Uh!!!
Never mind, I know you can't, I have work to do, talk to you later. He open the door and left, I heard my chest, fear had taken the better part of me and how the heck did he always gist right of every act of mine, I need to get out of here, I and Leonid don't need to make him sleep, before leaving when he is busy with administrative matters, we could just leave.
Yes, I should get dressed and leave, all I need do is tell the maid, I want to take a walk and the next thing, I am gone, I am not coming back, it's better to be a rogue than to be an omega, I wouldn't want that, although I wasn't living the perfect life in my father's house I know that this is worse, I am not only going to get physical breakdown but also emotional breakdown.
I need to see Leonid, right now, I don't know what he gave to me but the truth is, I don't feel comfortable with it, so I made my way to his chamber, I know it's bad to be seen in a man's chamber that didn't claim you but I was stubborn yet fragile and a weakling as Stefan made me believe.
Where is Leonid?
Oh! He is having a meeting with the new alpha. One of his guards replies, I nodded then gesture for him to leave, I will wait for him. I said mentally, waiting for hours he is not yet back, I fall asleep on his bed, yet another abomination.
Hey, you!!! Leonid pulled my hair covering my face, as he enter the room, I turned and look at him.
Hey, you are back?
Yes, how long have you been here? He asked then take his seat.
I don't know but it's been hours, I was told you were with the alpha.
Oh, he left earlier before the meeting take off, he was saying something about him meeting with his beta.
Does he want to pick a beta?
Yes, you should know he wouldn't take your father as the beta, he will think that he is too old to run the administrative matter of the pack, you know he is proud.
That's the truth, I will just go to my chamber. I stand to leave but Leonid held my hand.
Have you done it? He looks at me, and guilt was written all over my face, I couldn't bring myself to do it, even though, I have no idea of the outcome but fear had taken the better part of me. You didn't do it?
I was scared, I have terrible dreams, I watch him fall in front of me, with blood gushing out of his mouth, the sight is fearful.
Are you by chance having feelings for Stefan, that monster?
I am not, you know that I hate to hurt anyone.
Hurt him, when he is hurting you, mentally and emotionally.
Leonid...
Maybe, you should see this.
What? He pulled my hand without answering my questions, pulling me on top of the horse, he ride me to another castle, I don't know which Park we are but I could hear music, it was earlier hours of the evening.
So many beautiful women were flocking around him, in the room, the lady was clad flowed silk and was moving their waist according to the rhyme of the music. His eyes were on the curvy waist and big bum of those women swinging their waist seductively at him, to attract not just him but also the man in his company, some were nude.
I think I like the blonde hair girl, which do you fancy? The man sitting beside him, whispers something to him, then his gaze moves to the women. Stefan look at the women as they twirl with the lyrics of the music, they were seductive and exotic.
I try to look away, but when Stefan made his way to one of the ladies, he pulled her waist, causing her to align with him.
That's it, he seem he had made his choice and the lady with gold hair was his choice, my tummy churned, I hate the thought of him being with another woman, this is my second time watching this act of his. And it always hurt me, I have no idea when my tears drop.
Fool!!! Such a fool!!! My inner self screamed, I just want to shut the idea that I am failing for him, Leonid pull me into his hug, and I whispered to him.
Take me home, I just want to go home. He guards me slowly out of the castle but those omega words were piercing.
I heard that he is the new alpha of shadow moon pack and he is perfect in not just his administration but also in bed.
I also held that he is married but he hasn't declared her his Luna.
Poor thing!! Another said.
You shouldn't blame the alpha, he is handsome, and maybe his wife is a beast.
Maybe, because he doesn't love her, just to get the throne.
Or maybe, she is not good at satisfying his wolf.
How could they fucking bad-mouth me when they know nothing about me, as if that isn't enough, one screamed.
Just look at the way he is feasting on her lips, he must be enjoying it. Waiting for Leonid to lead me gently outside, is not going to work, I might get consumed by those hurtful words, I run out and didn't look behind me, Leonid run after me.
The ride home was slow, I didn't say a word to him, I didn't want to talk to anyone, I just want to be left alone, I just want to be far from everyone, and that included Leonid.
Are you okay?
Yes, I just want to be left alone.
You know I can't leave you all alone.
Why? Because you pity me? Is it because I am a weakling? One that couldn't take care of herself, one whose survival depend on someone else, one whom the goddess of the moon have deprived everything, she hated me, so much that even my father didn't want me, and every single day my sister didn't stop each day to make fun of me, and Stefan couldn't stop hurting me.
Fiona, I don't pity you.
Then why thou heck did you care about me? Why do you want to protect me, if you don't pity me?
It's because you are my mate.