Stacey's POV
Everything happened so fast.
I don't even know how to process it again.
Yul is still wearing a hospital gown and has a mark on his hand from a syringe.
"Yes..." I answered him while looking my eyes away.
It's suffocating right now, I can't feel my heart beating. I don't know what to say anymore.
I can't afford to see him gloomy. He's the only person who's making effort to make me happy and brighten my day.
Oh, Cygnus... his eyes were starting to form a cloud, where tears are trying to escape. He looked me in the eyes like he despise me.
But I know he doesn't...
I believe.
"And who are you to ask if she's married or what? Her boyfriend?!" Yul asked.
"Could you shut up for a while? I don't need your questions," Cygnus countered.
He held both of my hands, while his tears began to flow. Little by little, it's cracking my heart. He faced me.
"George... how about my proposal? Didn't you consider it?"
"Are you not planning to at least tell me about this?" he asked. I looked at Yul, he was also puzzled. It made me look like a two-timer girl but in fact, none of them have an official romantic relationship with me.
BUT THEY'RE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE IT!
"I can't answer you right now. It's just---" he cut me out.
"N-no... I shouldn't force you."
"...but uhm... I'll still wait for your answer. D-don't rush yourself, okay? I will patiently wait for you," he said while releasing his tears. Yul chuckled.
"So who am I in your story? Am I the villain? Are you playing the 'two birds one stone' game? And we're your birds? Huh, Stacey?" he asked, cracking his voice.
I know he's holding back his tears, not to bursts. I shook my head to answer. Is this my curse?
Do I have to choose who to comfort, just to be able to protect both of their hearts? What am I gonna say? What am I gonna do? I hurt two important people in my life.
"Answer me!" he shouted and that made me much more nervous.
"Yes! If that's what you think, then yes!" I answered. He finally let go of his tears.
"Leave us alone, Mister," Cygnus said to Yul.
"You don't have the right to order me! Who are you to do that?" he asked.
I'm losing my head!
People are starting to stare at us. Oh gosh!
"Hey guys, I think we should fix this privately?" I suggested.
"SHUT UP! You're the first person who made me feel so bad. Remember that," he said angrily.
He threw a piece of a cute little box, turning his back on me.
I looked at him while going away. It gives me a little agony while looking at the box. I know what it is, but I still don't know how to react.
"George, let's go," Cygnus said while trying to pull my arm and lead me somewhere.
But my feet got stuck on this dumb floor. I couldn't even lose my gaze on Yul. This is the part where I realized that I don't need more time to come up with an answer to his proposal.
My heart does belong to Yul, and my action is speaking so loud about it. F*ck it. I took my arm forcibly from his grip and looked at him.
I took a deep breath to gather confidence 'cause I'm losing it. Cygnus doesn't deserve it.
"I'm sorry, Cygnus. I don't think I could join you," I said.
Cygnus grabs my arms back, this time, it's even tighter.
"If you leave, this will be the end of us," I put his hand away from me. I sighed.
"If that's what you want," I said, but instead of letting me go away, he kissed me! What is he thinking? F*ck! I wished someone from Yul's opponents didn't see it.
I pushed him to the floor.
"What are you doing?!" I asked.
"I'm trying to remind you that I am the one you love! George, please, you're just getting confused. Don't be carried away!" he said.
It's getting harder to deal with this mess I just made.
Silly me for not realizing the consequences beforehand. I should've said no from the moment he proposed.
"I'm sorry, Cygnus. You're wrong. I don't have feelings for you anymore. I said and tried to find and follow Yul.
Luckily, I still manage to do though he's quite far now. I grabbed his arm. He's not yet recovering from last time so I'm sure, he's still hurting badly.
I took his arm on my shoulder and assist him, but he was resisting so I still find it hard to do it.
"Get out of my way! I don't want to see you, or that guy anymore!" he said. He took a cab and left me there.
I sighed.
This is all useless.
Yul's POV
Yesterday's commotion brought me to tears. I didn't even manage to come back to the hospital.
But that's okay 'cause I'm fine now.
"You should rest," said Kate. I'm with her right now at my condo.
I brought her here 'cause she's the hostess girl I used to rent. She became regular.
"I said not to meddle with my personal life and just make my sexual desire satisfied!" I said.
I'm on her top and we're doing the thing for almost five rounds. I think her cunt is getting tired, that's why she's now complaining.
"But you keep on crying! How could I even enjoy such a thing?" she said.
"Just don't," I said. After that, I went away and took my shirt.
As expected, Stacey is still sitting outside my condo, with a cold meal beside her. She slept while waiting for me to come outside.
I went back to my room.
"Go now, Kate."I assist her to take the emergency exit route so Stacey would notice it.
"Ugh! Fine! After getting your benefit, you always treat me like a waste!"
"Cause you are!" I said, turning my back against her.