Leah's point of view
Amoux's declaration that he accepted me to be his mate surprised me. How could he treat me like this? He'll be bold enough to accept me after discovering that I'm an Alpha now! My wolf was howling happily, but my chest started to shake violently.
Even though I felt my mind was spinning from his acceptance, I slapped him very hard. When he announced it, he was surprised to see that I was upset. He had the gall to treat me as his mistress despite being destined to be mates with Anaya!
“I don't give a damn if you accept me as your mate, Amoux! But I no longer want you. Just to be clear, you killed the three Alphas who were a part of my family!”
When I yelled angrily, I could see that he was in a state of panic. How insulting of him to kiss me as if nothing were wrong! He took advantage of me for his own gain!
“Leah, don't do this, please. Yes, I killed them, and the reason is that I wasn't in control of my wolf at the time. My father had everything planned.”
“He killed the three Alphas by using me as a weapon! Don't be angry with me, please.”
I shook my head mockingly. I find it hard to accept that he lied to me. I am aware that he had the three Alphas killed because of their overwhelming desire for the land.
“Do you think I'll accept your excuses, Amoux? You chose me as your mate because you will need an Alpha to stand by your side after you inherit the Nightwalker.”
“No! I'm simply being honest with you, Leah! And I chose you as my mate not because you are an Alpha, but rather because the Moon Goddess gave me this opportunity to treat you fairly!”
“Amoux, don't you dare use the Moon Goddess for your reasons.!”
“Leah, I'm just being honest with you. Everything was planned by the Lycan, I promise. You were also aware that once the moon was full, the Lycans lost control of their wolf.” After hearing what Amoux had to say, I paused. I am aware that the moon was full when he killed the Alphas, but he wasn't in his wolf when he choked Giovanni to death. Does he really imagine that I will accept his statement?
“What is the following reason, then? I was used by the Lycan to join you in the Red Moon Pack, is that correct? Amoux, you're going to be the Lycan King, but you're saying that your father took advantage of you. If someone could take advantage of you so easily, what would happen when you're the Lycan King?”
“Yes, Leah, I was mistaken. I believed that he had finally recognized you as a Nightwalker! Because of this, I failed to realize that he had just used me!”
When Amoux noticed that I was already calm, he relaxed and I stared at him. I took a step back when he moved one step. He clearly wanted the throne very badly, but I could tell he wasn't prepared for the huge responsibility, which made me feel quite disappointed in him.
Being a Lycan King must be more challenging than being an Alpha.
“If you don't want me to get mad at you, Amoux, starting today, I don't want to see your face!”
“I'm your partner, Leah. Why do you behave in this way towards me? Do you really want to reject me because I killed your lovers?”
“You have no right to speak about them as if you didn't even kill them! You all fucking murderers!”
“Leah, you also belong to the Nightwalker! Why do you criticize us?”
“Be quiet! Your pack does not really value me. I regret having to go with your pack. I swear, the next time I see you, I'll stab you without even thinking twice!”
“Did you truly love Alpha Giovannu so much that you were willing to hurt me, Leah? ”
As a member of my family, Alpha Giovanni was important to me. And I wish he were here with me right now. Even after months have passed, I still haven't fully recovered from the Nightwalker's unexpected attack on the Red Moon Pack. Alpha Giovanni mumbled my name as his final words, and I will never forget it. I am guilty for not telling them that Amouz, the man who had a half mask, is the spy of the Red Moon Pack. I feel bad and constantly hold myself responsible for their deaths.
Even though I tried so hard, I occasionally couldn't fall asleep. I'm haunted by memories of Alpha Giovanni. As they were so young and loved and cared for me, the deaths of the three Alphas left me feeling incredibly heartbroken.
Even though Amoux expressed regret for what he did, it's too simple to say that I should forget everything. Even his sincere regret didn't change the fact that I caused the deaths of the three Alphas. His apologies were ineffective in bringing them back to life.
I don't think a simple apology will make things better. I want Lycan Hector to pay for his crimes and I want justice for all the innocent people they slaughtered.
“Amoux, it was your parents that killed my parents. You also murdered the innocent werewolves. What do you suppose I'll be thinking today?”
“Amoux, do you expect me to accept your fake apology considering that we were only mates?”
“I want the head of the Lycan and Luna's head if you want my forgiveness.”
He appeared to be in a state of shock as I told him. Even if he handed me their heads, it wouldn't erase the fact that so many people had perished because of me. I glanced away from him as tears slowly started to form in my eyes.
Since I was a young child, I have loved Amoux. Whenever they would come to visit Richelle, I always wanted him to be aware of me and notice me. But now that he has noticed me and has decided that I am finally his mate, I don't know anymore.
“Leah, I made a mistake. Please forgive me. I apologize!”
“Leah! I have longed to look for you. Don't leave me here, please!” Amoux's voice cracking made me gulp. He was sobbing, I knew that.
I can remember having bloodshot eyes when I left the room and noticed Almera's expression was gloomy. She came nearer to me, and I suddenly realized that Alpha Brandon was also waiting for me.
“Alpha Leah, let's go home.” Almera turned away from me. She averted my gaze before stepping outside.
“Are you okay? Tonight I'll take you home! This party was not at all enjoyable.” I faked my chuckle when I heard Alpha Brandon's remarks. He held my waist tightly, and I felt that someone was giving me a dagger look. I knew it was Amoux.
“Alpha Leah, I don't care if you have a past with Amoux. I'm serious about my feelings for you.” I was shocked even more when Alpha Brandon kissed my cheeks in front of the guests.
When I reached the packhouse, Alpha Brandon decided to go back to the Crescent Moon Pack. I was walking to my room when I felt someone's presence was near me.
“Alpha Leah, I want to talk to you..” It's Almera.
“What is it? Is there something wrong with the pack?”
“I just want to remind you that Amoux killed the three Alphas. I know he's your mate.”
“Almera, how did you know?”
“It's not important how I know, Leah. You're the Alpha of this pack, of these three packs. Don't you think it's alright for us, or it's easy for us to accept Amoux since he was your mate? No, I don't like him for you.”
My heart aches, I know that Almera won't accept that Amoux is my mate. And as the Alpha, I need to hear my member's opinion.
“I know, although–” I coughed since my eyes went teary. “I understand, Almera. I really appreciate it.”
“I'm sorry, Leah, but once you chose Amoux as your husband. I don't know anymore if I can still support you. Because seeing Amoux makes me tremble with fear. I still remember how he killed the three Alphas.” I was watching Almera as she walked away from me. I know she was crying when I saw her shoulders were shaky. I bit my lips, to stop myself from sobbing.
Perhaps the three packs were successful, but we were still haunted by our greatest nightmares.