George's POV
I know what I saw.
I was walking away with my hand covering my mouth, 'cause I know I'll burst into tears. I know, this will break into multiple drips of water, which people like Yul Matthew will never understand.
He was a freak! He's fucking insane for killing me multiple times already.
"AHHHCKKK!"
I was in the middle of the bridge when I shouted. It was a long bridge where cars, trucks, and even people were crossing. But I was at the side, crying on my own, hugging my own body.
"George!" Cygnus called me.
It was him again who still recognize my pain.
I looked at him as his body are getting nearer to me.
He got out of his car, and Kate was behind him.
I smiled.
My friends are here...
He hugged me.
"Hey! Don't hug my friend! I'm your girlfriend!" said Kate.
I laughed while tears were still sneaking out of my eyes. "Again, Kate? You're still jealous of her after all? You know that I love you. The only one I love."
"Ughhh!" I acted gross. "Really? In front of my falling tears? Did you come and fetch me just to make me realize that I'm such a loner, a bitch who ends up with nothing but her beautiful eyes?!'' I said.
"No, it's not like that, besh!" said Kate in her sluggish tone. But I know she's seriously caring for me. "But what happened?" she finally asked.
It made my shoulders drop.
"I don't know either,'' I replied, as tears are approaching again.
"You know," said Cygnus. He held both of my shoulders. "Tell us, what happened to you?"
Long September, and I wish this pain quickly fades. Cygnus and Kate envelop me in their arms. I was alone, but they never let me feel lonely.
I can't help now... and I succumb to the pain I've been continuously rejecting to feel.
Panic attack...
"Let's go," said Kate.
She held my hand and escorted me inside their car. It wasn't big, it wasn't small; just enough for the both of them.
I thought it was okay. I thought we were about to start our family together and spend the time we lost as our feelings lead the way of separating our hearts from one another.
It's been so many years. I thought he changed from what he said is his sickness.
My weakest point has been rocked.
—
A few weeks after we married and had our honeymoon, it was time we had to go back to our life.
We're about to spend our time with our kids, Hyeri and Yael, my loving twins.
I love my twins, and one of the reasons I was having a hard time introducing them to their father is this kind of fact.
I was afraid I would discover something that I never thought I would.
I was sleeping that night, and he said he needed some work to do so he would be able to come home.
But he wasn't eating yet, I know him.
In the middle of the night, I decided to come to him and give him a packed dinner.
Even the sleeping bag although I know he won't be needing coffee beans and coffee maker, and teas.
I was smiling in my ears.
This was supposed to be a surprise.
But here I am.
After arriving at his office.
"Please ... faster!"
"You like it?" It was Yul. I covered my mouth.
"I do. I like it better when you're doing it," said the girl.
My body dropped to the floor.
I left my twins with two nannies just to hear him having a good time with some stranger?!
FUCK!
I'VE BEEN LIED TO AGAIN!
I WAS A STUPID FUCKING GARBAGE!
I ran until I reached the bridge.
I never planned on jumping. I just wanted to shout my pain.
It was a painful day I never thought I'll experience it again.
—
"Are you sure?" asked Cygnus. "You're not joking?" he asked again.
"I told you, I'm not. Do you think ill make up a story just to ruin Yul's image?" I asked.
Kate rubbed my hair and eventually pulled it.
"What the fuck, Kate?!" I said.
"I'm sorry, I was carried away. He made me feel multiple times of vexation and exasperation all at the same time. How could he do this over and over again?! You don't deserve that love."
I was looking at nothingness as both of them spit out some shit about Yul.
"But do you really have to come up with the decision of pulling my own hair? Jeez, Kate."
"Fine, I'm sorry, okay? Jeez," said Kate rolling her eyes.
I was about to say something again. When Harry came in.
"I knew it. I knew you were going to have another problem with him," he said as he arrived.
"Let's not jump to conclusions," I said.
"Not jump?!" he snarled. "You yourself couldn't even keep yourself from feeling the same as we did. We know, Yul is a piece of shit."
"But what if he's not?" I asked.
"Mommy!"
It was Hyeri.
"Fix yourself. Your daughter is coming," said Kate.
"Alright."
Hyeri came to give me a power hug!
Ahhck...
How could a simple hug make me feel a bunch of emotions? My tears trespass again, and it's coming out from the edge of my eyes.
"Yael is snoring real loud! I hate to sleep with him in the same room, Mom! Can I just sleep with you and Dad? Please!" asked Hyeri.
I looked at Cygnus, Kate, and Harry.
They've got the signal.
"You're a big girl now. You really wanted to sleep beside your mom? Still? After being a big girl?" asked Harry.
"You know that I can be a little girl for my parents, uncle!" said Hyeri, crossing her arms.
"Although you can be a baby girl, that wasn't such a nice thing to do," said Cygnus.
"Also, you might pee and disturb your parents from their sleep," said Kate.
I laughed my ass out.
I know what they were trying to do, and it's really making me laugh, really hard.
"You know what, go back to your sleep, it's so early in the morning when you come home."
"That's because of Yael! He's sleeping like a madman with those loud snoring!" said Hyeri while making some faces.
Hyeri then goes upstairs and left us there.
I was looking at Cygnus, Kate, and Harry.
For a couple of minutes, we stared at each other, saying no words, waiting for one another to speak.
As if it was a crime to speak in the middle of such a crisis.
When in fact, I was just the one who was in the middle of a crisis.
"Let's go home," I said.