After a long time, I was going out for the first time not as the lady-of-the-night, but as Mia. I was going to have fun and find new ways maybe I'll find the love of life at this party ready. Even discouraged after everything I've lived with Max, I just wanted to stay home.
"Our friend, you look beautiful. But she's very discouraged. She pushes me and I almost fell into bed looking in the huge mirror. "Let's have tequila so you can cheer up. So, get there already in the Grade.
" Oh Maitê! You say everything, but I really need a drink. I find the love of my life.
"Your soul mates. Cat like that.
"My soul mate, good answer does this exist?
She laughed, never believed in love, it was always just fun for her. We had two tequilas. On the ferry was having a party with many tourists, drinking and loud music. Worse than nothing there I liked, I even tried to fit into that place, but it was so hard. We went down and walked through the streets of Venice. I remembered when I met him in this place. It was a night like this, it was cold, I closed my eyes and traveled back in time while Maitê spoke nonstop. We entered the huge hall reserved for the senator's whorehouse. It was always like this when they wanted to betray their wives and. They branded a cocktail to trick their wives and get out of here they go to the motels of life.
You look and see the most beautiful women of Venice, of course most pay, but always have the one who likes to have fun. Look all the décor was perfect a beautiful candlelit dining table with wooden candlesticks matching the local décor.
Walking around the hall I see the ambassador and try to hide from him. I don't want you to think I'm on business. I ran to the balcony and already took a glass of champagne and leaned on the side, I was watching the movement of the place. I didn't want to join other people so I wouldn't judge that I was there as a lady of the night, too. Without judging the girls and I just didn't want the ambassador to be angry, after all he promised me a better life. I laughed when Maitê came up with more drinks.
"Where's the handle? I see he's going to give you a cake.
"No, he should be here any minute. He came from another meeting, he's an important man.
"You won't fall in love; you know how these important men work. We never serve to get married just to warm up their bed.
" Easy. Just fun and wide of being bitter.
"I see in your eyes that you are in love and deluded. The ambassador's downstairs.
That's why you're hiding here.
We walked through the Cocktail Party, and it was crowded, there were many politicians and many important people. I laughed at Maitê and felt a hand hold mine and when I look gets scared.
"You? I stutter and try to breathe. My eyes meet near him, and I feel weak he squeezes me, and I wanted to give myself to him. "What are you doing here?
"I'm the one who asks what you're doing here. Did you get the politicians' bed back warmed up?
"Don't you dare humiliate me in the middle of the party. And you came after a date? Accursed.
"I'm just telling the truth. Let's go, this is not your place.
"You don't own me. What's on your mind? Don't touch me.
"Don't make me drag you by your hair.
I approach him, feel my breasts leaning against his chest and breathe hard.
"If it's a man. Do.
I ran out of him the heart accelerated fear the heartbeat were no longer the same dry mouth, hands sweating and the will to fill with kisses kill longing to feel him playing after so long was too pleasurable, but sad too.
"Help me. The heart was going through what the bastard was doing here. Looking for a date? What a hate. And he said he didn't pay for women. I jealous of him do not believe that he is a married man, Mia.
He arrived at the bathroom trying to get me back by holding myself in the sink, the lack of high and something that was bothering me. There are days the tiredness can be due to stress. I look in the mirror, I feel like crying, but I wasn't going to give him that taste. I raise my face and make the decision to face him, he's not my owner, he's not mine at all.
" Mia. Was I looking for you?
"Friend, I think I'm leaving.
"Of course not, you just got here.
I can't finish meeting Max.
No, I’m not. Come on, my handle man came to introduce you. We left the party, what do you think?
It's all right. If not, I'm leaving alone.
We went back to the salon and when I approached the huge pilaster, she went to look for her handle and I was looking at the city lights, I knew he was looking at me from somewhere. But I didn't look for him I wasn't going to look for it would be too much for me tonight to be looking for damn Max in the crowd.
I take a drink and take a deep breath and when I raise my face to take a sip of my drink. I'm pulled by the hair. He pulled me so hard that he held my hair and raised my face looking into my eyes.
It was my torment; it was the monster of my past again was back. That feeling of the past when I had my hair pulled out in tugs. I hated seeing this man who ruined my life.
"You whore. Throw me on the wall. "Doing a show once a bitch will always be a bitch.
He pulls me by the hair and almost kisses me. Hell opened the doors and every man in my life was here for my torment.
I'm going to fuck you today. Bitch, I miss making fun of that little mouth.
"Just killing me, Gabriel.
I'd look everywhere to see if anyone was seeing that. He was too aggressive. I try to get out of it and punch me in the mouth of the stomach. I can't breathe my legs and I've never been so scared in my life.
"I kill fucking bitch. He punches me another punch. "That horn you fuck threatened me and you're going to pay. And I'll show him you're my whore Mia.
At the height of my fifteen years I started dating Gabriel. It was my first and only love the one who gave me everything that taught me everything and took everything from me.
Gabriel was never a good man; he was always that man who took from the Innocents for his own pleasure.
He was a love that hurt me. We were engaged to marry me all happy and he became the worst man.
At just seventeen and virgin I give myself to him and it was my mistake.
"Let Me go Gabriel. You're hurting me.
I look everywhere like I wanted to see Max at that moment. I felt like I gave up the claws.
When I look at Maitê approaching she comes with two glasses of whiskey and delivered one to him. I keep looking scared because I didn't understand anything. And I looked scared, and she seemed happy.
"Girlfriend, that's my catch. Remember I told you that's my man.
I couldn't believe he was the man in her life who hid me so long ago. And now I've found out he's my past my friend. He's going to end her life and I couldn't let him. I was desperate because everything he puts his hand on, he destroys he is a monster.
"Mai! I've got to get out of here. I was treming with fear of him and after what he did, I was sweating and almost crying.
"Let's have dinner the three of us. So, you know him. He wanted to meet you so badly.
"Another time I need to leave. I can't stand this place, and neither are people.
"Maitê, my love. Bring me another whiskey, please.
He pulled me hard and smiled at Maitê.
"I'm going with you friend.
"No, you stay and keep me company. Isn't that Maitê?
She didn't say anything, she just walked away, and I barely breathed I wanted to run away, but I know he's capable and could do Maitê harm. What if he approached her and to hurt me. He pulled me by the arm and brought me by the hair on his body and still smelled my ear. I felt disgusted, I was eager and my whole past came back. Every time he hit me, he was having sex with me forcing me to do everything I didn't want to do, came back and my mind. I feel like crying a despair the heart fast and the fear hit me he was going to kill me.
"You're going to sleep with me tonight. I'm going to fuck you and make you come like you used to.
"Not Gabriel. Please, Maitê.
"She's a pain in the ass and I'm just using her to get to you. And now I kick her ass and send her away.
"Let me go damn it.
He pulls my arm, I hit my face on the wall and he pushes me against the wall, and I feel the punches in the abdomen.
" Gabriel?
I didn't have the strength, I just asked God for help. And the desperation I was falling to the ground, and I feel like I'm going to die there. The blows to the abdomen were several. He squeezed me into the wall so no one could see, and I just moaned. Every time I screamed; he'd hit me in the mouth.
" Bitch. You deserve to get beat up.
There was no one who could help me, I begged God to take me out of his hands and I hear deep down, I was about to pass out with the punches. The legs wobbly dry mouth I hear:
"Let her go. Unfortunate.
"Mia is my life.
Max's voice was so far away that I was still pressed on the wall and Gabriel pushing me more and more. I look at Max and he gets punched with everything on Gabriel. And I hear the screams and confusion I fall to the ground after the punches I took something was wrong.
" Max please. Let's get out of here!
"No, first I need to settle some scores with this worm.
"I don't believe you're going to want to come between us (two) chickens.
"I don't believe you're going to want to get in my way. I'm sure you don't.
"Let's not fight over a whore.
Max assaulting him again and I see everyone trying to hold him. My dad was going to be in the press, and I try to walk away. The pain in the abdomen was severe and looked like colic.
"Don't ever go near her again. Accursed.
I looked at the two of them they looked like two-to-fight in the chicken coop fighting over the territory. Maite came back with the glasses and in the middle of the mess she threw on the table.
"Mia, what do you hear here?
"It hurts very Maite... Give me a hand.
"Why did Max do that?
I looked at her scared, I was still believing it was Max.
"It wasn't him.
When I look at it, she broke up on Max and I couldn't get up and I just screamed. But no one listened to me in vain.
Gabriel destroyed me and today I was again wanting to end my life. I watch Max being held by security and I look at Gabriel's face bleeding.
"Mia! What do you hear here?
" Guto. He assaulted me, help Max, please.
At that moment I was just worrying about Max, he was going to destroy his life because of me.
God sent Guto to put an end to the mess. I look, he walks in the middle and pulls Max, and they argue. All I needed was for the two of them fighting over there because of me.
"He deserves jail. He's a punk.
"He's going to get out of here to jail. He assaulted the wrong woman, and I swear. Guto was trying to calm Max.
I try to get up and couldn't sleep it was too big. Like something's missing,
inside me. Gabriel got beat up by Max and Romeo. But what Gabriel did to me was worse.
A mess I get up still dizzy and almost faint. And when I look down. I see the blood falling down my legs. I despair and cry:
"Max! Please, I'm bleeding.