She's gone with him and I'm not going to lie, I'm devastated to see that she's gone with another and a sense of loss. And why did I let it happen?
He already has plans ready and one of them was to take it away from me not only, from my life, but from work as well. I knew what he wanted. And he was doing it because I'm such an idiot. I got carried away by all that. And even without remembering every word of the past, of everything that has happened between the two of us, I have great memories of our moments. From the moments we went to the park, and tried to remind me, remind me that she is the love of my life. When she held my hand under the rain, we both there waiting for the cab, she shook her head and said:
"Did you know this had already happened?"
Is it because I couldn't remember all that? And when I was sick, she was by my side supported me in the bridal venture. She helped me choose every color, every stone for every dress, for every bride. And I let all this be over. Why is that? Because I'm a big jerk.
I want you back, Valentina.
Drinking my best whiskey and reminiscing about every detail of my Valentina. I was suffering, bitter and felt a sadness beating on my chest. I needed her. But she didn't want to, and I let her go. I preferred to believe in lies and be proud.
I closed my eyes sitting in the armchair filling my face and with rejected pain.
And when she got all wet, she loved to bathe in the rain, and I kept saying:
"You can't stay showering in the rain, you'll get sick." She said with the mischievous face, and I was already in love and did not know.
"it's wonderful to wash your soul under the rain, you forget everything."
Our dinners at this table, our conversations, our fights, all of this reminds me of moments we lived and how I wanted to remember the moments that were forgotten. But those moments already make me realize that she's the woman I love. The bell rang, I got up crested, shirtless, my pants half open, the glass of whiskey in my hand, and deep down, I was hoping it would be her to get something and if it was, I wouldn't let her go. I totally lost my mind. When I opened the door, it was Cecilia, I couldn't believe it.
"Really Cecilia, what do you want around here?
"Enzo, I knew you were doing something crazy, I called you and you don't answer me, what's going on? She's in with everything.
"I want to be alone; you'd better go.
"No, Enzo, please let me stay, I'll be quiet on your side, I promise I won't make any noise. But let me stay.
"I don't want to talk; I want you to leave. I want you to get out of here, Cecilia, get out of here. I went out pushing her out the door, pushed her out of my apartment and I slammed the door, I stood behind the door. "Leave me alone.
My body fell to the ground, and I cried, distressed, I didn't know what to do. I took the bottle of whiskey in my hand, the glass turned and when I pass the door of the room to go to the hallway going to the rooms I slip into some liquid and hear the noise of the glass to the floor and my body stretched.
I put my hand on my head, my phone hurt, still falling on my side, I passed my hand, I shook the first number that appeared, and I didn't see anything else.
Hours later, I woke up in the hospital, with a tremendous headache, I put my hand on my forehead, I put my hand in my hair, I take a deep breath, looking everywhere. My eyes open, I feel burning, and I see I was in the hospital.
And when I open my eyes I see my grandmother, my mother on the other side crying. I took a deep breath, still stunned by everything and all I think about is her.
"Where's Valentina? Sighing with pain. "Where's Valentina, Grandma? I want to see Valentina and why isn't she here, Grandma?
She put her hand on my hair and said, scared to see me in that bed and I was trying to figure out what happened.
"Calm my son, but you called me and didn't say anything, and I sent the police to your apartment. How can you get your face up and pass out like that?
"I want to see Valentina.
"But you split up with her, you got divorced, you forgot?
"No, Grandma, no, I didn't do that, no. It's a lie, tell me it's a lie. I was in denial, I try to get up and my head is dizzy and I fall back into bed. "No, I didn't do it, I lost my mind.
"You divorced her a few days ago. Have you forgotten?
"Call Valentina, I need to talk to her.
"Easy, my son, you can't stay like this.
I took another sedative after waking up scared of everything and yet the news made me more nervous. I don't even know how long I fell asleep. But when I woke up, there was no one in my room and I looked again at the window and the rain was beating and I remembered Valentina.
The smiling face tell me she loved the rain. And that the rain made her bring good things. I looked at my cell phone at the head of the bed and I still took a deep breath. I sat down and I had to talk to her, but he started playing non-stop and I look and take a deep breath.
And building up the courage to answer and I saw that number, I knew something had happened. And when I answered, he said:
" Enzo, glad you've woke up and I hear you've regained your memory and that now you're the old Enzo. And full of grace my partner thinks. " Congratulations and welcome to reality.
"As soon as I'm discharged, we can set up the meeting.
"I'm calling because I want to terminate the contract with you. I don't want to continue with the partnership.
What do you mean? I don't get it.
"I'm undoing the partnership.
I was all screwed up, the whole body adore, my head is exploding, and now this one's lost society, I put my hand on my head and I try to get up. Everything's going wrong, I lost society, Valentina, divorced, screwed up and bitter, I didn't believe it. Full of doubts and fears of what I'll do from now on. I keep looking for answers to talk to Valentina and I see that I was screwed and alone. When my phone rang again, and I can't believe what I was seeing it again and thought I wouldn't have any more worries for today. I sit on the bed.
"I had to turn off an unforeseen event. He seemed nervous. "But I want to make it very clear to you Enzo, that I already knew about your marriage, that you hired Valentina to be your wife, for you to win the spot of yours that was missing in the company, I know all this. But you know what I thought was most absurd? Your disrespect for her, taking her friend into the company, rubbing her in Valentina's face and not telling everyone that she was his wife. He started saying a lot and not letting me answer. — That's when I suspected something was wrong in your marriage, because if you were really married to her with love, and she had been chosen to be your real wife, you introduced her to the world and you just shut up, you proved to be a terrible man. And tell me how a bad man is going to be a great businessman? He's got me a car.
"Impossible you don't find? That's why I found out the whole truth, but I wish you good luck Enzo Moretti.
I couldn't believe it, I just stood there listening to all that and not understanding anything and accepting that I lost. And worst of all, he hung up on me without letting me explain everything. But he was right... but all that made me angry, angry at me for being a donkey, with everything that was happening to me when the door opened. I full of,
hope, thinking it was Valentina, and it was Cecilia, and I shook my head angrily, sitting on the bed, still looking at the phone, after learning the bad news. She said:
Enzo, my love , I was worried about you, I don't believe, what happened? God, if I'd known, I would have stayed with you yesterday. Look at me, Enzo, are you okay? Let me see how you're doing.
She put her hand on my hair and I said, taking out her hands.
"Take your hands off me, I don't want you to touch me, and I don't want you to hear you. You think I don't know, Cecilia, what did you do? I push her out. "I want you to disappear from here I don't want to look at you anymore, nor talk to you. I know everything you've done.
"No, Enzo, we're boyfriend and girlfriend, you forgot, you gave up everything to be with me.
"You said well, I gave up everything to keep your lies and not with you, because you lied to me from the first moment. You should have told the truth out of here, Cecilia.
She was outraged like I was the wrong one and she was right. I kept looking in her face scared, and I wanted to hit her. The door opens and my mom comes in with my grandmother and they get scared looking and I start screaming.
"I'm glad you're here. So, you see who this Cecilia is, the Nora you love so much, Mom. I didn't stop I was angry about everything and after my memory came back the pains were worse.— She ran me over, she set me up to separate me from Valentina, she did all this, she pushed Valentina, she did all the evil. That's the Nora you want for yourself, isn't it, Mom? I've been holding on to that angry bed with her. I don't want to hear you, Cecilia, I don't want to talk to you.
"No, Enzo, I didn't do any of that, you're confused.
No, I’m not. My grandmother started screaming. "You are a viper, we know everything. I know everything you did against Valentina, or everything you did against Enzo. I don't believe how mean you can be, how malicious you can be. You're worthless, Cecilia and you're gone,
hence.
"Look Cecilia, I want you to walk out that door and never look at me again, but for all that your family represents my family, I will leave this matter quiet, but never come near me again, because I no longer want to talk to you, nor hear your voice. That's the truth, so out of my life, out.
"No, Enzo, please don't do this. I don't remember any of that. None of this happened, it's not possible.
"Oh, don't be cynical, Cecilia. It's all true, you're cynical. My grandmother used to say it and my mother kept quiet listening to everything and trying to accept that she was deceived by her. My grandmother walked in the middle and said to her. Now you're coming up with this forgetfulness thing? It's pretty much your covert face to forget.
"No, Grandma, it's nothing like that. She said she was trying to touch my grandmother that she took her hand and pushed her. "Grandma sucks, I'm not your grandmother, and I never have been. I never liked you. You better get out the door and get out of here, because if you don't, you're going to get slapped. I'm going to kick your ass.
"Enough, let her go. I don't want to talk to you anymore. It's all over. Enough of this, on this subject, I don't want to argue anymore. "I didn't do anything, Enzo. That's not exactly how it happened. It's not like that. You can't do this to me after all we've lived.
"What we lived, Cecilia, was passed on. And I remembered everything. And I won't forget every word you've said to me, every single thing you've put me through, me and Valentina. Then you'd better go.
She came out and knocked on the door, didn't say anything else. Like she's still right and I'm the wrong one. That's what I saw in her eyes, but I didn't want to know anymore. I just wanted to find Valentina.
" Enough, it's over... now it's the beginning of a new life.
And yet distressed, waiting for answers and news from Valentina. At that moment I closed my eyes and I remembered everything we spent together, our moments, our wedding, our first night, the kiss, the amusement park. And I tried to talk to her, I picked up my phone, I tried to talk to her, I couldn't, she wouldn't answer, she just gave her the message box, the phone was off. I got desperate, my grandmother next to me, and she said:
"Calm Enzo, you need to talk to her, you have to understand each other.
"I don't know what I'm going to do anymore, she won't answer me, she doesn't want to talk to me, I need to see if I need her. I
I close my eyes and remember what I said to her, my head throbbing.
"It is not worthy to wear anything drawn by me and
only Cecilia."
I put my hands in my hair and try to forget and
it was all coming back like a volcano.
"I don't know who you are and if I forgot you and, because means nothing to me."
"She's the woman I love, and I've waited my whole life."
I'm in a lot of desperation remembering everything I told Valentina and I even took Cecilia to the company and rubbed it in her face. My partner was right I was an idiot not to introduce her as my wife.
I can't lose her. I'll pick up the phone and call,
for my brother, it was the only thing I could do. "Henry, for God's sake, see if you can talk to Valentina, I can't talk to her, I can't hear from her, do something, damn it!
" She doesn't want to know anymore, Enzo and Carol said that she's living her life.
"Talk to your girlfriend, aren't you dating Carol? I know you're getting Carol.
"Please Enzo, don't put me in your rolls.
"For God's sake, try to talk to Valentina, look, I need her back.
"I'll see what I can do, I'll
Talk to Carol, but I don't know if she's going to want to talk to you. He'd talk to me and still laugh in my face. "He's back to being the big Enzo.
"I need Valentina back in my life.