AISLING ( POV )
There is an chance for me that he don't have any doubt. I looked to him while he walked out. There is a glimpse of white car which I see from far away.
I don't understand why he is freak out on me? may be he is in stress? or may be he gets a hint that I was in his room. It was so much confusing. I thought may be done something wrong that's why he rushed out.
" Ohhh Aisling you are never going to fix anything you are just a trouble making girl who always be in a trouble. "
I walked upstairs after he leaves the house, his servent was looking forward to me. I was thinking how annoying she is ? I don't see a wolf like her who is that much annoying. Why she always stair me like I'm doing wrong.
I went to my room and jumped over the bed, there was nothing to do here. I don't understand why I'm here? why I'm living here? I was working here for him and his so called servent are giving me attitude.
Asiling just be strong everything will be solve out.
I was laying over my bed and playing with hairs, I was in my deep imagination. This flashback of my past was coming in front of me, how he leave me? why he left me in the pain?
FLASHBACK:
I walk down the street feeling rough cracks through thin soles, the wind moving as if I weren’t there at all, as if I were a ghost and nothing more. Through closed windows comes a jangle of tunes, all of them with as much flow as ice. And all at once the air is water and I’m drowning in this sea of indifference, desperate to swim up beyond cloudy skies to the stars above. After he leaves me I'm feeling empty.
One thing came in my way that why he suddenly leave me? I have done a mistake or it was my own Destiny? Am I the weak omega that's why he leave me? is our bond was that much weak that he leave me without giving me reason.
I was in the jungle looking all around. The rain drops were falling down over my face. I down my head and looked towards the ground. There was a group of ants which was carry a double size sweet pie. My tears fall over them.
I took few steps back and tried to see there reaction. They slowly too the pieces and cry it to there main hole.
I thought may be life is giving me a lesson that may be sometime, we have to leave things behind. I have to move on insist of finding him.
My mate leave me without giving me proper reason which was quite unfair. I don't known what happened with him and wether he find someone else as his mate or not but things can be go according to my wells that may be I should have to understand it.
It is time for me to leave, for good. What was going on inside of you at that time was difficult, from the way you behaved it must have been painful. Yet there are times we must protect the self, protect our own hearts and souls if the damage from a friend is too much. I wanted to walk with you through any and every storm, but it was akin to trying to hold a toddler who scratched and bit for years whilst alone.
As he was the only one who gave me abandoned happiness but when he left there was only memories left for me which I never thought that I could live with this only.
As an weak omega I can't live here anymore, I known this was a hard decision but I have to find him or leave this place. I walked in the jungle yelling his name and how is it possible that I can get him back when he don't left any letter or clue for me.
I hauling his name everywhere but I don't receive any answer which was not less than a nightmare for me. I took deep breath, and stopped at one point.
I pushes the bushes away from my way, it was so hard to imagine life without him.
I said to myself, I'm leaving with joy and a healed heart, because to this point, I've always done my best to love everyone and do what is right. Naturally, I failed a lot, we all do. But I was actually doing my best to make good choices for myself and others. So that this phase is coming to a close, that moving on is in easy sight, I feel okay. Change is a challenge, yet when seen in the right light, a blessing too.
Suddenly I head some creepy voice which was coming out from the Bushes. I feel afraid for a moment, suddenly I heard steps voice I thought may he is azalaic.
I screamed his name for he can reply me;
" Azalaic? where are you."
In a blink of eye a men wearing black fully covered clothes came out holding a letter. He looked to me.
He was fully covered that I could not seen his face, I tried to took few step back as a defence but than I heard his voice;
" Who are you?"
" I'm Aisling!.."
" What are you doing here? It is not safe for you Aisling this place is dangerous and for a weak omega it is more."
" how you known that I'm omega ? tell me how you known that?"
" In this place there is no hidden thing for me? I known wether you are alpha or Omega I can smell everything."
" please can you tell me who you are and what the hell you are saying to me? What is in your mind? "
" there is nothing to be panic Asiling. "
" There is a panic moment you even known you and you already known me. "
He handover tried to give me letter which was most scary moment for me. "
he noticed that I'm scared, my whole body was trembling and I looked to him with helpless sight.
" There are times when it is wise to let the feeling of fear educate you. There are times when you can see that the fear is without foundation and should crumble into the sea. Which is this? What does your intuition say? You can be strong like your mate azalaic and you can be coward like your father, who was scared to your birth. He thought may be you can easily spoil his reputation among the Alpha community. "
I was went into shock, another shocking moment for me, his words hit me like a bullet, am I meet with some kind of ghost or he is real. My brain stutters for a moment and my eyes take in more light than I expected, every part of me goes on pause while my thoughts catch up. After a wash of cold I step from the shadows, feeling a new warmth to the day my whole body was into a pause like I meet with a ghost but I know. he is not a ghost . I place one hand on the letter so I can get it from his hand.
I can feel his body temperature from away. It was a kind of moment for me when I thought I'm in a big trouble.
" Who are You? " I asked gently so he don't feel like I'm in the attacking position.
" I'm from you but not in your gene."
He handover me letter and disappeared. It was a kind of moment when I thought I am dreaming. I felt down on the ground with shock that how can he disappeared.
NEXT DAY:
I opened my eyes in my house, the light of the sun direct strike over my face and it was so much irritating. I want to sleep azelaic please trun the cartons.
After few minutes his missing moment hit in my mind and I jumped out from my bed. I trun the cartons and looked everywhere.
Suddenly one vision of last night came in front of me. I thought may be it could be
more dramatic than I thought. I was last night in the jungle finding azalaic but what happened to me ? who carry me here? ohhh that black cloth men. I remember he was talking to me and giving me full time warning that he must be knew me.
I gaze over my side table and I saw that red envelope which shocked me.
" OhH no he carry me here? how is it possible? I don't known why it happened with me? I don't know who he was?"
I saw the red envelope which scared me, I known he was not an ordinary men. He was something else.
I can say that it was my fear, I can see this red letter as a warning to leave this place as soon as possible otherwise I will be in mess which nobody will help me.
I gaze back, Fear is a dark presence on the edge of my vision. It is like a spot of blackness that hides in the corner of my eye. I turn to look at it, but when I look at it directly, it disappears.
Sweat dripped from my brow as i watched the letter, I saw the shadows of the creature falling toward me
Dark, like a spot on the periphery of my vision like I saw him.
I screamed out and opened my eyes.
CONTINUE;
I heard someone knocked my room door, I thought may be he came. I quickly went towards it and opened the door. I saw cleo was there.
" Hello?"
" Hayeee how are you?"
" I'm good how are you."'
" You can see I'm fine but what are you doing here? "
" Actually I'm trying to say you something that archard told me take you from here. "
" Archard?"
" Yes archard? I think you don't known his name. "
" Yes I really don't known his name actually he never told me his name which is quite surprising. "
" Haha as I can say he is quite annoying but you are annoying more than him. Actually we have to hurry up we have to leave this place as soon as possible. "
" But why what is wrong with this place. "
" Actually this place is not save for you that's why we are leaving it. You see you face attack here and archard is saying that it is not safe anymore. "
" yeah he is right. You known what they hit me really badly. "
" I think we have to hurry up. Take your clothes and all stuff which you needed. "
" okay sure. "
" I'm sending marry to help you out. "
" Please don't send her here. she is a annoying person. she always stair me like I'm a alien. "
" Don't worry she is a good person who helped all of us. "
He went down while I start packing my stuffs. I took my dresses out from the cupboard and out in the bag which was hanging. I unzip the bag and saw the red envelope again. How can I dare to open it . I can't open it.
I was not opening it since from six months. I don't know what to do with it but I have to understand it.
Why he gave me this letter? what is the secret behind it? should I have to open it or I just keep myself out from it? may be they attack on me? may be they are following me? I have to Known wether they are threat or not.