That night, I didn't lose my virginity but somehow I had loosened my heart to Oliver. I never knew I had so strong feelings for him even if it's sexual.
The next day, I woke up with a severe headache and was in my room. I had blurred memories of last night but it was enough for me to realize what had happened.
However, I looked around for Oliver but he wasn't anywhere. I tried to stand but my head was buzzing as I fell back heavily on the bed. "Ouch..."
As I was rubbing my head in pain, the door opened, and there stood my handsome stepbrother, Oliver in clothes as I looked down at him. I'm too wearing clothes, but I didn't remember wearing them, neither walked to my room at all. I then blushed as I knew Oliver did everything for me.
He probably noticed my blush as he coughed and then handed me a warm glass of water. "Here, drink this. You will feel better."
He looked very sober as he handed me the glass and then left the room. After finishing half the glass, I felt much better as I tried to stand and climbed down the stairs to the hall.
I walked into the kitchen as Oliver was making breakfast, I kept the glass aside quietly and then playfully hugged him from behind. "Hey," I murmured as he jerked from my touch and then very firmly he removed my hands from his waist.
"Sit and eat breakfast first. We need to talk." He said in a serious tone and I backed away from him.
After I finished my breakfast, he sat beside me as he started to begin. "Listen, Ella. Whatever happened last night was nothing. We were drunk." He said and my stomach churned badly at his words. No...No... I am well aware of what he is going to state next and Boom he did.
"What happened last night is never going to happen again."
BOOM
And there he dropped the bomb I was expecting as my mouth fell opened and I turned to him in a swift motion. "No way, Oliver. You have something for me. Don't lie to yourself." I yelled at him as I hit my hands at the table angrily.
"No...! You're my stepsister. We could have nothing between us." He said seriously, I could sense him getting nervous.
"We can keep it a secret," I whispered slowly as I held his hand in mine. He looked at me deeply for a moment and then pulled his hand away.
"No dirty secrets." He stated firmly and then stood up from the chair. "I apologized for what I did. I never meant to do that with you and also if you want you can tell all this to mom dad. I am ready to take the blame." He said indifferently while trying hard to not look into my eyes.
Tears welled up in my eyes as I said disheartened. "I never meant to blame things on you, Oliver. And also what I did was out of passion and love for you so you don't need to apologize to me for that."
I could see a shock in his eyes as he suddenly met my eyes and gasped, "No, you can't be in love with me."
I didn't say anything as my tears and the hurt I felt from his words were the proof of my love for him. I just simply ran to my room sobbing badly and then shut the door locked.
Disappointedly, he didn't come after me to comfort me and I stayed in the room the whole day feeling heartbroken. After that day, things get normal between me and Oliver.
We never talked about what happened between us and neither acted in an awkward way. I kept trying to seduce him whenever I could get a chance but he has a thick bone he never responded to my seductions.
When all my seductions failed, I tried to become overfriendly with the boys in my school but he didn't pay any attention and at last, I made a hit on Ethan because he is the only closest friend he had but guess what he didn't show any jealousy about him and again I was left disappointed but thankfully by doing this, I got Ethan in my life a pure and beautiful soul.
But deep inside, I knew that I love Oliver and the place he got in my heart could never be replaced by anyone.