saw my older brother turn to me, he washed his face when he saw me cause to turn others away.
"Hey Jade! Happy Birthday, sorry I wasn't able to bring gifts."
"Hi Cali!" I happily welcomed him.
He did not attend my party at the hotel. Maybe he’s just coming now. Cali is Erato's cousin, him and older brother Jax took over the business.
He's friends with the two assholes what would you expect him to be?
I mingled with their group for a while and later got tired of hanging out there so I went out for a few people outside to mingle.
I was hella sleepy but I tried to keep up with them. I think this day will only pass once in my life so why should I save?
"Hi Erato!"
I looked around quickly at 4 o'clock when I suddenly heard his name.
My heart beat went wild and an inexplainable feeling in my stomach woke my system.
His towering height and daunting physique is a head turner. Wearing a simple muscle tee and dark jeans that you have never dated with anyone else but to him it looks like a model rapping the dress.
He did not return the call of my friend. I quickly glanced at the woman and refocused my attention on him entering the mansion, which I thought he was going inside because my brother and his friends and there
I can't help but to scream inside my mind.
He's here! It's late but still he's here!
I can no longer determine how I feel now because of the mixed emotions. All I can remember was his lips - the kiss we shared, though I'm annoyed at him at the same time because of not showing up after that.
I didn't even ask her if I could be his escort. I was not even given a chance to form with him. Damn you, Erato.
"Shit. Why is he so gorgeous?"
Karina, one of my acquaintances, said.
I only took one gulp at the shot given to me and a sharp look immediately I gave him.
"He is, Karina." My answer.
"I know right!"
I almost threw the glass and gave her a hard look. Our table fell silent as they were all shock by my actions. I gritted my teeth.
I turned to the one next to me and took the cigarette in his ear. I picked up what I thought was an electric lighter on the table and left the group speechless.
"Damn him."
I sighed weakly as I tried to light the cigarette I had picked up. I successfully lit it, but after a one hit of it, I felt a stung in my throat. Consecutive coughs I did.
"Fvck! Why do you taste so bad?"
I shouted at the cigarette as if it would answer me. I rolled my eyes and scanned my surroundings.
I went to the back of our mansion because there was no one here, I wanted to be alone and smoke where my older brother wouldn’t see me.
Another, I don’t want to see my bitch friend after she just complimented Erato in front of my beautiful face.
I had no choice and tried again the stick I was holding. It still tasted bad but I persevered and trained myself. I still coughed after my hits.
"Shit, you're so fvckin bad."
I cursed the cigarette but stopped halfway when someone snatched my stick from my mouth.
To my surprise, I saw Erato proudly standing beside me while smoking the stick I was just smoking a while ago. I am way too sleepy and drunk to even comprehend what’s happening.
A shock register on my face while looking at him. His well toned body, the tattoos in his knuckles and the smokes surrounding his face. It made me even more static.
"W-what ..."
I uttered. I couldn't continue what I was saying as I almost looked at his face that was accustomed to smoking cigarettes.
My heart can't fathom what it should feel. I want to think and say a lot but I don't have it in myself to speak.
"If it’s not good then why did you try it?"
He said the last two puffs of it and then threw the cigarette on the floor. I watched that die while still not on my own.
I gulped the bulging pressure in my throat. Apparently my chest will explode in mixed feels.