Helpless life Chapter 19

The sky had darkened and it was heavily raining outside, so I sat close to the window, gazing outside and grinning to myself about Micheal telling me early on that he likes me; I was so happy that I felt like screaming for the entire world to hear me out; I don't know what to say but I'm just overwhelmed with happiness right now.

So I rose to my feet and prepared to fight when I realized that it was merely a friend of mine, Mary.

Continuing to look out the window, I slumped back in my chair and closed my eyes.

In your mind, Adama, you are fully aware that the clock is ticking and that time is running out on you to achieve your objective.

You should be aware that you will not be permitted to leave the premises when you return, which is why I have come to notify you that you will be obliged to return.

I pushed myself to my feet and turned to face her, my gaze fixed on her.

Are you trying to persuade me that I should renounce my whole purpose in order to follow your lead? If yes, what is the reason behind this? If I give up all I've fought so hard for, please explain to me, Mary, why you believe I should give up everything.

Bring it on, Adama, you understand exactly what I'm talking about, don't you?

It's evident that you want to achieve your objective, but there's something standing in the way of your accomplishment. Although you have the strength to do everything in a day, Adama, you need additional time simply to be with someone. Please tell me who it is that you keep putting yourself into; you are well aware that you cannot love anybody, much alone marry them, so why are you being so stubborn?

When I became angry, I walked closer to her so that I could look at her face closer....

Do not live someone else's life for them, Mary; this is mine revenge, not yours; why are you putting your heart in places where it should not be? In addition, my task is taking a long time, which is why I asked more time from the authorities. Oh, and by the wa

Do you believe that I would just go in this way because they have brought happiness to my family? That knows what their reactions to me will be after they realize that I'm a ghost who has taken up residence in their house. No, I'm not going to allow anything to happen, so please, Mary, just leave it at this point...

The issue is that you behave as if you know everything, and now I see why: it is because of that person, isn't it? Do not forget one thing: you are no longer a human being, and once you have completed whatever task you came to the earth to complete, you will vanish and no one will ever know who you are again, so forget about it; if you know you are dead, then try acting like one; i if you know a dead being, then stop acting like a living being; I know 

 I know Mary, and I am well aware that falling in love with him is a waste of time, and that I will soon disappear. But I want to express my thoughts for him and tell him that I will always love him before that occurs. I also want him to realize that I am not a human being at all. For him to understand, all I am doing right now is an expression of my desire to be a normal, functioning human being once again.

He has been a tremendous asset to my family. Among everyone on this planet, he has been the kindest and most honest; nonetheless, I am worried that, upon discovering that I am not human, he would loathe me for the rest of his life, and this is something I do not want to happen.

Possibly, I'll simply go to him right now and tell him what I've come to a decision.

As I was ready to walk away, a hand reached out and grabbed my arm, yanking me back.

'Do you really want to make things even more difficult than they are currently', you may wonder. There is no other reason why you have been put in this situation but so that you might take your vengeanceNow tell me, if you go to him and tell him the truth, you will turn into a scary ghost in their eyes, and they will loathe you for the rest of their lives. Is it what you're looking for...?

However, if he finds out later, the situation would deteriorate much worse...

You are still Adama, so go ahead and tell him what you believe will happen, and then maybe you will be booted out of the house and dubbed a witch....

And with that, she had vanished from the scene...

I feel you are accurate in your assessment. Mary My opinion is that, rather than falling in love, I should experiment with alternative forms of retribution...

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