I couldn't get in touch with Adams no matter what I tried. Yuna was the one who assisted me in getting out of the building. Adams stated that whatever we do would only be known by us, but why? What caused this to happen? Yuna is the one seeking a cab to drive me to her place, so I'll stay there. Even if I don't want to bother her, it's impossible since I know I don't have the mental fortitude to think. When I got in the cab, she returned to the building, leaving me dumbfounded until my phone rang.
I quickly answered the phone, assuming it was Adams, but when I found out who was on the other end of the line, I was even more out of breath because of what he said. I don't want to accept what he's saying, but if that's the case, what else might Adams' rationale be?
"You now know that blood is still heavier for women like you. Boys come first, then hoes." That's what he said before hanging up the phone. My chest hurts more and more as the pattern continues, but the person I anticipated to contact is nowhere to be found. There is no mention of what occurred. I'm alright even if it's simply his excuse.
I switched off my phone so I couldn't hear what Derek was saying since I wouldn't trust anyone unless I heard Adams’ reason or explanation. When I realized where I was headed, I touched the driver and sniffed as I told him where he was taking me. I urged him to take me first to Adams' place. I gave him the address.
I made him leave because I spotted Adams' car and knew he was inside. He did not leave, thus I am still unable to see him in the workplace. I started going towards the gate after watching the cab leave. The guard peered at me as I walked, which he had never done before. My tears had dried, so it wasn't as noticeable. He was scratching his head and appeared uncomfortable to speak what he wanted to say as he moved closer to me. My brows met, and I inquired.
"Is Adams still there?" My query was not hostile, but it did have a tinge of displeasure about it.
"Yes, Miss Zoe, but there is a small concern." He couldn't look at me, so I was worried about what he was about to say. I still can't get rid of my repulsed expression, so perhaps he won't be able to finish what he's saying. He couldn't stop himself from uttering what he wanted to say when I didn't move and simply waited for him to say it. "The issue is, ma'am Zoe, I'm not permitted to let you in because that's Sir Adams' instruction," he said, then he pulled out my baggage, which I believe had previously been taken out.
I was taken aback by what he said, and tears welled up in the corners of my eyes when I saw my stuff that Adonis had cleaned that I had no idea he had. Is he truly that mad with me that he did these things to me? He showed me things that I believed were permanent, but then he did that to me, leaving an even deeper gap in my heart. I believe what he did was far more agonizing than the stabbing with the knife since I could feel the pressure of each wound and was just numb.
I raised my head to block the tears from streaming into my eyes. I didn't show the guard that I was really affected by what Adams had done to me. I gathered my stuff and said farewell to him. I never turned to his house, and I don't think I should go back. He did it now after his cousin destroyed me. I am like a book that opened for him to read, but in my tale, he is the filthy filth.
Even when I arrived at Yuna's house, I still seemed lost and didn't know where to go. I don't know where I should go. I lost the home that he once trained me in. I turned on my phone again but there was no message from him and what I feared had finally arrived. While looking at the message it was only from my workmates who just really wanted to know the real story so I didn't look at those but the more message was from Derek who seemed to have no intention of stopping so I read one of the messages.
"Now that you and Adams are no longer together, why don't you just come back to me, we were happy before, weren't we?"
He simply raised the fire in my mind as a reaction to that message, so I replied to him right away.
"We were happy back then, but you destroyed that happiness."
He answered less than a minute later, but I hadn't read it yet and had just dropped my body on the bed. Noon handicap, yet my body already feels heavy, and I just want to sleep. I closed my eyes and tried to recall what had unfolded.
Until I realized that I had fallen asleep. I woke up with a soft lip. When I opened my eyes I saw Adams ’studio room, when I looked at him with sleepy eyes he was smiling at me. He kissed me on the nose and returned to my lips. He inserted his tongue into my mouth and I couldn’t stop moaning as he inserted his hand inside my dress.
“Ahh..!”
He was just gazing at my face like I was doing the erotic face, so I simply swallowed the groans that were pouring out of my lips. I shoved him when I couldn't take it any longer because I still can't forget what happened earlier. However, as I rubbed my eyes, he vanished from view. Adams had disappeared from the room by the time I opened my eyes.
Until I just woke up.