~ Helena ~
To think that I couldn’t give birth to my babies hurt me so much. I loved babies and was expecting to know what it felt like to experience being pregnant, enjoying watching their growth in my womb, and giving birth to them. So, I wouldn’t lie. But, giving up the idea to have my children was devastating.
However, I loved Ethan. If I stay with him, I won’t experience made love fully. I would wonder for the rest of my life what it felt like what other women said and giggled about the fantastic feelings when their spouses made love to them. But then, I couldn’t lose Ethan. Yes, we had already done the outercourse, but not the intercourse (the mating/having sex itself). Love is not only about having sex. It is not only about having children.
My tears flew to my cheeks, and Ethan wiped them with his handkerchief. Despite my tears, I gave him a weak smile. “I have decided not to leave you.” I took a deep breath before continuing, “I can accept that we won’t be mating for the rest of our lives, nor can I give birth to our babies.” But my tears dampened my cheeks.
“Helena ….” Ethan hugged me tightly. “I don’t want to lose you either, but do you know how much it hurts me to see you cry? I can bear it as long as you are happy, darling.”
I cried on his chest. “Please, don’t let me go. We can go through this.” Then I stared at him though he looked blurry because of my tears. “I love you, Ethan.”
He kissed my forehead and let out a choking sound. “I love you too, Helena, more than I expect. More than I thought it was possible. I don’t want to lose you …. But I don’t want you to be unhappy.”
I shook my head. “I will be happy as long as you stay with me.”
Ethan let out a long sigh. “Please think again. Let me know after you consider everything.”
“Ethan?”
“Yes, my love?”
“Do you want to let me go?”
“No, if you don’t want to.”
“But what if you meet with the witch?” I bit my lower lip. “If we’re still together, I will ruin your chance to be happy with her, having your child.” Then I looked at the floor. “You may want to have sex with her too.”
Ethan held my chin and lifted it, so I couldn’t avoid his stare. “I only love you, Helena. I don’t want anyone else, even if she can help me with my problem.”
I hugged his neck and laid my head on his shoulder. “Can we go to your villa? I want to meet with Ernie and Red.”
“Are you sure?” Then Ethan kissed my cheek. “Don’t you want me?”
I giggled. “Yes, I want you too.”
“Let’s go then.”
Ethan lifted my body to his chest, then he held me tightly in bridal style. In a few seconds, when I looked around, we had been at his villa.
I gasped. “You truly have a superpower!”
“Yes, love, I have a special ability that no human has.” He released me. “I will shower first since I just returned home from Crescent Island. I’ll see you later.” Then Ethan walked to the bathroom.
I sat on the couch, then an idea crossed my mind. I walked to the bathroom and tried to open the door. It wasn’t locked! I grinned and undressed, then without a sound, I stepped into the bathroom.
Ethan was naked under the shower. The water washed his body. How I missed him! Then I startled him by hugging his waist.
“Helena?” When he turned his body, Ethan grinned. “Ah, come here, my love.” He swept me fast into his embrace then kissed me hard on the lips. “You don’t know how I missed you badly. In Crescent Island, I kept thinking about you.”
“So do I.” I smiled. “I counted the time when we could meet again.” Then I tiptoed and kissed Ethan’s lips. I circled my hands on his neck. “I hoped and prayed that you would come back soon. Then here you are.”
Ethan pulled my back, so my chest pressed against his chest. He kissed my neck, then my shoulder. “How can you be more beautiful after I come back? Is that a welcome surprise gift?”
I murmured, “You can say that. Do you like it?”
“Yes, but I also like your old look. You look sweet and approachable.” He touched my cheek. “But then maybe it’s a good change.”
“Oh? Why?”
“Now, you look gorgeous and sophisticated. It increases the distance to other men.” Ethan grinned. “So, I can have you for myself.”
I kissed his cheek and whispered, “No matter how I look, old or new, I’m always yours.”
“Oh, my darling.”
Then the rest was predictable as we spent a lot of time under the shower then on his bed. I was asleep later.
***
I woke up because a hand touched my stomach. At first, I ignored it. But when I turned my body, the hand moved slowly down to my secret garden. When I opened my eyes, Ethan stared at me, grinning.
“Good evening, sleeping princess.” He kissed my lips. Meanwhile, his hand still moved down there.
I gasped and squealed as he played naughtily. “Ethan, have mercy on me.”
“Oh? Why?” He dared to show an innocent face to me.
“I’m still tired after our lovemaking.” So, I pinched his stomach, and he groaned.
“Then let me give you pleasure, darling.”
His fingers were inserted into the garden, moving in circles, and I couldn’t say ‘no’ anymore. Next, Ethan kissed my lips, and when I returned the kiss, suddenly, he removed his fingers. I moaned, protesting him. Next, he grinned and moved down there, licking the garden until I screamed.
After calming myself, I moved down and licked his rigid shaft, inserted it into my mouth, and sucked it hard. Now it was his turn to moan and scream. I smiled and then removed his manhood from my mouth and kissed it. It exploded right away after moving away from my mouth.
Then I grinned at him. “Happy?”
Ethan pulled me over and kissed my forehead. “Always, darling. Thank you.” He sighed. “You are perfect for me.”
“As you are perfect for me.”