He stopped what he was doing and looked at me badly. I really don't know what's happening to him. We were OK earlier and having fun, then suddenly he changed.
"Seriously, Mia, you don't know what happened?" He asked in disappointment. "Feeling innocent?" I don't know why, but after hearing what he said, my heart began to race. I secretly smiled in the back of my mind because I confirmed that he was indeed jealous.
"Is it because I was looking at Jr. earlier at the Ferris wheel?"
"No!" He answered angrily but calmly, and started to use it and ignore me. Well, I guess he is. After using it, he paused and gave me a quick look. "Because you're staring at him like you only saw him and no one is around."
"You told me that it is OK with you if the two of us are together. Why are you upset at this moment?" He laughed at my jokes, which irritated me.
“You are happy, huh? I had changed my mind when I saw you gazing intently at him earlier, it would have been okay." Then he used it again.
"You're jealous?" He didn't answer and finished what he was doing. When it was done, he crumpled up the paraphernalia and threw it in the trash. "Tell me you are."
"Yes, and because I'm jealous, you're not allowed to come near him." I smiled and then sat down next to him.
"It's like I want to throw a party, Dy. It's the first time you've been jealous of him since you found out he was my first love."
"Party your face." Dylan suddenly turned to me and hugged me tightly. “Let's go ahead and do what you want. I'm about to go to jail, and I might not be able to catch up when I leave.”
"Do you want a slap?"
“You told me you would give me your-----?"
"I changed my mind."
"It's too late." He tightened his grip even more.
"Stop it, Dy."
He laughed as he kissed me on the neck.
"One ..!" I shouted.
But he pushed his face deeper into my neck. Fuck! I was tickled by what she was doing, especially since his hand was squeezing my thigh.
"Enough, Dy." But that rebuke is already weak and somewhat accompanied by heavy breathing. I think a little more and I will be carried away by what he is doing. I can't help it. The way he kissed me, the way he touched me, made all my sensitive parts tingle.
His kiss went down to my collar bone, which made me tickle even more. I just held his head and waited for the next thing to happen. His hand moved up to my thigh and his lips went down to my chest. He kissed me and I already felt it. I am waiting for something.
"Dy," I muttered softly while holding his head.
"Easy to get," he laughed and said. Then he raised his head, then stood up and helped me stand up.
"Asshole," I said angrily while slapping his shoulder. I don’t know if it's because he called me easy to get or because I expected to go for more. He suddenly pulled me closer and held me in the face.
“But I'm not kidding, Mia. Don't talk to him anymore because I'm really jealous and I'm really afraid of losing you. Especially now that I’ve confirmed that you still have feelings for him. I love you, Mia, and you know that. Based on what I've seen in your actions, I know you still love him.
I sighed, then took his hand and placed his two palms on my cheek. I smile at him and kiss him.
"I will prove to you that I love you and only you." Then I took off my top dress and my bra was exposed in front of him. "Claim me."
“Mia,”
"We're at the right age, Dy. I won't regret it because I love you."
He smiled at me and took my clothes and covered them in front of me.
"This is not the way I want you to prove to me that you love me."
"Dy,"
“You know what I want to happen? That you will wait for me until I get out.” I cried because of what he said. He still respects me to this day. I am willing to offer myself to him to prove my love. But he voluntarily refuses because my honor is more important to him.
"Don't worry, Dy, I promise I won't go near him again. I am yours now, and I will still choose you. I will prove it to you. I will wait for you.”
"I'm scared, Mia, I'm scared I'll just wake up one day and you're no longer mine and you don't love me anymore." His grip on my hand tightened even more. "That maybe one day someone else will hold you and I won't be able to get you back."
"That won't happen. No matter what happens, my love for you will remain."
"I love you so much, Mia, and I trust you."
“I love you too, and I promise I will wait for you until you get out. I'm just here for you. "
I kissed him on the lips and he reciprocated. How could I just lose my love for the person who stayed by my side when I was weak. He strengthened me in the wrong way, but there is no denying that he did not leave me.
How can I lose in my heart the person who built me up during times when I was devastated. The person who respects my femininity and my well-being takes precedence over his own happiness.