What is it? What am I going to do?
You should add this to his food. He open his hand, and I saw a little bottle containing a little powder substance.
What will happen to him? He is not going to die right? Go on and tell me. Leonid look at me, he hesitated then nodded to me. Then what will happen to him? I asked, he look at me, then pulled my hand.
I know you can't kill anyone, and I don't want you killing anyone as well but you want your freedom from him, right? You want to go back to your normal life, I know he doesn't love you and he only marries you to get the crown, he desperately needed a mate to become the alpha and you are not his mate.
How do you know? My voice whisper, it hurt to find out that, Stefan isn't my mate and the reason he marries me, is to get the crown not even because he loves me.
Come on Fiona, you and I know that Stefan isn't your mate and Hazel is the one he loves, even though she is not his mate as well.
What do you want me to do?
Just add this to his meal and he will sleep off and...
And then?
Fiona, don't you trust me? Don't you know what I am capable of doing? You know I will never hurt anyone, especially innocent person, Stefan is a monster, did you know he killed alpha, Kai? He only came here because of the covenant, the alpha, my father had with him for helping us during the war but Stefan doesn't want to keep to the agreement, he just kills him cold-heartedly because he is monster. My eyes closed, I need to shut those thoughts from my head, those thoughts that he is a monster and that I am longing for a monster.
You said he is just going to sleep, how long will he sleep?
Fiona? I heard a voice, as I hurriedly dragged the substance from him and Leonid stood from me, he didn't throw any eyes on Stefan, Stefan watch me, and my heartbeat increased, it was in a race, under the scrutiny of Stefan made me feel guilty.
Stefan, do you...
Nope, just felt awful, staying in that room while my wife is having a serious conversation with a man. I pinned my lips together, and right now I am feeling guilty. Why are you feeling guilty?
Am I not feeling guilty?
Probably sad? I look at him.
That I hurt you, and yelled at you. Finding the right word to say to him, is very difficult, he always knows how I feel, yes I am sad that he hurt me and sad that he hurt innocent people, and at the same time, mad at him and myself, mad at him for being a beast and mad at myself, to think I am developing feelings for him.
I am sorry!!! He said twitching his lips, the way the words sounds on his lips almost made me laugh, he made me remember Leonid when he wants to talk about love, mate stuff like that, but I could see that, Stefan's words were genuine and from his heart.
Stop already, I am not sad nor mad at you or feeling guilty, let's go back to the room, I am feeling hungry.
No need, I don't want to eat and I am going out, I will be gone the entire night. As he distances himself from me, I am used it to, one minute being close to me and the next minute, he doesn't want to come near me.
Hope you are not going to starve yourself or get into another fight and please don't kill anyone.
You don't want me to kill anyone again? If I am to promise that, what will you give me in return? He moves closer to me, I shut my eyes, is he going to tease me again?
Don't worry, I am not going to do that, I just need those concubines of mine to ease my stress. He said as he lower his head and used his index finger to push my face up a bit, so I could stare at him. You should know, spending time with those mistresses gives me solace.
That wasn't a joke, I hate to hear those words, those were the things I hate to imagine, talk more of hearing those words from him. My eyes were filled with rage, I pushed his hand off me, as I make my way to the room, I hate being toy with, I could hear him chuckle, to him, it was a joke and he found me amused, just maybe, the reason he got married to me, is all because he wants to tease me.
Walking into the private room, I shut the door, I don't want to see anyone, when I say, anyone, it only means one person, and that is Stefan, he is Irritating me lately with his actions.
When I open my palm, I have clenched my hands for long to prevent Stefan from realizing that, I was holding something, just maybe, this substance will set me free and forget about him because there will never be us, and it's one bad dream of mine that may never come true, I can't found love, I think I should just add this substance to the food, I hope this substance doesn't harm him.
Yes, tomorrow, I will drop this on his food and while he is sleeping, I will run away, I hope Leonid will come with me.
I try to get a good rest, tomorrow will be a long day for me, to run away from this pack and never return. The sun ray was lovely and the sky is smiling with the beautiful sun. I have been waiting for you all morning, let's have our breakfast.
Whoa! Did you cook? He asked.
No, I asked the maids to prepare it, I heard it's your favorite.
My favorite, let's see if they get it right. I watch him sit on the table and get the spoon and sip on the soup, I watch as he nodded his head slowly and a sweet smile curves my lips. Are you not eating? He asked.
Nope, I just enjoyed watching you eat.
Okay!!! That were the word he said, then start digging into his food, he was enjoying it when he held his tummy.
Is everything alright? Do you want to sleep?
No!!! He coughed.
What do you want to do?
My... tummy... It... hurts badly. He stutter as he held his tummy, he is in pain, his eyes were red, his fair skin turns pale, and he coughed badly with blood gushing out of his mouth. Fiona, what... did... you...
Fiona!!! He called in agony and pain, as more blood gushed out. Is he in pain? And while is his blood gushed out of his mouth, Leonid told me, he is not going to die, why is their blood, I didn't mean to kill him, he shouldn't die.
Stefan, you should hold on, I will get the physician. I tried running out to get the physician but he held my wrist.
Did you pioson me? He asked before closing his eyes.