Leah's Point of View
I was still looking at Amoux because of his angry look at me. I could hear the loud shouting of people near him, but it was as if he wanted to stab me because of his dark eyes. What did I do wrong to make him mad like this? After all, I should be the one who is angry with him because he treats me like a toy.
I feel like a doll because he can grab me whenever he wants to play.
"Leah, please, help him!" Anaya shouted.
Why do I need to heal him? Can the medicine kit go to him? I don't need to use my healing powers because that won't kill him! Lycans also have healing abilities, so why me?
I held back my irritation as I walked toward Amoux. I took the knife he was holding. I saw the tension in his jaw as if he was still the victim, even though it should be me.
"Get the medicine kit, please," I begged Damon. He glanced at Amoux first before nodding to follow me.
Damon dumbfounded me because if he wanted Amoux not to be well, then he shouldn't have followed me, but there was concern on his face. Does that mean Amoux is the only problem? Damon is okay with him, yes, Damon has some nastiness, but I feel that he is a good person.
'Take another look at him, Leah!' My eyes widened as Amoux's mind linked me.
I tasted the bitterness on my tongue even more because he couldn't say that in front of many observers. He always thought he was the heir! The only thing that matters to him is the crown. Funny.
'It's your fault, Leah!' Amoux said again in my mind, but I didn't speak.
Why is he blaming me because after all, I should be the one to blame him! I'm the one who always gets hurt. I'm the one who gets played with. I'm just stupid because I let him use me. Perhaps, he thought I was easy to get!
'Speak up! Talk to me,' said Amoux angrily. But I ignored it even more.
Damon hurriedly gave me the medicine kit and then took the things I needed.
"Why are you using that? You have a healing ability!" Anaya shouted.
I took a deep breath because why would I use my ability if Amoux meant to hurt himself? He won't die from his wound! And it should be healed now because Lycans and wolves could recover faster.
"I have, yes, but Amoux will not die from his wound. Have you forgotten that he can also heal his wounds? The healing ability of Lycans is also fast," I answered her with a cold expression.
Anaya slowly nodded and then headed. Of course, she knew that; she was just worried about her mate. I can understand why she reacted that way. If I were in her position, I might scream out of worry. I felt even more jealous of her.
"I'm sorry, Leah," Anaya whispered to me. I just smiled at her.
"I understand why you reacted that way. She's your mate, so you're worried, because if something bad happens to my mate, I might worry too much," I glanced at Amoux because I saw him frowning at me. Isn't he afraid that the Lycan might be surprised if he stares at me so much?
He was too vulgar to stare that I didn't like it anymore. Does he want me to perish? Because I don't want to because I have so much more to do. I'm looking for the leaf I need, so I can't be kicked out of the Nightwalker pack.
'Why aren't you talking to me?' Amoux barked using the mind-link again. I was just overwhelmed by what he said.
Why is he affected by me not talking to him? Is he afraid he might be unable to touch me whenever he wants?
I didn't even speak, but his handsome face became even fiercer. I walked towards Damon, who seemed to be waiting for me. He immediately put his arms around me and smiled as if his smile lifted a weight off my chest.
"Leah, thank you for treating my son," I was surprised when the Luna suddenly approached me. His husband just looked at me with a frown.
"I think it's good decision that I should teach Anaya how to treat him, so she knows what to do when Amoux gets injured," I said politely.
Right, it's good that I can teach Anaya, so I don't have to see Amoux anymore. It's also good that I avoid him because I feel hurt every time I see them happy and tender with each other.
I felt even more sorry for myself because I was only an omega and had no hope for Amoux. He already has a mate, and I'm sure he can't leave Anaya with someone like me.
"You don't need to rush, Leah. I learned from Damon that you are starting to train," the Lycan said seriously.
Can we call what Damon and I are doing the training? The first day he was flirting, and now we just ran. Is that training?
"She's my apprentice, too, Lycan," Damon said happily, then winked at me.
I said earlier that Damon is fine, but why do I feel like I want to take that back? I just took a deep breath because I could feel Amoux's sharp gaze on my back. I feel short of breath and sweating.
After the commemoration, observers started to go back to their work. I saw how much Anaya took care of Amoux like a baby. Anaya was following Amoux while Amoux was looking at me coldly.
They are so sweet to each other, and it's only pain in the eye. I stared at Anaya's smile as Amoux ate the food she was serving. I looked away when she suddenly kissed Amoux on the lips. I suddenly felt like thousands of daggers pierced my heart when I saw Amoux's response to Anaya's kiss.
I immediately stood up to enter my room. I don't care if Damon wonders that I'm not there anymore. What's important is that I escape the pain.
I quickly closed the door of my room and locked it. I sat down behind it, and everything repeated in my head.
Why are you like this, Amoux? If you don't like me, it's best not to enter my life. Don't make me feel that you love me even though the truth is that you have no intention.
What should I do to forget him? Do I have to let myself get hurt more so I can numb the pain I feel? Why is it that out of the many men I could like, my heart chose a man who was hard to reach?
Amoux will become the future Lycan king, and at that same time, the difference between the two of us will be even more significant. He was even higher, while I was just stunned by him.
"Leah!"
I suddenly stood up when I heard Amoux's loud voice. It might have been a delusion because he's now busy with Anaya. And every time I see Anaya's eyes that have a love for Amoux, I feel hurt.
I have no right to act like this because Amoux is not mine; someone else's owns him.
"Open this damn door, Leah!" Amoux shouted again.
I was stunned when I heard his voice again.
"Sh!t! Open the door if you don't want me to destroy it," he threatened.
Because of it, I hesitated to open the door, but I still did it.
He quickly entered my room and welcomed me with a kiss. My eyes widened because I remembered how he responded with a kiss to Anaya, and then he would suddenly kiss me.
I pushed him hard in my anger. I immediately slapped him hard for insulting me. Am I an extra in his life for him to treat me like this? What a man he is!
"Don't ever touch me!"
Is he happy that two women are fighting over him? After he kisses one, will he kiss the second? What if he and Anaya had sex? Does that mean he will have sex with me?
Tears gradually formed in my eyes while thinking about that matter. I suddenly felt inferior because I was stealing someone else's mate because of this love.
I don't wanna be hurt anymore....