I was dumbfounded by what Edward was doing while he was busy cleaning the yacht that was docked on the island. His personal driver is with us and they are talking about where we are going next.
After what happened to us, he became more cautious about his actions. She's so careful with me, I can't even walk or go to the bathroom. She thought maybe I'd run away from her or what.
Because of that, I felt sorry for him. Was I too stupid before the accident?
"Edward, I have questions." He looked at me and he smiled at me.
"What is it, love?" he asked and kissed my temple.
I feel the love when his skin touches mine. I feel like he's really true to his words. It feels good, especially if what the person is making you feel is true, but somehow there's a space inside my heart that I can't explain how I can fill the space.
"Do you think if the accident doesn't happen, will something good happen to us?" He just sighed as he seemed to be weighing what to say to me.
"Why, do you remember anything?" I shook as I played with the sea shell I got.
I just asked that. It's like I just need to know what I did before. Why am I confused and I don't have any dreams about my past? I feel helpless because whatever I do to make my voice happy is like I can't do it. The difficulty
All I knew was that I was lost when you said that it was over. That's why I don't want you to meet Oakley. Maybe later you won't be with me again. It's hard to find something similar. I am so damn in love with you, Elisha. I hope you know that I closed my eyes when he touched my head and patted it. Why was it so hard on me then?
Can I just say all this because I haven't seen Oakley yet? Will anything change when I see him?
I was scared, scared that I might later be the next victim of playful destiny.
Edward smiled at me as the waves beat the wind. "I can't promise that, but as long as I can make the right decision and you don't lie, maybe you and I will come back."
Hopefully, I'm still in your heart. Even if it's just a little Elisha, it's really hard to imagine you with another man. "
It also hurts to know that you've been cheating on me for more than two years. How do you feel if I'm cheating and my reason is that you're not enough? You can't satisfy my needs. Isn't the pain here too? "my voice broke. I said that because that's what my tongue and mind pushed, as if I had to say it.
"But it's okay Edward, don't worry. The important thing is that I fix everything I have. " I smiled and avoided being emotional.
I feel like what happened last night shouldn’t have, but I wanted to. I chose and I have nothing else to blame or excuse because even if I am not happy, I am satisfied.
I hope when you already remember and all of your memories come back, I hope you don't hate me. I shook my head and closed my eyes for a moment. Why does it seem like it's hard to fill the space in my heart? Why do I try to do everything that I think I can fill in the blanks, but it all seems useless?
Edward, I'm afraid that later my decision will be wrong again. I'm afraid of getting hurt again and again." He hugged me and kissed my hair.
Don't worry, I'll do everything to make you happy with me, and when you remember me again, I'll be the one you choose again. I felt sorry for him as I listened to what he said.
As long as you always remember Elisha, I love you so much. There is nothing more important than you because you are the only one I love so much. The one I love like this, "my tears dripped at the last thing he said and I brought my face close to his.
Don't cry, I'll do my best, Edward. I smiled and closed my eyes when my lips met his lips.
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"Is it still far?" I smiled as the darkness darkened because of my blindfold and Edward helped me to walk.
Wait, love, we're close. Don't be bored. I'm sure you'll love this, "he said, and I sensed that he was smiling and there was excitement in his voice.
"You love surprises that much?" I asked and we stopped walking. He held my hand while he was silent for a long time.
"All I want is your happiness, Elisha, the happiness that I know you want and my obligation is to give it to you." He suddenly hugged me and clung to me very tightly.
"I hope, first of all, I don't miss the opportunity given to us. I am blinded by lust. I take you for granted. And all the compensation for what I did is to see you love and make the person happy. I should be with you in everything and every opportunity to be happy, but nothing was wasted. He removed the blindfold from my eyes and the helicopter opened for me.
What is this? And why are you crying? What are you saying, Edward? " I was nervous as I watched him wipe his tears.
I was nervous. I didn’t like this feeling. It was more painful and the chest tightness was
He said, "I just want to make you happy, love," while there was pain and suffering in his voice.
I couldn't breathe as I watched him smile hard as his tears never stopped.
Why do I have to see Edward like this?
The door of the helicopter opened and someone got off there.
"I'll call Oakley so he can take you home. Like what you want, love." He stroked my hair until my tears started to drip.
"No, Edward..." I shook my head and hugged him tightly.
"Why did you do this? I have to decide for myself."
But I'm not the one you're looking for and I'll make you happy. I shook my head repeatedly as his grip on me loosened and he started to release me.
Will you leave me again? Will you push me again into something you think is right? "
"Because this is really the right thing for us. I want to see you happy and not difficult, not forced, Elisha. I'm doing this because I love you so much, "he let go of me and pushed
I'll choose your happiness because I know I can no longer be happy and fill your life with mine. I fell on his arm and watched Edward walk away.
"Don't cry Elisha." I turned around and an unfamiliar face appeared to me.
And I became even more tender and my tears flowed.