Realizing that I had overheard everything my brother had said to Adama made me sad because he had not yet grasped the fact that she was not human in the least was a difficult realization for him to accept. I really want to cry on his behalf, but for some reason, I'm unable to do so at this time. I simply stand in a corner and watch what is going on around me.
I'm perplexed as to why she feels compelled to continue to make my brother feel bad about himself. She will be the subject of a conversation with me in which I will question her about why she is so stubborn when she knows that Michael will always be in love with her, and why she must continue to make him feel bad about himself...
When I walked into Adama's room, the first thing that came to mind was that she was sobbing so hard that I wanted to go over to her and wanted give her a good slap and tell her to get her sh*t together. But I refrained.
Adama Are you aware of how much my brother adores and values you? Why aren't you aware of this? It would be appreciated if you could express your feelings for him even though you are aware that you are unable to because you do not want to make his life any more difficult by subjecting him to this ordeal. It has only recently been brought to my attention that you will be departing soon and that you will not be able to stay any longer than necessary. You must inform Michael that you are not human, or else he will go insane as a result of his fear of your presence in his presence.
Adams You could do it right now if you truly want to make him happy and give him the best day of his life. Why not go ahead and do it right now? Take a look at how depressed you appear to be; do you truly believe that this is the most effective method of achieving happiness in your life?
However, despite the fact that you are well aware that my brother will go to great lengths to ensure that you are happy, you continue to keep a major secret from him regarding your relationship with my brother. Please don't let today turn out to be a day of bad luck for you...
So I took her hands in my own and gently wiped away the tears that were streaming down her face. The middle of my speech is interrupted by a smile as I look her straight in the eyes.
Please consider making this modest gesture in his honor. Avoid giving him the impression that you are only using him; instead, make him feel loved, if only for a short period of time. You should make an effort to show him affection for a brief period of time, even if you know you'll never marry him, if you have the opportunity.
Given that I have kept your secret hidden from you and that you have never told anyone else about it, why is it so difficult for you to believe that your secret will harm him?
Do you see Adama, or do you have a strong suspicion that you do? I'll always be there for you, no matter what happens. Please don't be afraid, and keep in mind that you are not fighting this battle alone. For a long time, I treated you with complete disregard, but it is now impossible for me to refrain from approaching you and telling you how much I appreciate our friendship...
Don't make any noise, Adama; if you wanted to talk to him, I would accompany you...
In the moments before I was about to leave, she reached out and took my hand in hers....
Thank you for staying; please accept my apologies, but only your brother has the ability to make me cry. This is my promise to you, Rose: I promise that I will never hurt your brother again, that I will show him love, and that I will make sure he never has anything to complain about ever again... This is my promise to you...
Knowing that I don't know what I'm going to say, all I do is stare at her.... That makes me smile whenever I hear something like that...
Rose My first thoughts when I was killed that day were about why my family and what would become of them, I never cared about myself only about my family, but now that I see your family, that love has returned, and Michael has returned to me. When I was a child, I always wanted love and I always wanted things to work out for me. Doing all those wrong things in the past made me feel regret and sometimes I felt happy. I wanted to just do anything to keep myself happy.
Do you see Adama, or do you have a strong suspicion that you do? It's simply a matter of being yourself and doing what is right... That is all that is necessary...
Thank you so much for your help, Rose. In the meantime, I'm going to talk to him about things.
While walking out the door, Adama's face was lit up with a grin on it. It's just that I wish she'd come clean with him and reveal her true identity to the rest of the world, rather than hiding it from everyone. Take action, and I recognize that you must; however, you must also free yourself; life is about trust, and if you trust someone, allow that person to be completely open and honest with you, and everything will work out for the benefit of the two of you.
On a short-term basis, I recognize that accepting the truth will be difficult, and I recognize that you may be fearful as well. Allowing that fear to seep out will, on the other hand, only cause you harm or hurt in the long run.
As a result of my observations of others going on dates, I am confident that the right man will come along at the appropriate time. This will not happen to me, and I hope that my story will be different from the rest of Adama's story in this regard. It's just a matter of hoping that our dreams come true and waiting to see what the rest of life has in store for us.