A long silence after he told everything to the man in that dark and cold cave. The cold was watching his muscles but he didn't bear the thing but the pain he was feeling. She doesn't want to cry anymore but splits her heart in pain. Her heart was divided at the memory that the person she loved was not the wrong person. She did not betray the man she first loved but destiny itself betrayed the two of them and played with them too much.
Her silent crying and Fender's quiet reaction hurt her heart even more. There is no sin in the man who has done nothing but love and protect her. It's not a sin…
"Blessy…" he felt his hand on his cheek and wiped his tears without saying goodbye. It was as if it could see him even though it was dark all around.
He no longer waited for anything to say. Impit burst into tears as she hugged him and finally cried on the man's chest. He just let her cry and cry while his hand was on her back and gently caressed her.
"I'm sorry… I never thought I would bring such a big mess into your life."
She sobbed and bit her lip hard. Her tears were just falling and she had no intention of stopping them. He just cried and cried as if only Fender could settle him.
“Don't apologize. Because if anyone should apologize here, it's me. That's Fender. ” Sobbing he promises.
It hurts to think that even in his mind, he is being toyed with to think that Fender is the cause of all his suffering when in fact, he is the real reason why the life of the man in front of him today has become like this. He has the reason but it is he who is brave enough to push it away. He is the reason why it is like this today. He is the real culprit why. He was the one who betrayed and turned away from the promise of the two of them. She turned away and studied to become a full-fledged nun while she had Fender Hearts promised in Iceland that she would marry and be loved for life. She became a traitor to the love that the two of them had promised the man. His brain forgot but his heart remembered but he still turned away from the promise of the two of them.
“Shh…‘ Don’t even cry. You are really ugly! ”
He laughed at what it said. Only now did he remember everything. He thought, all his memories came back forever, no. Part of his memory has forgotten the past. He doesn't know why but there is only one thing he can say now that everything is back, the man is innocent. It is not a sin.
She felt his tight embrace on her. It was so tight and even though he couldn't see anything because of the extreme darkness, he felt Fender's shoulder shake at his side. It's crying.
"F-fender." He was ready to let go of her embrace but he had no intention of separating their bodies.
“Don't move. Just let me hug you. ”
She nodded and let the man hug her tightly and cry on her shoulder. He was hurt by the situation of the two of them. It hurts him why they have become destiny’s favorite toy. Because the truth is, now that all his memories are back, his love for it deepens even more in his heart. He felt even more the love they had also been deprived of time for several years.
"Blessy," he said weakly.
"W-why?"
“I don't remember anything in the past between the two of us but I've heard enough now how important you are in my life. What are you in my life. My heart feels that and the God you serve is angry, I will take you with me. I will not let you disappear from my life again. I will not let time drive us away. I can play massacre especially now that I know you are the one missing in the past. Nothing can separate us. ”
"P-but…"
“We were the first to promise. I am your first promise. ”
He could not answer. There was a point to this and no matter how hard he tried to deny it, his heart was whispering that he was still the one he loved. It still is and nothing has changed.
“She will be a full -fledged nun—”
He didn’t finish what he wanted to say when Fender cut it off with a kiss. The kiss it gave was warm and at that moment, no resistance escaped his throat. She let the young man feel her lips.
And from the dark and cold corner of that cave, the man embraced her full of love and care. The cave witnessed all the love they tried by chance but now it burns even more in their hearts.
A LARGE house is buzzing ad in Blessy's eyes as she got off the yacht. They were with a man he knew by the name of Uno. Like Fender, it also has a lot of tattoos on the body. One that caught his attention was the face of the woman tattooed on the side of its neck.
“Yow Zerus my man, I own this resort. Let me just remind you that this whole place is secured and Hayes will not be able to see it anywhere he looks. I protect the whole place and all you have to do is take care of my belongings, especially my house. ”
“How about Ramona?”
"Hmm, she doesn't know this place." It grinned.
As he just firmly held Fender's hand. It’s like that’s where he draws strength. Just yesterday, she was still pushing the man away and now, she is completely with him without saying goodbye to Mother Jean.
“And Blessy”
He looked at Uno as he called his name. He was frightened by its steady stares as if eating people.
"Thank you."
"Huh?"
"Nothing." It shrugged and turned back to Fender. “Here’s the key. You know where to contact me, man, ”he said and smiled.
"Yeah, thanks."
His gaze followed it as he boarded the yacht. It waved at them and it turned around and headed inside the yacht. He turned to the man next to him who was now staring at him. It loaded him quickly and he couldn't help but scream in panic.
“I never dreamed. I'm really with you. I'm really with the woman who drove me crazy then and now. "
Suddenly his face warmed at its loosest words. He looked down, especially as he kept coming back to his mind that they were alone inside the cold cave. She repeatedly claimed that she had almost no intention of stopping if she had not complained that her womanhood was already sore and her hip was already sore.
“Nothing can separate‘ tin here, love. I will never let the past happen again. ”
He did not utter a word. He just smiled in sudden response and Fender started to step forward ‘not letting go of him. He was just on his arm and pangko. They were like newlyweds who went on their honeymoon.
"Maybe Father Felipe and Mother Je are worried about me—"
"My friend Uno will handle them."
“But—”
“It's stingy to be stingy, Blessy, but I have no intention of giving you back to them. Because first of all, you are mine. ”
He blushed and blushed even more. He had nothing to say. He just let it go because he knew everything it said against them was true.
The empty house opened before his eyes. The house is big but there is nothing to see even a sofa or table. He wanted to ask Fender why Uno's house looked like a skeleton.
"This house of Uno is high tech."
He was surprised when all the furniture in the house suddenly appeared when Fender hit the black wall that his eyes could not see.
"Love," Fender called softly to him.
“Why—” His words were cut short when his eyes hit her naked body. His cheeks quickly warmed up as he stared at her body.
It was only then that he realized that he had more tattoos now than before they were together. But instead of looking dirty on a man's body, it fits better. It's a manly look.
"Stop staring at me like that, love."
He looked at it and their eyes met. He had changed his clothes and finished taking a bath. Impossible to imagine, there were clothes ready and all of the women’s clothes that were there, fit her. He almost sank to the ground as well as internally, someone was also ready and he didn't want to ask Uno about that. How it found out his size.
He slowly stepped to replace it and quickly hugged the young man. She will not cry. He will not cry because this is what he chose. He has already made a decision, even if God punishes him for this decision. Now that he had all the memories back, there was no reason to keep pushing it away from him. A few years is enough. It is enough to stare at each other in the dark.
"Do you remember me?" it was almost a whisper that came out of his mouth but he knew the young man could hear it.
“Whether I remember it or not, I don't care about that anymore. What matters to ‘me, right now, is with you.”
A long silence followed. He just felt her heart pounding as he caressed her hair.
Later, he stroked it and stroked its tattoo on the body. He missed nothing even the tiniest thing engraved. He was just stunned when he managed to look at its side.
"Blessy…?" he sighed when he read his name.
He looked up and stared at it in amazement. Still new just that gothic tattoo and a span long.
"I think of Uno."
"Why?"
"My heart dictates."
He bit his lip and ‘couldn’t help but smile at his lips. It smiled affectionately despite its frightening aura. He kissed her hand and pinched his nose.
“Stay here,” he said, “I'm going to make our dinner tonight. I know you’re hungry. ”
At Fender's words, his stomach suddenly rumbled. He refused to cover his stomach but it got worse. Laughing, he shook her and kissed her forehead and then turned around naked.
He just stared at its wide back and decided to lie down on the bed. His shoulder still hurts. His wound has not healed yet but he knows that he will also be okay here at the resort that he does not know where in the Philippines.
He thought earlier, they would be late. He was about to be attacked when his friend Uno appeared in front of the waterfall; carrying a gun and wearing a cap. He thought before, it was an opponent but when Fender said the man was his friend and he faced it, he calmed down.
Moments later he closed his eyes and unconsciously fell asleep.
Zerus glanced at the clock on the wall for a moment. An hour passed and she finished cooking. Everything he cooked on the long table was ready and they were the only two of the woman he loved to eat it all.
Uno is his only best friend so somehow, he is happy that it helps him. Someday, he will also help him find the woman he has long wanted to see and hopes to return. Uno's house is big and almost all the equipment is high tech. Everything they need, there it is. From clothing, food and body equipment. He and Blessy pretended to be married for their new honeymoon.
He took off the apron he was wearing and went to the maid's room. He smiled when he saw it sleeping soundly. He was hesitant to wake the woman but he chose to wake her up and maybe, ‘he can’t stand it. This will be his dinner tonight.
"Love," he patted her cheek softly. He insisted ‘don’t wake her up with a kiss and Zerus already knew what would happen’ when he kissed her.
"W-why?"
He laughed at Blessy's reaction. She is shaken away from it and she refrains ‘don’t grab it right away on the bed.
"Let's eat."
"Huh?"
"Get up now, you silly head."
It stopped when he suddenly leaned over it. His steps were straight as he held the girl in his arms complaining about what he had done. He just laughed at complaining about it. Until he sat it on the chair there and began to take care of it.
“Wow! You cooked them all? ” he rolled his eyes at the six dishes he had cooked.
"Are we with anyone else?" he asked again.
It smirked so he laughed.
"We don't have catfish on this island so your favorite catfish can't make you."
She was stunned by what he said but that was only for a moment because she smiled sweetly afterwards. It was as if he saw an angel so he was stunned for a moment and stared at Blessy.
"You're so beautiful," he whispered.
"Huh?"
"Nothing."
It just nodded and started eating. It is good to eat but sometimes he takes care of it especially and ‘it’s not okay to have one of its wounded hands that Ramona did. His fist clenched slightly when he remembered what Ramona had done.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah."
It smiled sweetly. "Let's eat first."
Blessy is right. They ate first because later, this is what he would eat. She grinned. When they finished eating, he let Uno's AI robot wash and put away their food.
"Is your friend's house really like this?" its unbelievable question while staring intently at the AI who was still singing while washing.
“Uno loves machines. He loves those first. ”
"Your friend is great!"
He just took it on his shoulders and guided the girl to go to the terrace to look at the sky. He alone should be good in its eyes and no one else.
"Nice! Why do you think there are so many stars today? ”
"Because I'm with you."
Her cheeks flushed at what he said. "H-your mouth still hasn't changed." It barely glanced at him.
"Does anything need to change?"
He looked up and looked at the sky again. “Until now, I still can't believe it. The many years lost. Much has changed… ”
“But my heart has not changed for you. I admit, I don’t remember anything. Not a single of it. But I feel you, my heart feels you. I feel like you are a big part of who I am. ”
“Fender”
He hugged her tenderly and wrapped her in his arms. He has no plans to release the woman. They will be together anywhere in the world. Not the organnihilation, not Hayes, not the God it worships will be the hindrance. Nothing can stop them now but, he will kill. That is the reason why he lives. The kill.
And for the first time, he slept soundly as he and Blessy lay side by side on the soft bed. He felt peaceful as he hugged the soft body of the girl.
Zerus woke up full of energy the next day. He left Blessy sound asleep. He immediately got out and went to the sea. He also endured the sea for a long time and his body searched for salt water. He quickly removed his t-shirt and boxer shorts to run towards the water. He played a few games in the calm waves before deciding to go fishing on the other side of the island.
Uno's house is complete so he has no trouble finding something to use to catch fish. He even smiled when he caught three big fish this morning. Even though he didn't get any catfish, he knew he could make Blessy smile when he cooked for it.
"Fender!"
He turned his attention to the house. He saw the girl's constant gaze searching for him. It does not see him. He is far away but his senses and hearing are strong.
"Fender where are you ?!"
He smiled slightly at that question from the woman he loved. He was just around and even if it pushed him away, he would not leave the girl's side. Right now, right now they have a past and a future yet to come for the two of them.
"Oh fuck!" He suddenly came up out of the water when he saw that it started to cry. "Mahal!"
It automatically looked up and looked straight at him. Its beautiful eyes rolled almost driving his system crazy. It immediately stepped forward and quickly met him.
“Where are you, huh? Why are you leaving so soon? ”
He laughed at the question. He couldn't help but squeeze the girl's nose and pinch her forehead.
“Aray!”
"You're cute."
He smirked and did not comment further, but when he caught sight of his last three fish, his eyes lit up and he happily touched the survivors he had caught.
"Did you catch a fish?"
"They're shrimp, love." He still hadn't lost his comfort in Blessy. He was happy, it was true. She was happy to have it with him and worried for him.
"My question is serious," he muttered again.
Damn it! She’s fucking beautiful.
He restrained himself ‘don’t touch its lip.
“Yeah, I was late. I know you love fish especially ‘cause I cook. I'm delicious. ”
Her cheek turned red and she immediately walked away from him. It turned around first and quickly headed back home. Laughing, he followed the girl and closed her eyes as if they had been together on the island for a long time.
"Love, wait for me!"
"It's up to you."
“Love aren’t you making fun of‘ me? Wait for me, oh. ”
It walked even faster. "Tse!"
Smiling he scratched his nape, he couldn't hide the thrill he felt as he followed the woman who once deprived him of time.