Leah's Point of View
"You probably don't intend to do to me what I'm thinking... do you?" I can't follow how many times my heartbeat pumps because of the speed of its beating. My palm also sweated as I swallowed one after another.
But no matter how nervous I felt, he didn't even flinch. His smile could not be removed, the excitement he felt was evident in his eyes.
"That's not what we talked about with the Lycan!"
"But with both of our rules, there is."
"Both of us? Are you going crazy? There is no such!"
I shouldn't be overwhelmed by his words. I promised myself that I should never have another entanglement with him. Our relationship will only be a patient-doctor relationship because that is what is needed.
I don't want to put my feet in the fire anymore because it shouldn't be. I don't want to burn myself with pain just because of my own doing.
When his smile gradually disappeared, he pulled my arm and emphasized every word he said, "You can't deny my wishes and desires. There are only a few more days left before my father passes the throne to me. If I tell you to kneel before me, you should do it."
"And if I tell you I don't want to?"
"Then, be my guest. You don't know what else I can do." He pushed me after he let go, so I fell back.
"What do you really need from me? Didn't it seem like just yesterday that you thought of me as a threat that might trample on your pride? Why does it appears like you want to imprison me now?"
When I finished that long litany, I tried to catch my breath and tried to stand up. But unfortunately, I was not able, as he squat in front of me so that our eyes and bodies could level. His red eyes that could burn anyone's soul looked deeply into me.
Nevertheless, he's not satisfied, making me tense as she pulls hard the back of my hair.
"Don't you know that touching your body makes me feel something? Something strange flows through me that I don't comprehend." He brought his face close to mine and I could clearly see the glow in his eyes and feel his breath that made me dizzy. "And that's the reason why I just want to lock you up and I find you amusing."
When he released that word, he pulled my head towards him to kiss me. I couldn't do anything but close my eyes and savor his warm and soft lips.
"Open your mouth and stick out your tongue."
He moved a little away from my face and looked directly at me. I looked at him bitterly and just closed my mouth. But it seems that was the reason for his anger towards me to flare up even more.
He gripped and squeezed my cheeks using his one strong hand, the reason for me to eventually open my mouth.
"Hmph!"
I tried to push him as he invaded my mouth with his tongue. I wanted to look behind me because the door was still open. I caught my breath because there was no air coming in because of the kisses he was doing.
"S-Stop... please."
After a few minutes of begging him, he completely separated from me. He pushed me like I was a piece of trash that had been used up. My hair is now scattered over my face while my whole body aches from the force he did.
"All I have done is put my tongue in your mouth, yet from the way you appear right now, it seems like bullying has taken place."
"..."
He looked at me with disdain in his eyes after I didn't answer him. "I already told you that you have to obey everything I want. I just gave you a taste of the possible consequences you could have if you don't follow me."
He walked towards the open door and was about to leave but I was still sitting on the floor. And before he could completely leave, I heard his last lines which gave me a reason to obey him from now on…
"The next time you don't do what I want, I'll fuck you outside where there are many beta patrols. Don't wear out my patience, Leah."
I know him... I know he can do what he said.
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After those several days had passed, I stopped going to Amoux anymore. I remained in the chamber that the lycan had provided for me. I'm not going out because I'm terrified that he will actually follow through with what he threatened to do, which is to fuck me while I'm outdoors. And to add more, because I don't want to see his face, I don't want to go out.
It's weird how the last words he said to me the other day don't frighten me like they used to; now, they just make me feel numb. Yes, I did experience some fear at that time, but it went away really quickly.
Again, I tossed my body to the side, and I had no idea where to stand or how to position myself. I had been feeling uneasy in my position for some time due to the fact that I was hungry. I really need to eat, but I can't leave the room because I have this nagging fear that if I open the door, Amoux will be there to greet me.
I simply shut my eyes and tried to sleep off the feeling of hunger that was making me so irritated.
However, a loud knock came from the outside just as I was ready to close my eyes, and it startled me and brought me back to my feet.
I chose not to respond and instead waited for someone to talk to me from the outside. If it is Amoux, I won't let him in.
After a few moments had passed with no response coming from the person standing outside, I was the first to inquire, "Is there anyone else there? Do you need anything?"
I waited for a few seconds before I was eventually able to make out the voice coming from outside "Ahm... Uh. It is the Nightwalker pack humble servant speaking. I took some meals over to you."
I got up and proceeded to the door, but I didn't open it until after I asked, "Who are you with?"
"Nothing at all, Leah."
In spite of the fact that I was still apprehensive to open the door, I went ahead and grasped the handle and opened it a crack.
However, when I finally saw the servant, the door suddenly opened widely and then closed again in an instant.
My eyes widened while there's already a hand in my mouth, keeping me from speaking. I couldn't clearly see the person who covering my mouth because it so dark.