Chapter 9. Regret.
Tessy's standpoint.
Moon and me, she was my best and only friend. She's my childhood friend, yet I betrayed our sister - hood just because of that bitch. Our family has always been friends for ages even though moon family is richer than ours, we are still friends, and we are Business partners with them.
Actually, I never cared how she looked, I liked her deep down. I regretted everything I did to her. I never wish to betray her, but I am left with no other choice than to tell them the deepest secret she keeps when I asked to join her group.
I am not perfect at studying like her, and she is not really fun to be with.
I am 5.6inches tall, with dark yet glowing hair, I have nice creamy skin, with an average body shape.
I have always wished to join the cheer group that cheers for the football team. It's my biggest wish, and it has always been my dream. I also want to be seen with the school belle and the leader of the cheers-leaders. She was just too selfish, she wasn't concerned about my feelings when I told her I really wanted to join the group. She was supposed to support me in every way. I thought she was my best friend, but I was wrong when she advised me not to join the Linda group. She told me I should focus more on my studies, instead of joining the worthless group. I got pissed off, any time she is not studying, she always talks a lot about Kahr. And I have been a supportive friend to her, I have always listened to her, I always lean my ear to her, yet she is not supportive of my decision of joining the cheerleader group.
I really got annoyed, and stormed out of the room we both shared for a cool breeze. I was still in my thoughts when I noticed a familiar figure. “Linda”.
“It's Linda”, I gathered my courage and walked up to her. I greeted her and told her my wishes and begged her to accept me, “I will do whatever it takes to be noticed and popular in the school, (since I was a nerd friend I got no attention).
“Hi Linda, I wish to join your group”, I told her. Who in turn laughed at me. Linda laughed so hard, and told me she will only accept me on one condition: “I must tell her the ugly nerd deep secret because she knows she must have some secret.
“Nobody is perfect, she must have a secret”, she says, and I know you're the best one in the position to tell me her secret.
I know Linda has always hated her, she has been hating her. I don't know the real truth why she hated her so much, and I am not interested in knowing either.
I only know that Moon has been every teacher's favorite, and she always gets praises from the principal as well, and Linda has always been scolded to be just like the top school girl Moon. I never think twice before I betray her. I betray her trust in me. I betrayed our friendship, and I promise to get Moon's diaries for her because it contains a lot of secrets she's hiding, and she will be interested in seeing the dirty things she wrote down inside her journal. Since she does not care about me, she should never blame me for being ruthless. She must never blame me because I'm about to betray her. She is about to taste the feelings of being abandoned by your loved ones. I'm going to betray her because she never treated me as her friend, like I do.
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I finally got accepted into the group after stealing and embarrassing my childhood friend and my friendship with her got sour. I got treated well in the first two weeks. I have my boxes moved out from the room I shared with her.
I have been living with Linda, she accepted me to live with her, but that bitch never respected me, she is rude, and she treated me like trash.
I clean the house like her maid, she never did anything, other than flirt all day with different guys.
“I regretted betraying her” and I wish I could just go back and apologize to her, but hell no, her new roommate is just a recantation of the devil. A badass girl, and she beat Linda up punching her gut like a punching bag, and she must have told her everything about my betrayal with her. Since I am fed up, I planned to move out, but I could not.
“What kind of explanation can I give my parents?” When they ask what happens,
They both know we lived together. They will get disappointed in me for what I did to my best friend, and our family friendship may stop.
“I wish I could start again, I wish I could be given a second chance, I regret everything I did to her, if given another chance
I promise never to betray her for any bitch again.
I am just too sad and regretful.
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Cafeteria.
Back to the story I threw my books inside my locker and slammed it close as soon as the bell rang it had just been a few hours of studying, and I feel exhausted, (I was actually sick and Maya warned me to stay put at home, but I refuse), everyone scattered across the hallway, when the chit-chat and the gossip began everyone knew it was lunch time, I passed through a group of gossips girls talking about Kahr, most of the girls loved him, he is the ladies type. Everyone wants a taste of him just like I once did before, however, it was less ridiculous compared to the fewer girls, as I am still a virgin and I had just a little burning desire inside me.
“I would spread my legs for him,” a girl said as I walked past them.
Another one “Moan out loudly just at the thought of him fucking her. They are so shameless.
I passed them and headed toward the cafeteria to buy myself my lunch. Just as I turned around, I came face to face with my former crush and hater Kahr “Going somewhere love” he questioned as he moved closer to me. Ever since my transformation, he has been disturbing me a lot, stalking me around. He has never accepted me before, so why now. “And why did you care to know, “Go away” I don't have time to deal with you now, '' I snapped back at him.
His brows scrunched up, and he pouted before he said, “No time for me? His voice changed as if he were hurt, but I knew he was just lying. It's just an act, I don't think so honey, please give me another chance. I promise to be a good guy. I promise to treat you right.
"Fuck you”, I spit on his face and walks towards the cafeteria when I spotted Maya sitting all alone by herself waiting for me, we actually had no classes together today, she gives me a big smile when she notices me.
But suddenly, her smile disappears, and she gives a deadly aura when she notices Kahr behind me.
I had asked her several times about what really happened between both of them, but she never gave me a satisfying answer.
She just hated him to the core, and she says she feels disgusted whenever she sees him.
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Having classes together.
Moon's point.
As soon as the lunch time is over, we both went to our different classes, I took out my next class book from my bag and walked inside, it was a literature English classes
The seat next to me was still empty when I made use of one. Our English teacher walked in before we started the class. Kahr walked in and took the empty seat beside me.
“Why was he everywhere around me?”
“Why was he sitting next to me?”
“Was it not enough for today?”
He was a real stalker.
I stayed quiet as the class started, he kept staring at me while I was working on my notes. I keep feeling his burning eyes on me.
“What is your problem?” I whisper, making everyone graze at me.
Moon, my teacher called my name, “What is going on with you?” Why are you not listening in class and whispering?"
“I am sorry, Mrs. Fox”, I say, giving Kahr a death glance.
As soon as the closing Bell rang I picked up my books fast with my bag and rushed out before he could react, I am long gone.....
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