Megan's POV
The mind was kept sane by stability. It imparts a feeling of normalcy and empowers the mind to reason and distinguish between good and evil. What gives a person a feeling of stability is the right environment and upbringing. I was unable to participate in it.
My whole life, I've been told lies. I had just learned of an unpleasant discovery. My father is really my uncle, not my father. My biological father, who is also my genuine father, is still alive. The fact that I am a killer and have killed innocent people, including my own mother, did not alter as a result of this, however.
Despite all of this, I was able to maintain at least a modicum of my sanity. I'm nowhere close to being normal or what society would consider flawless, but I'm still here. I was still clinging to the things I would need to live for years in the wilderness by myself with no one to rely on.
I'm once again blending back into society rather than fighting it. I've been welcomed into my pack, which is now. I have learned to adapt to them and learn their ways of life during the months that I have lived here.
I met someone who has grown to be quite significant to me along the journey. He has developed into a reliable and trustworthy person for me. That guy, my partner, has developed into someone I adore. I overcame all of the difficulties and abuse to find my true love and other half in life. the one who, by rescuing me from my own thinking, my history, and myself, helps me to maintain my sanity.
"What are you devoting so much thought to?" I was pulled up into a sculpted and naked chest by two powerful arms that were around my waist. "Why are you all the way out here?" he murmured, brushing his lips against my ear.
I murmured, tying my fingers around his, "I've never been out here before. The towering evergreen began to become darker as the sun's brilliant beams began to set. The white, fluffy clouds were tinted by purple and pink streaks in the sky. I never once bothered to come out here when I was in his room or our room.
I said, lying back against him, "It's so beautiful out here." He moved and placed his chin on the top of my head after kissing the back of my neck.
"Mhmm." His heart thudded. I just had your best interests in mind. I didn't bother to answer, just gave him a little more of a silent thank you for all he had ever done for me.
He gripped my hips, swung me around to face him, and rubbed his cheek against my hair. He put his forehead on mine and poked me in the nose. What have you been pondering? He asked me once more.
I said something, "Things," and then corrected myself. "Family. You."
'My family and I'? He gave me a brilliant gleam in his eyes as he stared at me.
Yes, I questioned, "Yeah?"
I said, "Come on inside." My hand was pulled by him. It's getting chilly outside. He was correct; the early evening was being contaminated by the cold. Even though it was Spring, the evenings became a little chilly.
He hoisted me up till my legs were around his waist by bending down, and grabbing my thighs, which caused me to yell. He eased us both onto the bed after pulling back the blankets, and I turned over so we could lie face to face. He caressed my face with his long, soft fingers and tucked a hair behind my ear.
"What's all this about family?" He questioned while swiping his thumb across my face.
"I just realized how alone I am. My family members separated me from the rest of them and mistreated me. It seems as if my family has completely disappeared. To them, I don't even exist. He snatched me up into his arms, snuggled my head into his neck, and started massaging my back.
had before I had met you, I always thought of you as my family. So do my parents. You will always be regarded as a member of our family.
"Really?"
"Sure, that. You were always a part of us; we simply weren't aware of it.
I said, "Thank you."
For a time, we lay there in quiet, soaking in the consolation we were receiving from one another. His hand kept tracing the curves of his muscles while mine touched the back of his head and hair. When his flesh touched mine, it heated me up and caused tingles to go through my body.
"Have you considered starting a family with me?" I stopped what I was doing and looked up at him when he abruptly inquired.
Sincerely, I haven't given it any consideration. My future, particularly with him, hadn't even entered my head since I was so preoccupied with everything else going on. I was concerned that he might damage me or give me a cause to leave and never return.
Do you believe you would ever want to? His eyes had a brilliant glimmer of optimism together with a troubled look. I hadn't even given thought to having children. I couldn't even consider raising and caring for another creature since I was too busy trying to keep myself alive.
I honestly said, "I suppose that someday I would want to. "I don't want children, but I haven't really thought about it yet."
I appreciate you telling me the truth, he said. Just so you know, I have given it some consideration. His intense gaze on my face caused my heart to pound in my ears.
He said, "I love kids." And if I had them with you, I would love them much more.
You know, you're incredibly adorable.
I saw spoiling a little princess and having boys to play with and educate.
How many children are you having? A bit apprehensive about the response, I questioned.
I simply want the one or whatever many you're prepared to offer me, not anymore. He murmured as he gave me a scorching, slender kiss.