The Ferris wheel was running poorly and I just sat calmly while looking around into the distance. I smiled as I remembered the first time I rode here. I glanced at Jr. because he was with me then and I was so dizzy that I thought I was going to pass out that time. At that time I promised myself that I would never ride again which I actually did. But I can’t stand it now because I can’t say no to Dylan.
I laughed because of what I thought. This is the second time I have ridden the Ferris wheel. It’s funny to think that I’m still with Jr. even though he’s not next to me. I don't know what I feel but at the same time I am smiling at my thoughts.
"Hey, you're smiling like a fool again." Dylan is next to me so I looked at him and then at Jr. and then I looked back at him.
"I just didn't think of anything," I said then tightened my grip on his hand. Giving him the assurance that we are ok. I just to let him that I love him and I think only him. I saw that Jr. smiled when he looked at me. Then he smiled at Dylan as well. Do we think the same? Did he remember the day that I vomited and he was there for me?
Well, I guess yes, because that fucking scenario is unforgettable.
The Ferris wheel moved fast but not as dizzy as usual and I turned a blind eye. Because this time I had no reaction but just stared at Jr. I heard Dylan's scream and raised his hands like a happy child. He even held out his hand as he waved at the people outside.
As Dylan screamed, Jr. and I just looks at each other. I don’t know if he was surprised at my actions because I’m no longer afraid of the Ferris wheel. I also don’t know what’s wrong with him now because I can’t take my eyes off him. We keep staring at each other.
"Hey." I was just surprised when Dylan pushed me a little. Then I noticed that the Ferris wheel had stopped and I am not because my full attention was on Jr. I did not know if Dylan notice me but pretended he don't or he just don't care.
We went down first and Dylan still hadn’t let go of my hand. Until we got out and walked to the motorbike parking lot. When we arrive there he get up and on the engine.
"We will go home?" I asked him in surprise because I thought we stay here until midnight.
"Why don't you want to go home, are you enjoying yourself here?" There was an annoyance in his voice when he asked me. I feel that he is irritated.
"Maybe someone will come here, it's a waste of money if we can take it."
"It's a waste of money or a waste of the view?" I frowned at what he said.
"What are you saying?"
"Don't make me a fool like you, if you don't want to go home, then stay here. Stare at your ex until you got sore eyes.”
"Dylan something wrong?"
"Ask yourself."
He quickly started the motor and left while I was left standing so I just sighed and shook.
"Hey!" But he did not listen and left as quickly as he can.
"Is there any problem?" I was surprised when Jr. suddenly appeared behind me.
“Huh?"
"He left you, is he mad?"
"No, it's okay, he's just going somewhere so he's in a hurry.” Jr. nodded at what I said.
“You want to come with me, I'm going home too. My cousin didn't come with me because her boyfriend picked her up.”
I want to answer yes to him because I want to go home as well. But I want to talk to Dylan first. It's only now that he acted like that so I'm sure he's not ok. I know he's mad and I don't us to stay like this. I know he acted like that because of me. So I should go to him to check.
"No, I'll go with Dylan's house." I saw the sadness in his eyes.
"I'll bring you." He offers.
"It's okay, I can go."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes,"
"Mia ----" I waited for what he would say next.
"Do you have something to say?"
He stared at me and let out a deep sigh.
"Are you living together?" I could not immediately answer his question.
"What do you mean?"
"If you're already together as a couple?" I knew what he wanted to convey so I smiled.
"If we're already having sex?"
“Mia,”
“Whatever the answer to that question is, it is up to us. We love each other and that’s what’s important to us right now.”
"I'm sorry,"
"I'll go," I said then went to the cab parking to follow Dylan.
I went straight to the place he was renting but I couldn't reach him there. There is also no trace that he was there or that he came from there. I tried to call him but he did not answer. I just shook my head and on one hand, smiled. I'm sure the fool was jealous so he acted like that. I thought he wasn't affected by Jr. But based on how he acts he can't overcome his jealousy.
I tried to call our men as well as Lax to ask if Dylan had come there. But they all had the same answer ‘no Dylan went through them.’
I'm not worried because I know that even if he's crazy, he won't do anything to harm himself.
I was about to call Uncle Pao to ask when the door suddenly opened and Dylan entered. When he saw me he just looked at me then took a dress and entered the bathroom. When he got out he was already dressed for bed.
He sat down on the sofa and pulled out the table then arranged the paraphernalia for use.
It looks like he's in the mood. I did not talk to him and just look at him.
"Dylan," I called but he just looked at me and looked back at what he was doing. "Please talk to me."
"I have nothing to say."
"Why are you angry?"