“Fucking hell!!” Nick cursed.
Natigilan ito . He pulled out his dick from her hole. He saw blood on its tip.
She is a virgin?! He exclaimed to himself.
"Mmmmp! cried Stacey. He raped me! He raped me! He raped me! Paulit-ulit na sigaw ng utak niya.
(Nick)
Nasabununtan ni niya ang sarili as he stood up from the bed and rushed in the bathroom. Tinanggal niya ang condom and threw it into the trash. He splashed water on his face as he cursed over and over again .
Then he leaned on the sink as he looks at his face in the mirror. “You messed up big time you asshole! “ mura niya sa sarili. He kicked the cabinet below the sink several times.
"I AM A FUCKING ASSHOLE!!"
He can't deny the fact that he had the shock of his life but he also feels ....relieved... and pleased.
She is not a kept woman! He is her first...he smiled..but his smile faded ng maalala niya that for sure she hates him now. He cursed when he thought about that.
Think Alcantara! Think! bulong niya sa sarili.
He needs to do something para kahit papaano mabawasan ang galit nito sa kanya.
Bumalik siya sa kwarto. She is still crying quietly. Kumuha siya ng kumot then he walked to the bed. Ibinaba niya ang bra ni Stacey then her top .Kinumutan niya ang ibabang bahagi ng katawan nito.
(Stacey)
Ang hapdi ng ibabang bahagi ng katawan niya. Pero tumigil siya sa pag-iyak when she heard him cursing. Walang kapatawaran ang ginawa nito sa kanya. She hates him! But nagtataka siya kung bakit ito tumigil when he realized na ito ang naka-una sa kanya.
She felt his presence bago pa man ito lumapit sa kanya. Nagulat siya ng ayusin nito ang bra niya at pang-itaas. He also covered the lower part of her body.
Maingat na inalis nito ang panyo na nasa bibig niya. He touched her lips lightly but she moved her head to the opposite direction. She heard him sighed.
"Hayup ka!!" she angrily said.
She felt him sat next to her. Hinaplos naman nito ang buhok niya.
"Huwag mo akong hahawakan! Alisin mo ang nasa mata ko at kalagan mo ako!!" sigaw niya but hindi ito nagsalita. Naramdaman na lang niya na umalis sa tabi niya ang walanghiyang gumahasa sa kanya..
Ano kaya ang susunod na gagawin ng demonyong ito?! Tanong niya sa sarili. Lalo yata siyang natatakot dahil mukhang may bipolar disorder pa yata ang rapist niya. Kanina sobrang marahas sa kanya tapos nung malamang virgin pa siya mukhang nakonsensya.
Kahit ano pa ang nagpabago sa kanya ni-rape pa din niya ako! He took my virginity! I really hate him! sigaw ng utak niya.
(Nick)
Nahilamos niya ang mukha with his hand. Now he realized that he was furious with Stacey cause maybe subconsciously nung una pa lang niya itong makita, gusto na niya ito, He wanted her for himself. Akala niya masama itong babae at pag-aari na ng iba. Hindi niya matanggap yun. Ngayon nawalang parang bula ang galit niya. But he has a very big problem dahil sa ginawa niya.
He got his phone and called someone.
Inilagay niya sa lamesa ang cellphone niya after his phone call. Nasa maliit na sala siya. Dinala niya si Stacey sa isa sa mga townhouses ng pamilya niya. Nasa bandang south ito sa labas ng Maynila. Walang nakatira pero kumpleto sa gamit. Malakas ang loob niyang walang makakarinig sa pagsigaw ng dalaga dahil malayo ang katabing bahay.
Hindi pa din siya makapaniwala that he raped a virgin.
Nasabunutan niya ang sarili niya.
"SHITTT!!" he cursed.
Can he totally blame himself from thinking the worst about her?
Paano maipapaliwanag ang pictorial nito sa Not Eye Candy Magazine? Ang relasyon nito sa boss niya na according to Jim, kabit nito? Yung paraan ng pagkanta nito sa bar? Yung lalaking kinausap nito after her performance at yung lalaking may tatoo?
"Dammit! “ nahilamos na naman niya ang mukha ng isang kamay.
She might be a virgin but she is a tease! She seduces all the men around her! FUCKING HELL! She is a flirt and a tease! galit na sabi niya sa sarili.
He badly needs a drink right now. He took a note na sa susunod na balik niya dito he will definitely bring some. Umupo siya sa sofa. Sinandal niya ang ulo. Naka-boxer shorts lang siya.He has to think. Hindi pa din niya mababago na siya ang naka-devirginized kay Stacey by raping her at galit na galit ito sa kanya.
He has to be sure na hindi ito magsusumbong kahit kanino. Pag idinemanda siya nito, he will be in deep shit. Hindi naman siya masamang tao pero aminado siya na madalas sira-ulo din siya.
Newsflash: Son of a shipping magnate and a self made millionaire is a rapist!
Napamura na naman siya when he thought about that.
Hindi pwede! She can't sue me.I wanted to fuck her to punish her.Hindi ako rapist! Gago lang! kausap niya sa sarili.
Ngayon na nalaman niya na mali lahat ang akala niya about her. .he has to do something.
Definitely may dapat siyang panagutan. He hasn't fucked a virgin before. He didn't want complications. But this time iba ito.
Hindi niya maikakaila that she is very very attractive.And kahit sa sarili niya lang kailangan niyang aminin na gustong-gusto niya ito. Kung hindi ba naman niya gusto si Stacey bakit binalak niyang gantihan by fucking her? Maselan siya sa babae but he was willing to have sex with her kahit ang akala niya madami itong lalake at gold digger pa.
He decided to go back to the bedroom. Nilapitan niya si Stacey.
He's glad to discover that she has stopped crying.
He touched her left cheek. Pumalag ito.
"NO!!" she angrily said.
"Huwag kang magalit. I won't force you again." he said in a croaked voice.
Hindi siya dapat makilala nito .Kailangan niyang magsalita sa paos na boses .Isa din yon sa rason kung bakit siya nag-shave ng stubble.
Medyo natigilan si Stacey. Should she trust him?
Naramdaman niya na umupo ito sa tabi niya.
"I'm sorry." he said.
Bigla na namang bumangon ang galit sa dibdib niya. "SORRY? Maibabalik pa ba nun ang nawala na sa akin?" she asked. Her tone is void of emotion. Wala na naman siyang magagawa. Nangyari na .But she made up her mind na wala siyang pagsasabihan sa sinapit niya. She knows that mabubulatlat lahat ng kahayupang ginawa sa kanya ng demonyong ito. Ayaw na niyang lalong ibilad sa kahihiyan ang sarili.
"I know but I am really sorry." he said sincerely.
He longed to touch her face but he knows that she is still very mad.
"Untie me then alisin mo na ang blindfold ko.Gusto ko ng umuwi. Don't worry hindi ako magdedemanda. Ayaw kong magdala ng kahihiyan sa pamilya ko."
He almost gave out a sigh of relief. "I will make it up to you." Nick said almost a whisper.
Gustong matawa ni Stacey ."Anong ibig mong sabihin?"
He didn't speak for a while. He remembered what he told Billy before. He has grown tired of women only wanting him cause of his money especially his good-looks. His friend even said that he's sure that no one will really like him if he is not Nicholas Derick Alcantara.
Maybe this is the right time to test if someone will love him without knowing who he is. He wants that someone to be Stacey Ledesma. "Papanagutan ko ang ginawa ko sayo." he said .
"Nagpapatawa ka ba?" Stacey asked sarcastically.
But somehow nawala ang sobrang galit niya dito. Maybe because she feels that he was really sorry .Ramdan niya ang sinseridad sa boses nito.
"I never say things I don't mean." seryosong sabi ni Nick.
"So anong ibig mong sabihin? Papakasalan mo ako?" natawa siya ng pagak.
May rapist palang conservative at old-fashioned?Naka-tiyempo ng virgin kaya willing panagutan. That thought made her laugh hysterically.
Kumunot ang noo ni Nick.
She laughed and laughed until she was almost catching her breath. She stopped when she felt him touch her cheek. She stiffened. Sisigawan sana niya ito but she felt his warm breath on her left ear.
"I am serious honey." he whispered.
Stacey has goose bumps.
He gently nibbled her earlobe. What he did sent thousands of voltages in her body. Then his tongue traced the side of her neck. It felt so sensual that she moaned. Nick heard her then smiled. That's it honey....I'll make you mine tonight..he thought.