Stop talking nonsense, I don't love anyone, I only love myself, you should know, love is not anywhere around my vocabulary.
Really? I watch as she tickle him and he laughed madly, then what beat my imagination, he is right on top of her kissing her madly.
My heart skip, and my heart pounded helplessly in my chest, jealousy flowed through my thought, and my vein pulp till it becomes so visible. I try to avert my gaze but hell no, smooching was no longer okay for them, right now, they were having a heated petting.
The flowers were planted in a way that those standing far away from the garden wouldn't know what is going on inside the garden, since I was in the room, I could get a complete picture of what is going on.
Now his belt is off, I watch him use it to tie her hand, probably to prevent the movement of her hand, and with their body nude against each other, right there, I was watching him making out with his supposed best friend.
I closed my mouth, as I try to control the pain in my heart, I felt my heart bleed, and even though I try to convince myself that, I don't love him and I shouldn't be mad at him, I just couldn't, the heart won't let me. Is this love, I am feeling for him, or lust? I can't possibly be in love with him, I watch his nude, they were perfect, and he is more handsome in his birthday suit.
I wonder if he will one day ask for this from me and treat me like I am some animals, yes, what he is doing is more like treating her like his slave, his sex doll.
Father was right, he is a sex addict, and the way he wanted it is way too rough, what if I die, what if he treated me like this, I might not be able to survive that, I try not to look as I thought of escape route, and the window is the best way, I could run away.
Climbing through the window, with the robe, I finally managed to get out of the Castle, going back home, is not an option, Leonid and the training ground that was all that is on my mind.
Just maybe, he should have killed me and ended my miserable life, instead of making me watch those smut right in my very eyes.
One minute, I am a fool, that he might care about me, that is the reason he picked me, and the next, he is acting like the dick he is, an asshole.
Leonid is already on the training ground, with other soldiers. The face of the other warriors was that of surprise when I arrive at the training ground and Leonid didn't make a move to come closer to me.
So I decided to go to him, and he turned. Are you avoiding me also? My voice put him to a halt, he turned to me and pulled me in, and hugged me.
I am sorry. He mumbled, I stared at him, what is he sorry for, he is not the one hurting me but his brother, oh, the beast of a brother, that called himself the alpha.
It's not your fault, my tummy cried for food, If you are sorry, you should give me food. Leonid laughed, as he pulled my hand, and I felt at ease, knowing he is not going to push me away, we make our way to his room, he is the pack General, the zeta of the pack, it's only right that he has a structure where he could rest after strenuous training.
This is delicious, who made it? I asked him. You like it.
Hm! You should know this is my favorite
So how are you? He asked still not able to look at me.
I am fine, stop worrying about me, I could save myself.
Save yourself? How are you going to do that? You shouldn't try to run away, Stefan, will find you and he will kill you, he is a monster, the son of the devil. I look at Leonid, and even though I hate the guts of Stefan, I don't think, he is as bad as they libel him, I have offended him twice but I have been forgiven
Did you miss me? I asked trying to change the topic.
Kind of, so tell me, did you two have fun?
Shut up, Leonid, which madness are you talking about, you should tell me, what fun I will have with that monster of an alpha. As I go back to my food. I noticed that Leonid's face go sour.
What is it?
I think, Stefan is here, I could smell him.
No, I don't want to see him, just stop him. I said as I try to hide from that monster but he was fast, he bang the door of the office.
Fiona!!! I heard him bark and pushed Leonid off his face and pulled my hand, I could tell he is mad, and I wonder why the outburst, he doesn't want me, nor am I, his mate, while will he be mad and possessive whenever he sees me with Leonid.
Stefan!!!
You shouldn't use my name, I am your alpha and you should know it's disrespectful to use your alpha name and I am not here for you.
Will you stop, you and I know you don't care about her, she is not even your mate.
What about you? Do you care about her? Stefan asked Leonid. Search your heart very well before you answer that. Those were accompanied by the former words as he pulled my hand dragging me along with him, I don't know, why Leonid felt guilty after Stefan asked him that but that wasn't the issue, I could feel my hand bleeding, is like his wolf is going to come out but he is trying to control it and he is unconsciously piercing my hand with his craw.
Let me go, you are hurting me. I screamed as the pain become unbearable, he let go of my wrist, and I held it in pain, as he turned his gaze from me, I could feel he is hurt by his actions.
Why do you leave home? Don't you think I would be worried? Did you leave without informing me? His tone was clear that he was trying to control his anger.
I came from training. Stupid me, I only came here to forget about my sorrow and the stupid act of this idiot that is standing in front of me.
Training? His words were more of mockery.
Yes training, I need to get fit and strong for the next war. he laughed at me, his laughter always irritated me and makes me feel worthless and a nuisance as he called me.
Who said you will ever go to war again?
That is my life, I always want to be a warrior, so I will get trained.
Trained by that worthless fellow? Or you are just looking for an excuse to get touched by that stupid Leonid or in the name of training? He probably misses the way he abused your body with those grimy hands of his. You must be crazy, if you think, I will let you join the war, so you could come in contact with him or any sex-starved warrior, who is looking for excuses to get to nibble on your lips, then you have something coming.
Fine, then, let me go, after all, I am a whore, not a virgin. I yelled at his face, I thought that could be a better option, to let me go, I don't care about my hair, if I get shaved, it's not a big deal.
All this while, I didn't know we have walked a great deal because half of them walked home, he had practically pulled me through the wood, to the castle, and he pushed me to the couch immediately after we get to his room.
Let me find out myself. My eyes bulge, at his words. Found out what? His voice whinnied, I will die, if he did what he did to that girl, the scene before my eyes few hours again, I can't take it, I can't be able to stand it, I don't have that strength, I will rather die than let this happen to me, I will not let him misuse my body, never. His voice distracted me
Take them off, your clothes.