You are a liar, you are a monster. You said I'm a helper in your house and what you done with me. You kept me in the room. You monster."
" Yes! I lock you inside the room and there was a reason behind it and if you are ready to listen to it then I will leave you for a moment."
" I don't want to listen anything from you. Please just gets off from me."
" Okay sure but remember there is a peril waiting for you out of this house."
" What do you mean? Tell me what exactly running through your mind? "
" You have to relax for a moment then I will tell you everything."
" Okay, sure."
I leave her hand and took a few steps backward. She was scared a little bit but I have to know what is on her mind.
She fix her hair and looked towards me, " NOW TELL ME?"
"I want to tell you that last day there was a group of werewolves and vampires who were looking for you."
" WHAT RUBBISH..."
" This is true a group of werewolves tried to attack me at the country club, can you tell me about them."
" How would I know? Tell me. I don't know who they are. I have no idea."
" Tell me then why they are looking for you."
" How would I know?"
"Then why are you asking me the reason that I locked you? I tried to save you from them but you are just blaming me. "
"Oh s you think I will believe in you ?"
" Don't believe me. I'm not here to please you that please believe me Aisling it's all about you. I was trying to protect you. If you do not want to believe then your job is done here."
I thought that maybe I can tackle her this way. I was thinking that may I will confirm him. The anger in her eyes showed the scared child within, the girl who was taught to fight and starved of the love she craved. I could see the pain beneath it and her soul drowning in this persona she'd carved to fit a world of indifference. But I can't help someone like that, not unless the tears come and they realize what's going on. And I can't fight it, I won't, it takes such a toll on me to do so. The best I can offer her is a void, to let her shadow box until she does something but now I can see she was relaxing like a ocean.
I gaze over her face and tried to say something but she was intrepid.
" I don't know who are you are or what actually running in your mind but right now I want to know the mystery behind that group who is looking for me."
" So what do you need?"
" I don't need anything I just want to live here for some time and when I saw myself as a steady condition."
" But you can live here as a servant I can pay you. "
"Sure..."
I moved out of her room and thought that maybe it is my decision that will hurt her but as an alpha warrior, I have to understand the situation until I think that thinking about her.
I walked to my room where Cleo was already sleeping on my bed. I straight went to the bathroom to fresh.
I love the hot water. I love washing. It's a meditation of sorts combined with a boost for my senses. Showers are my mood elevator, taking me higher. Taking a shower reassures my senses with its water-hug, warm and cozy. I want some time to understand the depth of the situation.
I have to relax till I think from the start. I want to know what exactly she will do for me. Maybe my plan will work.
AISLING ( POV )
The mystery man, the warm empathic hater and villain of my future will come when the time is right for us both. He will come when I have succeeded in becoming the warm empathic lover he needs what I don't which is a mystery that I hate it.
I don't want in my entire life, I don't want to see and what to think? what he said was out of the sense I can't get what happened to me.
Is it true or he is covering up what he says? but why he kept me in the room? Maybe he wants to protect me? and why he was talking about a werewolf group? Why they are looking for me when I don't have anything? Maybe he is laying? Or maybe he is laying about a werewolf? But what will happen if it will be true? Ohhh my mind is bowling up, I can't think about anything more. He is a mysterious man, who came from another world.
He is rude and unpredictable which is the most mysterious thing. When I think of all the qualities the mystery man of my future will have, I know I must be capable of the same. Relationships are like two strong pillars that stand straight and tall, only ever leaning on one another in times of hardship like mine and my azelaic relationship.
Sometimes it is healthier o think of a future relationship as with a "mystery man," rather than with anyone you currently know. For me, it helps as a coping mechanism with uncertainty. I can have hope that someone good will come without the complications of other anxieties.
Aisling, if you work with the universe, if you learn all the lessons it asks you to learn to become the best possible version of self then it can bring you a partner who has done the same. That's your best future and theirs. So keep working on it and the mystery man will come through the luck of the universe, I don't see him.
I went downstairs to find him but I was his servant lady was dusty on the sofa which was obvious.
I was taking small steps so nobody heard that I'm coming but how it is possible when everyone here is a wolf.
she looked at me with strange eyes, why everyone here is mysterious? This house, rooms, and their wolves are strange.
I passed smile to her ;" Sorry! I was asking for work. What do I do? Can I clean the kitchen?"
This expressionless werewolf is a headache for me, why she can't behave like a normal wolfs.I was thinking how rude they are?
I have been going steady for many seasons now, steady in our hearts and souls, sailing quietly onward as ships together upon calm seas, sails always filled by onward breeze. So, as we love one another so much, as we can only see a future together, can we agree that the time has come to settle down, to accept that our stories are forever weaved.
I can settle down when my soul is settled to my own self, when I can find the peace in each given moment and find a quiet, almost shy, happiness. Only then, when I am enough for myself, can romance truly workout. How else can you ever expect to support your lover in times of need if you cannot stand upon your own feet?
I need to understand what actually world wants from me? this world is new for me and it is mine duty to adjust myself in it.
I tried to talk with her instead watching her. I moved to her and generously asked
" can you tell me what I should do? actually I'm also here for the work. "
" This work is not for you. "
" What do you mean? he hired me for the work and could you please tell me what is my work? "
" He will tell you your work but right now I'm not supposed to tell you anything. "
" What rubbish? "
I gaze over her face she was quite strange. I don't understand why anyone here don't give me proper answer of the question.
I thought it is enough, I can't stay here anymore. I want to go.
I was standing in the drawing room which was ending to the house exit door.
I moved in rush towards it.... azalaic
Let us settle down. For you own a part of my soul as I own a part of yours. That was settled the moment we met, the transfer happening by divine hand. I love you. I can live without you. Yet every day there would be that pain of a piece missing, the piece God gave to you. It is a loss of part of the self, yet the greatest victory there can be. We won this spiritual lottery. We are free and bound. That is the way real love is. The bond forms and then we learn how to treat one another well, to bring happiness and health, to nurture and be strong in all weathers, protective and kind.