I got the place I had to settle with Guto. Even though I knew I'd hurt him and a great man. But I want to be alone and start my life over.
" Good luck friend.
" Maitê decided to go once and for all to the coast. I was nervous. "I'm terrible I cried too much.
"That's going to get you ready. And come back with everything forgets everything. He doesn't deserve a tear from you.
Yes, I’m sorry. No more crying for someone who doesn't deserve me.
I came down and Guto's driver was already waiting for me and when I got there, he was waiting for me in a gray suit and smiling. You hugged me so tight.
" Guto? What a fright.
"I thought it best to come and get you, go and give up.
"I miss you. He hugs me and squeezes me so much. " Got the application, congratulations.
"It was difficult, but after millions of promises.
"You will be a great governor.
"What about your residency at the clinic? Did you get the job?
"Yes. Thank you for help, and I know you've convinced the rectory, and I'd never have done it if You weren't the ambassador.
"For you I am capable of everything knows well. He smiles, but I think I know why dinner.
"I don't want to lose you Mia.
We arrived at the restaurant in central Mexico and then stayed in the background. We drank the best wine in town, and he was quiet and held my hand.
"Guto, you're special in my life.
"I want to be more than special the father of your children.
Oh, my God, I’m so sorry. Offspring? I laugh. "No children, please.
I was looking for the words to say it was over and I was going to move on with my life. He shook my hand and turned the wine.
"Mancha said it was out of his schedule. I thought I’d leave, but not so fast.
"I don't want to hurt you, I love you. I was looking for the words to say what I felt. "I can't marry you.
She's in love. He claims to look me in the eye I take a deep breath. "I saw the last time I touched you that you didn't look me in the eye. He got sad and tried to cover it up. "I hope he makes you happy. You're special.
"I won't keep it. I take a deep breath and look at the waiter bringing the food and he smiled at me, lowered his eyes—He got married on Sunday.
He turned the wine and tried to find the plows, he was too polite to laugh at me or my misfortune.
"What ass is going to lose a woman like you? But why leave me if you're not going to keep it?
"I will devote myself to my career and to my mother. Then you deserve a woman who doesn't have a past like mine.
"I don't care about your past. What does Mia need? "Nothing's all right. I put the key to the apartment he gave me on the table, and he looks. "Thank you, and I want to give the apartment back to you.
No, no, no, no I gave you then your Mia.
"I'm going to live in the clinic, I'm not going to need a very expensive place to live.
"Then sell and use the money. He was the best man I ever met, gave his best smile, and even gave me back the key by pushing it with his finger. " Sell and set up your clinic.
"I can't accept it, and you've done a lot for me.
"You've done much more for me. And regardless of everything, my friend taught me wonderful things. He made a dirty face.
"I love you Guto and remember that you can always count on me.
We had dinner and had the best moments together and even though I said I was done with my life as a lady of the night, he stroked me and kissed me. It was special and I made him happy for our last time together.
"I'm going to drop you off at home.
We went out together and smiled after two bottles of wine and a good chat. And hugs from friends he will always be special in my life.
I still remember when I met him, he just wanted one night, and we were together for years.
We got out of the car, and he held my hand and hugged me tightly.
"I'm going to miss you, Mia.
"I will miss you too, Guto. But we can have dinner together, and if you need a friend, I'll always be here.
"Can I give you one last kiss?
I didn't wait for him to finish me; he's already stuck his lips and I kissed him. He deserved so much more than a kiss and I gave him what he wanted, and I left him out of breath and he let me go trying to breathe.
"Goodbye Mia mi amore.
When I look in, I had the feeling of being watched and I look everywhere and I was almost coming in and I lift my face and look again and he lowered the glass smoke.
" Maximilian?
How I love him that man changed my life the way I think. I was trying, but it was hard to go on without him.
" Max? I scream approaching the car and he closes the window and shoots out singing tire is gone. " Good-bye.
If he was gone and because he didn't want to talk, I looked again and went home discouraged, it was all so weird. Why was he there?
"It took a while, friend. I go in and Maitê hugs me. Max was here.
"I just saw him downstairs. I get on the couch, and I keep thinking about everything that just happened. "He saw Guto kissing me.
"Whore who gave birth to a friend. He came in and talked a lot and seemed to be drunk and left.
"I arrived and was saying goodbye to Guto. And he asked me for a kiss, and I gave it to him. "What a fucking friend.
"It was better that way. He needs to move on with his life and I need mine.
And what did Guto say?
"You got it right and gave me the apartment. But I'm going to sell it.
"Really? It's worth a lot of money in this place.
"Yes, and I will be able to finish my medical residency and take care of the clinic.
I finished packing my suitcase and ended up falling asleep after hours of insomnia. I tried to leave him behind and forget everything. But it was so hard to breathe without him.
" Already awake friend?
"I couldn't sleep. I had a nightmare about him.
"Look for him and solve it at once. Or leave.
"I'm not going to look for him. He got me up and took the little suitcase. "I'll wait for you on the coast and Santoro should be here.
He took his cell phone and I see all of Max's calls and messages, and I pretend I don't read his name and I erase everything.
"What exactly did you do that?
" Maitê is better. The big cat's here. I turn over the coffee and took the suitcase.
"Who will know him?
"I don't know myself later. But enjoy I was leaving for a new life that gives me a chance to start over. When I look at his phone, he's back.
"Don't give up Max.
"Who is Max? He hugs me and smiles waiting for my answer. I try to disguise and give my best smile.
"No one deserves our attention. Getting in his car and driving off the coast was my life again starting over after being torn apart.