Since I had my own key, I can open the door anytime. But it also looks like the key is hanging on the back because the lock doesn't want to be opened. I knocked to let Dylan know I was out.
Just a few knocks I did and Dylan opened the door. He was even surprised to see me standing outside. His forehead was still furrowed when he saw me but he straightened up immediately.
"Oh, why are you here?" he asked in surprise.
"Why, am I not welcome?" He laughed and then opened the door wide.
When I went inside, I was surprised but recovered immediately. There are two women and a man who were using drugs on the floor near the sofa. I just looked at them without reaction then looked back at Dylan. He smiled at me as he scratched his head.
"By the way, my girlfriend." He introduced me to those with him.
"Hi." Two women greeted me at the same time.
"'Bro," the man called to Dylan then reached for the pipe and looked at me. He gestured as if to hand it to me.
"She doesn't use," he told the man. "Just finish that." He held my hand at once and carried me to the bed and let me sit there. This is not new to me. Dylan used to bring a friend here but since we were together he also stopped. Or maybe I just don’t know because he only does it when I’m not around.
The three continued to use while I look at the two women. I glared at them and glared at Dylan too. It's not a big deal to me if one of them is with him. I know that he used with him, too. I am a little angry because they were locked up with two other women as well.
Dylan took off his clothes then wiped away the sweat and changed his shirt. He sat down next to me and stroked my face. When I looked at him he was smiling. That awkward smile as if there was an immediate explanation ready. I just looked at him badly but he was still cool.
‘Don’t dare to cheat on me, Dy. Because even if I love you I can leave you. Fool me with something else, but not with the woman.'
But I don't think he can do that to me.
It took a while for the three to finish so Dylan and I didn't talk either. When they finished, they immediately said goodbye to us. Even the women smiled as they said goodbye. When they got out, Dylan grabbed me so I lay down and half of his body ran over me.
"Why are you here?" he asked as he kissed me on the cheek.
"Why, don't you want me here?" I asked annoyed.
"I really like it but of course, I was just surprised."
“Surprised or satisfied?” He laughed, obviously not wanting to repeat what I was saying.
"I know you won't come here if there's nothing happened."
"Really huh!" I said with a raised eyebrow.
"Why are you here?"
I did not answer him. What I did was I pulled him and then kissed him on the lips. He retaliated so I secretly smiled.
I was determined in what I was planning before I came here and I will not regret it. I’m pretty sure I’ll give Dylan one of the ones I care about the most. During the few years we have been together I have proven that no matter what happens he will never leave me. So if I ever surrender myself to him. I will do it naturally.
We kissed for a long time without letting go until I crawled my hand on his chest.
"Hey!" He then stood up when he felt my hand go down to his abdomen. So I got up to talk to him.
"Why?" I asked then immediately kissed him again.
"Mia, not because your sad you're going to use my body," He laughed so I raised an eyebrow at him.
“You don't want to do it because you already finished with one of that women earlier, do you? So they are here and you are surprised that I came here because I can almost catch up with you?”
He laughed out loud and grabbed me on the bed again. He was sitting on top of me and I was lying down.
"Crazy, I'm the one who's used, but you're the one who thinks badly," he said then continued to touch me and kiss me on the lips but also immediately cut off.
“Then, why don't you want this to do? I will give myself to you.”
"You know, you're still going to be stunned by life's decisions, aren't you?" I looked at him but he just kissed me on the lips.
"I offered it to you, Dylan." Then I roll my eyes.
"Why?"
"What, why?"
"Why did you think of giving up yourself on me?"
"Because I like and love you. And I trusted you."
"Is that really the only reason?"
I suddenly thought of his question.
Is that my only reason?
"Take a long time to answer," he said as if annoyed and then kissed me again. "That's it?"
“Yes, I love you Dy, and I know that no matter what happens you will not leave me. I am also confident that you will not hurt me.” What I said was true and it came from the heart.
If I had to offer my purity I think it would be better if it was with Dylan.
He suddenly grabbed my arm and he turned around. I am now at the top and he is at the bottom. His two hands clasped behind my back. He smiled at me and stared at me. Then he stroked my face.
“You know, Mia, I love you so much, and I love you even more because you will be confused by life's decisions especially when you are angry, upset, confused, or going through something. You suddenly become impulsive and do not think correctly. If I'm the only one to follow, I'll give you what you want so that you won't get away from me. Maybe later you'll end up with someone else. You are unlikely to be taken advantage of because you easily decide when you're mad. But if you go back to your ex, it's ok with me, because it looks like he used to hold on to your foolishness.”
“You've been getting used to calling me to fool.”
“It's true, you just talked to your ex and now you made a fool of yourself. I'm sure you're confused by your conversation so that's why you're thinking like that.”
I become silent because I realized what he said. I stared at him and didn't know what to answer. Because what he told me seemed to be true.
"But even if you are a fool, I still love you," he said then turned around again and I was at the bottom again then he sat down. “How can I trust to leave you like that? If you thinking like that. Instead of wanting peace, I can only think of you.”
I looked at him in astonishment.
"Why are you going anywhere?"
He held out his hand to me so I stood up and sat down next to him.
"Uncle Pao needs someone to jail, just an additional rank of his boss." I frowned at what he said.
Does he say he will present to go to jail?
"What are you saying?" but he just smiled at my question. "Are you going to jail?"
He adjusted his seat and then leaned on the headboard of the bed.
"It's necessary, to make our boss stronger."
"Then, why you?" I ask.
"Why, you can go?" I looked at him so he signed peace. “Uncle Pao can't. Also, I will not allow Lax and others to be involved because they have families. Nothing will happen to me, I will just be arrested, I will not be reported and I will just pretend to be handcuffed. Another name will also be put on the record so that my real name will not be caught.”
Damn! is he really will go?
"How many days?"
“I'm not sure how many months, maybe a year. But it's ok, after three months I can go out at night. Then go back to jail in the morning. The longer it takes, the more convinced the local government is that someone has been caught.”
"Shall we meet every night?"
"No, I don't want you to get involved."
That is why this country is not progressing because of this stupidity. Those who are at the top are still telling lies to increase their position and do more money. Instead of being the ones to stop this kind of work, they are the ones who are making it worse. Finds an ally below and protects to lift them even further.
“Don't worry, after the Vicente festival, I will go. Who knows before I was imprisoned I would change my mind and I will allow you to rape me.”
“Asshole, no thanks, what if you get me pregnant. Pity my child if you can't get out right away.” He laughed out loud.
“I feel like I want to go to jail now. You are thinking nicely now.”
"If you stay inside, I'll get someone else to make me pregnant." He adjusted his seat and then pulled me.
"Just try and I'll kill your man -----" He stopped for a moment then smiled. "But if your ex is ok with me there is no problem."
He really trusts in Jr. and I don't know why. Maybe it's because they're both men so he knows what and how a man is serious. I'm still lucky somehow because I went to him and even though this ass is crazy, I know he loves me very much.
"What are you smiling about?" he asked then I just noticed that I was still smiling.
"I'm really lucky to have you."
"Tss, come and give me a hug." I approached him and lay on his chest. It feels so good to lean into the chest of the person you love and love you. Peaceful and quiet and you feel without any problems.