"Alex?"
I saw Alex sitting on the bed shirtless with his back to me.
"Sorry, I ruined your dinner."
"Alex, do you love me?"
I'm really tired of all this, it's really torturing me. I want to immediately make a decision to get out of this torment of pain.
"Alex?"
Alex swiftly fell on my body, he made me under his body looking into my eyes.
I felt the water running down my cheek, Alex was crying. I touched her face with a soft hand and wiped her tears
"Al-"
He kissed my lips, sucking and biting my lips a very sensual kiss made me speechless and quite restless. I'm scared, really scared if he plays me again
"Alex?"
“Reina, Reina, Reina...”
He lifted me up and hugged me tightly like a baby, I hugged him back tightly
“Reina, I love you!!”
My heart is shaking, my body feels so weak in his arms
“I can't hold this feeling anymore, Rein. I'm so tired when you're away from me, I'm tormented by this feeling.”
We hugged tightly, I was very happy to be in my husband's tight embrace which felt very warm. We just hugged and kissed, no sex. He refused, I also don't want to give him coercion.
"You know why I kept away from you?"
I'm just silent, the pain of seeing my husband with the model woman is still very imprinted. I was silent, he rested his head on my shoulder.
"Because I really love you."
I was very surprised to hear the confession that came out of his mouth
"you love Me?"
My heart is shaking, I see Alex who is leaning on my shoulder
"I don't know what to do to confess my love to you."
"Just say and treat me as your wife."
"Dear, I'm not what you think. I'm afraid, if I cross the line. You must be cold right now, let me hug your body tightly.”
We hugged again tightly, his hand gently stroking my hair.
"You love Me?" I asked again
"I really love you."
"But I won't be able to replace Raiya in your heart."
Alex was silent, he just hugged me tightly.
*******
Pov Alex
Yesterday, before I confessed my feelings for my wife..
At the office, I saw the news about the weather forecast which said that tonight there would be a snowstorm. I immediately tidy up my work and immediately go home.
"Alex."
Axen called out to me, I immediately confronted him.
"Your wife went with my wife, my wife helped your wife prepare a dinner party for you."
"So, they still go shopping?"
"Yeah, we'd better go after them now."
"Baby."
I saw Raiya who came to me.
“Ohh Axen you are here too?”
"Yes." Axen replied coldly
I took off my jacket, I covered Raiya's body who was wearing short clothes
“Alex, you are so gentle.”
I just smiled and gently stroked Raiya's hair
"Alex, come on we have to get them soon."
"Axen, wait."
I took out my boots and a thick jacket from inside my briefcase
“Please, give this to my wife.”
"But you didn't come to pick she up?"
“Axen, don't you see that Alex is going to take me home?”
"okay." Axen again answered very coldly
I took Raiya home under the overcast sky before the blizzard fell.
"Alex, I love you."
"Thank you, Ray."
"Alex, it's so cold. Can you come closer and hug me tight? Help."
I brought Raiya's body closer and hugged she tightly making she warm.
"Alex, cold nights like this will be more comfortable if we are together and do our hot night activities."
I suddenly let go of my tight hug from her body.
"Raiya, haven't we missed your apartment?"
"I don't live there anymore."
I furrowed my brow in confusion at her answer.
"I live with Axen."
"what?!"
Raiya folded her arms in front of her chest she looked at me defiantly
"why? Don't you like it?"
“Rai, please don't stay with them.”
Raiya laughed and looked back at me
"why? Is it because those two are your and Reina's projects?”
"Projects?"
“I know what you and your fake wife are planning. You two are pretending to be married just to get Axen and Devya married, you want Axen to marry and Reina wants you to marry her to solve her problems with her parents, correct?”
I gasped, Raiya did know what happened to me and Reina, to be honest she used to be my story friend.
"Alex, I miss your caress."
"Can you refuse Axen's invitation not to live with Axen?"
"Can not. I love Axen."
I was quite amused by what she said made me laugh out loud.
“You love Axen? Really?"
"Is that your problem? You are free to marry and love anyone."
"I don't mind who you want to love and with whom, but please don't disturb Devya."
"I can't, my heart is only for Axen."
I gripped her shoulder tightly making she wince in pain until her eyes narrowed.
"What are you doing, Alex? It hurts."
"Leave Axen."
Slowly Raiya started to cry she looked at me annoyed and angry
“I will leave Axen for you, but can you leave Reina for me?!”
My heart hurts, leaving Reina??
"give me time." I immediately left she crying.
When I got home, I saw the beauty and the warm atmosphere because of the scented candles on the table. It's so beautiful, Reina has prepared all of this for me. her love is very big for me.
"Reina, I'm sorry."
I rushed to swear in the room and peeked through the window gap, I saw the beautiful body of a woman that made me almost crazy she was soaking wet, her body looked very weak and crying
I saw the beautiful woman was busy picking up flowers scattered on the floor red roses scattered in front of the door she scattered everything I pulled the tablecloth and all the food spilled on the floor I was very surprised by what she did. She was huddled under the floor while tightly hugging her own body
"This hurts so much, I give up."
I walked up to she and carried she, I carried she into the room
"Dear, this has really disappointed you, I'm sorry."
I cried looking at her beautiful face that couldn't make me turn to replace her in my heart.
After a few minutes of admiring the beauty of her face, I walked into the dining room to clean up the mess. After the living room was finished, I took a towel handkerchief to give she a compress.
"I love you, dear."
I kissed her lips for a long time, then I went to clean myself and sat on the bed without wearing clothes.
"Alex?"
her voice was so beautiful that it sounded in my ears, greeting me with her elegance.
"Sorry, I ruined your dinner."
That's all I can say, I can't bear to see her beautiful face and beautiful body that always makes me want to cross the line
"Alex, do you love me?"
her voice trembled, she sounded so sad that it made my heart feel sad, I chose silence to hold the pain in my heart, just channeling the tightness and pain through my fingers.
"Alex?"
Really, I couldn't stand it anymore with her trembling voice making my heart hurt so much, I swiftly fell on her beautiful body, I made a beautiful woman under me, we exchanged glances. Her eyes are so beautiful and her lips are so pretty it makes my heart hurt so much, I can't take all ther pain anymore. Makes me cry
The beautiful woman below me looked surprised, feeling the water running down her cheeks. her soft hands shook my heart as she gently caressed my cheek, wiping away my tears.
“Al-” her voice was so beautiful that it made my defenses against the barrier collapse even more.
I kissed her beautiful lips, sucking and biting her lips made her sigh, a very sensual kiss made her silent and look restless. There was a clear look of fear in her eyes, the fear of feeling disappointed again from me.
"Alex?" her call made my heart tremble violently, her voice so soft made me weak.
“Reina, reina, reina…” calling her name over and over again aroused my desire.
I can't stop her from loving her anymore, I lift her beautiful body carrying her onto my lap and hug her tightly like a baby.
“Reina, I love you!!” no matter how hard I scream, I just want to let out what has been held in my heart for so long.
I could feel her body shaking at the loudness of my screams. Makes me want to express all that is held back.
“I can't hold this feeling anymore, Rein. I'm so tired when you're away from me, I'm tormented by this feeling.”
We hugged tightly, I could see Reina's beautiful face as she smiled and the happiness that radiated from her eyes. We just hugged and kissed, no sex. I refused and she didn't want to force me either.
"You know why I kept away from you?" I started to want to be honest with she.
I saw she just silent, could she still remember my togetherness with Raiya?? My head is dizzy, I lean on her shoulder which feels very comfortable.
"Because I really love you." My answer honestly took she by surprise
"you love Me?" she asked in a trembling voice, I could tell she was very surprised by my confession.
"I don't know what to do to confess my love to you."
"Just say and treat me as your wife."
"Dear, I'm not what you think. I'm afraid, if I cross the line. You must be cold right now, let me hug your body tightly.”
We hugged again tightly, my hand gently caressed the strands of her long hair.
"You love Me?" I asked again
"I really love you." My answer is full of emphasis on every word.
"But I won't be able to replace Raiya in your heart."
I was quite surprised, I couldn't answer anything because I was always overcome by my fear. Only a tight hug I can give.
her phone ringing loudly, I let go of my hug and she answered the call. I could see from her face that she was full of anxiety and fear.
"My parents will live with us, here."
I was quite surprised by what she was talking about, I could only remain silent and try to understand the situation again.