Holy shit! So you have been avoiding me for the longest time, right since we met, was I such a despicable woman? I asked then winced.
Oh, Fiona, you should know that avoiding you was the best thing, cause right now, I could tell that my hunch was right. I pouted, as I could not agree with his words, and I will never agree to them.
I wonder, what would have happened if he had approached me then. Stefan didn't reply to me, I know he had read my thoughts already but choose to remain silent, probably thinking.
Do you have an idea, if the moon goddess destiny us to meet on that faithful day? I asked.
He look at me, and this time, I was loud with my thoughts, he move his hand and caresses my lips.
Even I was curious, cause I was supposed to meet with my mate that day.
What? I yelled, he nodded
Since that day, I was bothered, a prophetess had said to me on my way to the pack that, I will meet someone special, my mate, someone that my life is tied to, someone that will make me discover myself, someone that will show me light and... then paused, and continue shortly. Someone that will bring me life...
Bring you what? I quizzed this time, it was becoming alarming, he look at me, I know he is hesitant to say it, and when he parted his lips, he said something different, something that I know isn't what he wanted to say but something he thinks I want to hear.
Peace and happiness
You are telling lies? I said, he ran his hand through his hair but still didn't reply. What if it's darkness and death, he said light and then life, what if I will bring him the two at the same time?
I returned to the pack a month later. He continues. surprisingly, I met you again, fine, I didn't come here to look for you but I ended up, seeing you, this time, you weren't sucking, but you look lost and alone.
Then I got the urge to kiss you, to take some part of your pains
What? I screamed as he pinned his lips together, then something struck me, that day, I felt dizzy all of a sudden, only to wake up after an hour. What did you do to me? I Seethed.
I didn't do anything, I only wish I kiss you without you knowing, and right in front of my eyes, you fell asleep, I took it as an opportunity, and I kissed you, I wanted more, but my wolf had called me a rapist.
This time I tittered, how crazy he was to want to take advantage of a sleeping girl.
Everything seems like a coincidence to me, from meeting you and kissing you, yet you are not my mate, yet you seem not to be the woman in the prophecy, nor are you my mate but the mate of another, it was a mirage and I intend to solve it, if you are mated to two. After the third and fourth times, we didn't meet again, I felt at ease, because those times, I met you, I have constant dreams of taking you and devouring you. I have constantly had wet Erotic dreams about you, and that day wasn't the first time I did, have such an Erotic dream of you, and to think I ended up killing you in my dream.
My lips parted in shock, was that the reason he was avoiding me for the longest time? Yet again, he read my thought but ignore them.
Then something happens, Aida, my sister, was almost raped, a day she was returning from visiting me, although she wasn't raped yet again, they blamed me for the unfortunate incident, I avoided the pack, since Aida could no longer visit me, and I too couldn't visit her, but something in this pack kept dragging me to come back, I try to kill it, cause every time, your face pulp up in my head, I felt uneasy.
I had developed such a longing for you that, even my dreams and thoughts were all you.
Then years passed and surprisedly, my father, the late alpha send for me, the first person, I saw was you, you and the only woman that could make my heartbeat, the one woman that I couldn't forget, the one woman that, even if I haven't seen her in years, her present and her scent invade my entire being, saving you was all I could think of, saving you from war, from yourself and also from your mate.
Leonid?
Yes, he never did love you, even though you are his mate, I have no idea, why he is desperate to claim you when he is not going to love you or make you the Luna. All I know is I felt hurt anytime I see that bloody wolf want to take advantage of you, especially when I heard him say he was going to claim you the very minute, I didn't pick my Luna
Was it because I was born with an earring? I questioned, but he didn't reply. Wait, I could see your pains through your eyes, was that also a gift?
No, it's because we are now connected, from now on we are going to feel each other pain.
Oh, let me watch them if I could find out who you are, this way I could help, let's try if could find out the other half of you, now I know I could save your wolf, with my blood, maybe I could find it out this way, maybe, I could help you find your true self.
How are you going to do it? He asked.
Your eyes, I could watch them, once it reflects something different, from the color of hazel, maybe the one reflecting fire, could give me a complete picture of it.
Are you sure? He asked, I cupped his face, I am very much aware that he is scared that I might see more of his pains, but does it matter, if I did see those pains of his, I want to share his pain with him, understanding his pain will make it easy for him to help him
Yes, let me share everything.
Alright!!! He said, I grabbed his face, trying to focus on his eyes and free my mind from everything that could be of hindrance to me, I needed to see through him, I needed the solution, I was desperate, desperate to know the man who I had let into my life, the man that I pick instead of my mate, the man that is my one true love, the man that I just let claimed me when he is not my mate, now he is my mate, the kind of man that I have to wish the moon goddess will grant me, the man that I want to live and die with, the man I will not trade anything for, even if he is a monster.
I watch, with a cute smile plastered on my face while waiting for his eye color to change, he too stared at me, slowly his face reflects light, his eyes bright, as his eye color slowly changes to something gold.