Stefan look at me; immediately I said he should sink his fangs into me, I might not be ready but I want to do it, I am desperate. Desperate to keep him, if finding out what he is, will make him continue to be with me, then there is no holding back
Fiona, it's painful. He try to let me understand what I was about to get myself into. I know that the pain wasn't what he is afraid of, everyone in the pack gets claimed by their mate, and the pain will disappear within a short period.
Stop trying to persuade me, let's just do it. I uttered trying to sound firm and make him know I am standing by my decision.
Fiona...his throat goes up and down as he pulled my wrist, he looks like he is still uneasy about my decision. I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to put you in danger, and you don't have to put yourself in danger because you want to help me.
Is not because I want to help you, it's because I love you. I burst out, Stefan let go of my wrist, and he runs his hand through his hair, his long hair fall on his shoulders, and his Hazel eyes stare at me.
Fiona, I want to protect you, in the past when I pick you, I might not have had any intention of caring about you but now, I can't see you get hurt, I want to protect you, I want to care for you and loving someone like me, will only put you in danger, you shouldn't love me.
But I want to love you and I know that loving you will not hurt me.
What if it's not just sinking my fangs in you? What if it's not just mating you? What if it ties you permanently to me, even at death?
Then let it be, I don't see myself in the Future, standing nude in front of another, I only want to be with you.
Fiona, what if is not the solution to the problem, what if it's just for us to be able to have... He pauses, I guess he doesn't want to take the word, maybe taking it will arouse him.
Come on Stefan, let's get it done and over with, please, it's better to try than not, I don't want to be apart from you, and I don't you beating all this burden alone, let me share in it. Stefan raised his face, his eyes staring straight into mine, before I knew what is happening, he was on top of me and pinned me to his bed beneath him.
I panicked and try to push him off, on second thought, I shouldn't get scared of him, he had saved me, so many times, he can't hurt me. I tell myself so many times.
While I was battling with myself he too is battling with himself, he is shaking violently, I wonder what is the curse of it. Fear!!! Yes, he is scared for my safety, slowly his grip loosen, and he was about to pull from me, I didn't know what came over me, I raised my hand and caresses his neck with my fingers doing wonders on his neck. Since he was unsure of what he wanted to do, I don't want him to back out, he is close.
My eyes bulge, as his fangs and claws elongated within a blink, and now fear crowded my thoughts.
No!!! He whispered, trying everything within his power to take himself as far away from me, but the monster in him couldn't let him. I can't say, it was his wolf, I think something else is at work, he grabbed my neck and the next thing, he separated from me, the sound of his back hitting the wall was all that heard, I open my eyes to look at him. This time the pain was much.
Ouch! He screamed, was he protecting me again, I need to do something, I am not going to make him go through that pain, I run into his hand and hugged him. Fiona!!! He called softly yet filled with agony, I cupped his face, with his fangs elongated and eyes like fire now, I stare in then tried hard not to show any hint of fear or hesitation. He was too scared of me, probably searching for fear and disgusted but I didn't, my eyes were filled with warmth, love, and concern. he still didn't want to. I leaned in and kissed him.
Maybe, I should undress. I said, he held my hand.
Let me undress you!!! He said, then kissed me, I parted my lips inviting him in, and he was kissing and undressing me at the same time, after undressing me, he explore every part of my body with his hands, lips, and tongues, he look at me, I don't know why he kept doing that, the reason he kept doing that is not my business, what matter is that he mate me. Wait, he was supposed to claim me, mark me, why does it seems we are doing something else?
He pulled from me slowly, I was lying on the bed now, but he wasn't going to disappear, he wasn't going to leave me again hanging, I watch him, taking off the button of his royal rope, I smiled looking at him, filled with anticipation.
He grabbed my hand and place it on his chest, I look at him. I know you want to touch me, go on and do it. Without a second thought, my hand goes to his chest and runs my hand on his chest aimlessly.
He let me explore his body, and although he was in sweet torture, still he didn't stop me, then I stop and look at him.
Are you done my Luna? I blushed, hearing him call me that, I turned my face, and he used his hand to bring my face to his.
I want to watch your expression and your beautiful eyes, I want to dawn in them, I want to worship in your temple for now till forever.
He pressed his body into me, holding me down with his hips and his lips doing wonders to my body and mind, with his hand, I moan in pleasure, it's seems satisfied with my response to his touch.
With everything he does to me, I felt my body wasn't mine, I love it and at the same time, felt uneasy about it, oh dear moon goddess, save me.
Stop!!! I said.
Should I stop!!!
Continue!!! He look at me amused, I bit my lower lips trying to get my senses, how senseless have I become, asking him to stop and continue at the same time. What do I even want?
Should I stop!!! His voice came up again, I grabbed him, kissing him violently.
Oh my Luna!!! Who is turning you into this? I wanted to reply but he shut my mind and body again with his lips and tongue.
I felt a sharp pain when Stefan grabbed my hips, but then, its briefly followed by amazing feelings, with our body moving at the same rhyme, that fire that consume one, a fire that couldn't be quenched with water but only Stefan that lit it up.