It was darkened, being left in the wood in nowhere, I cried, as I realize how stupid my actions had ended me, I walked in circles through the wood, and I was scared when I begin to hear wolves howling.
Fiona!!! It was Stefan's voice, I closed my eyes tight, that should be his ghost, his ghost had come to take me with him. Fiona!!! My eyes flew open, it was a dream, I ruined my eyes around, I wasn't in a block of wood but I am in my room, on the bed, I sit fast on the bed, he is on the couch.
Are you alright? He asked, I gasped. Who did you not mean to kill? His voice pulled me out of my thoughts. Did I say that loud? Did he read my thoughts again?
Fine, I know you wouldn't tell, let's eat, I am starving. He pulled my hand and leads me to the table.
I don't want to eat.
Why? Did you do something bad? He asked pulling me to the table, my heartbeat increased.
Let's stay in the bed. I voiced out, and he smiled and look at me, that was the first time, I saw his smile and they are cute, making his handsome face more handsome.
Stop talking nonsense, you know, you don't like that. He pulled his face from me, his closeness always burned me and he is aware of that, how do I make him forget everything about eating, since I don't want to eat, eating has automatically become my problem.
I am not talking nonsense, I want to be in bed.
Fine, then, just maybe, the bed is perfect. He pulled my hand, I unconsciously dragged my hand off his, and he grinned.
Sit and eat, before you make me do things to you, things that you wouldn't like or maybe, you will like it, like parting your lips with mine with my tongue invading your mouth, pinning you against the wall, with you completely on your birthday suit, with my body aligned to you, while I toy with your body and do all evil things that a man could think of doing to a woman. He move his hands to touch me but then he clenched his fist and withdrew from me.
I want to see those mixed expressions on your face of pain and pleasure. Those loud screaming of my name from your mouth?
His words make me feel weak in the knees, I have no idea what he is doing to me, he wasn't touching me but his words were causing havoc in me, I felt so uneasy and wanted something, I have no knowledge of or maybe, partly knowledge of.
You shouldn't think about my words, I say crazy things, don't worry, with time, you might want me to do that to you. I pinned my lips together, as I fold my hand around my chest to stop it from beating fast, his eyes are fixed there.
Stop breathing fast, you are causing trouble for me. He said dragging the soup and right In front of me, he brought out the substance, my eyes bulge, how did he get a hold of that? As if that is not enough, he open the substance and pour some of it into his food, he get the spoon and stir the soup, it was just like in my dream, although, in my dream, I was the one who put that substance on his food, not the other way round, when the pull a spoon to his mouth, my thoughts came back to reality. With every strength in me, I hit the spoon from his mouth, splashing the soup on his body.
Fiona, what are you doing?
I don't want you to die. I blurted, and he grabbed the napkin, I was expecting that, he will roar, and pull my hand in anger, to get the reason, I said that. His expression is unreadable, which scared me more.
I am sorry, I didn't mean to, I don't know if it's true, that the substance is only going to make you sleep and when you wake up you will lose your strength, but lately I have been having bad dreams that, the substance kills you, I watch blood comes out of your mouth, you bleed to death, right in front of me, right there, it's not just this time, but so many times and those are the dreams, I have been having lately. I am sorry!!! I mouthed as tears drop from my eyes.
I know, it's poison, from the juice too when you start this madness of wanting to kill.
What? My voice is filled of surprised and fear.
Who gave it to you?
Is...I wanted to take Leonid's name, but the truth is, Stefan might kill him, I don't want Leonid to die, and I don't want him to get hurt as well. Stefan's eyes didn't leave me, he is waiting for an answer, I don't know what he will do if he found out that Leonid gave this to me. No one. Lie wasn't part of my life, every time I lie, guilt is written all over my face, and it's that guilt that made me give out myself, maybe it's better like this.
Okay. Now it's my turn to stare at him like some alien, while isn't he doing anything, why isn't he mad? He should yell at me, and punish me, yes, it will make me feel at ease.
Aren't you going to punish me?
Of cause, I will, the maid will take care of you, while I look for your accomplice.
Wait, what are you going to do to Leonid? Please don't hurt him. I grabbed his hand, slowly he pulled my hand from his hand. Wife, don't you think it's bad to want to protect someone that wants to hurt your husband? I gulped loudly like a lump is in my throat. How stupid, am I, to let my guard down?
Don't worry, I am not going to hurt him, you can come if you can't trust me.
I don't want to. Distancing myself from him, and walking slowly to the chair, Stefan gave one last glance at me, before pulling the door, and the maid walked in, to dress me, that has always been my normal routine since I arrive here.
Taking the substance, he walked out of the room, he is walking straight to Leonid's quarter, his wolf is forcing his way to come out, how dare Leonid, he wouldn't dare play this game with him, he is going to use Fiona against him, just maybe, Fiona is not Leonid's mate, he is just using her against him because he realized he had soft spot for Fiona. Leonid's guard face was filled with fear, with just his mere sight but he doesn't care, fear is what he wants to put in the act of all of them, and that fear he is to implant in them all.
Alpha Stefan, what can we do for you? Their voice was all shaking.
Getting off my way, we do you more good than harm.
We are sorry alpha Stefan, we can't let you in.
Fine, get him out, if you don't want to get consumed.