And his thoughts these days were just occupied by Zahra. Her betrayal was what he could never forget, he had warned her every single time, never to betray him. After the betrayal of his mother, his heart was not able to sustain the betrayal of the woman for whom he had waited his whole life, who helped him to forget the ultimate betrayal of his mother.
He had loved his mother, in his childhood he used to share every little thing with his mother but after that night, his heart had closed his gates for everyone but Zahra, he was not a person to trust someone easily and the woman he trusted after his mother also betrayed him.
He didn't know why but he didn't want to believe that Zahra could be so cunning and manipulative to plot out this whole plan. His heart wanted to trust her but her betrayal always hindered him to do so. He knew he can't trust her again. He loathed her, he hated her but at the same time he loved her.
It was a twisted love.
Though he knew he was way too much harsh on her last night, it was her first time and he had made her orgasm numerous time.
Flashback
"You can't come yet" he announced and her heavy breathing increased. She was breathing heavily that her every breath resonated in the silent room. Her hands were tied to the headboard and her body was writhing under him, her hands fisted her toes were curled tightly and she was trying her best to control herself.
"Pl..ease" her voice heavy, she was at her high.
"Shhh" he said and attached his lips on hers, kissing her viciously while she moaned, feeling embarrassed.
He practically ate her lips, biting them and then thrusted his tongue inside her mouth, his one hand in her locks while the other roaming on her body.
He pulled away after a short few minutes and stare at her.
Her long silky brown hair disheveled and sprawled on the pillow, her hands tied to the headboard, her neck and chest filled with hickeys, her body shivering under him, her lips bruised, her mouth agaped breathing heavily, her legs and arms shaking badly, her eyes filled with fear and anticipation, her face turning red and blue due to slaps she had received from him.
He brought his fingers closer to her face to which she flinched immediately, taking a sharp breath and instinctively closed her eyes turning her head, thinking that he's going to slap her. He begin to caress her face, softly and gently, feeling the softness and smoothness of her skin.
She frowned lightly and slowly opened her eyes, her eyes matched directly with his.
Grey against brown.
She could see, a little softness in them, just a little.
"Why did you betray me Zahra?" he whispered lowly and her eyes widened, again a sudden sense of guilt engulfed her.
Why she did that?
She shouldn't have betrayed him in any case. She shouldn't have.
"I'm sor...ry" she croaked out, her voice at the edge of crying. She blinked several times to drink in the tears which were about to fall, her heavy breathing getting back to normal.
She was truly sorry for betraying him, with her whole heart.
But a sorry can rewind things, specifically for a man like him? No.
"Shut up" he gritted in his hoarse voice, his jaw suddenly clenched as the scene of Daniyal kissing her, lingered infront of his eyes.
He had saw in the CCTV footage, that whole scene in which she had hugged him and he was about to kiss her.
A sudden sense of anger enveloped his mind and in a flash he connected his lips to her, kissing her brutally while his other hand begin to rub her down there.
He kissed her viciously sucking all the life out of her while the pace of his finger increased and she was about to come when he retreated his hand back.
Again she was breathing heavily, and her limbs were shaking so bad. After a few minutes, he again begin to rub at her core and before she could come he pulled his hand back.
He repeated it 4 to 5 times while kissing her animalistically and by the end of it, her body was severely shivering. She was inhaling long sharp breaths, her eyes were protruded out due to the lack of oxygen because of his long barbaraic kiss. Her toes were curled tightly while her hands formed in a fist.
She turned sideways, her body writhing, she wanted a release so bad. It was a torture, a pure torture on her body
He suddenly gripped her throat tightly and blocked her air passage, she hadn't even recovered from his brutal kiss when he blocked her air and thrusted himself inside her when a bone crushing orgasm hit her.
She couldn't utter a word, her whole body was shuddering drastically when he stopped and untied her arms which were tired due to the position they were in for so long.
He pulled away and wore back his clothes while she sat up, placing her hand at her wildly beating heart and breathed heavily trying to catch her breath.
"Leave the room" he ordered in his harsh voice making her abruptly stand up. She hurriedly wore back her clothes which were piled up on the floor and ran towards the door, without looking back
Flashback ends
He sighed, he was brutal even more than brutal with her. He was aware that she's fragile, timid, shy but at the same time he knew it was all a facade. Though his heart didn't want to believe it.
................
She was ready by 7, looking stunning in her dress, the makeup artist had covered all her marks. She looked back in mirror, her face was shining with makeup, she was looking exquisite, her every feature was highlighted yet her face lacked something.
Her eyes, she stared directly in them, they were hollow. She could only figure out fear and anticipation in them.
Once they were filled with life but now they're just hollow holding no ambition in them. She was encaged within these four walls.
A vivid scene from last night suddenly lingered infront of her eyes.
Flashback
"You're mine. Only mine." he whispered, before taking her lips in a kiss leaving her breathless and shaky again.
"Repeat that."
"I'm...yo...(hiccup)...yours Ir..taza." she cried, feeling utterly humiliated at his demand.
"Who do you belong to?"
"I...bel...ong, I bel...ong (hiccup) to you, Irtaza" she hiccupped, she wanted to retort him but couldn't find enough courage to do so.
"You're just mine" he whispered, nuzzling his face in her neck before bringing his lips near her ear and whispered, "mine to do as I wish. I can do whatever the fuck I want with you," he bit on her earlobe, earning a whimper from her, "You can't do anything without my permission. You're just mine and I'll make sure of that." he whispered.
He pulled away, his face montonous when he suddenly threaded his fingers in her locks, holding them tightly.
"How did you let him touch you, fucking kiss you? How did you fucking dare to do that?" he mused, his voice extremely cold and venomous, wildly increasing her heartbeat.
"How could you fucking forget that your body, soul everything belongs to me?" he continued, increasing his hold on her locks, making her slightly scream.
"I'll remove that bastard's touch from you. But don't fucking forget this ever again, you only belong to me. You're mine." he spatted coldly.
He wanted to possess her. He wanted to make her just his, Only his.
Flashback ends
"Ma'am sir is calling you" the maid informed and she got out of her thought and nodded following behind her towards his room.
Her heart beating fast with every step she took. On reaching the door of his room, the maid left her and she knocked on it, hearing a hoarse 'come in' from inside which suddenly increased her heartbeat.
She entered inside, his expensive cologne was the first thing that hit her senses making her heart run fast, she slightly looked around, the memories of last night lingered infront of her eyes increasing her fear ten folds.
She gulped looking towards him, who was already staring her. He was looking handsome as usual.
He was wearing a white shirt, its sleeves folded halfway to his elbows, his veins plopping out, and it was tucked in his black pants. The upper 2 to 3 buttons were opened giving a slight view to his hard toned chest. His one hand holding the car key while the other inside his pocket. His eyes staring directly at her fearful ones.
He walked towards her, his gait screaming dominance and she begin to shake slightly, her eyes on their own accord turned downwards, she was about to step back when he suddenly snaked his arm behind her back, jerking her body towards him and there chests collided.
He brought her other hand up and grabbed her chin, bobbing her head up so she could match his eyes. But she looked anywhere but him, unable to match his piercing grey eyes.
"Eyes on me sweetheart" he whispered and she abruptly looked straight into his eyes.