Alex reversed their position. He wants Pat on top. She's too slender and he's afraid he might crush her. His kisses are so torrid. Halik pa lang mukhang lalabasan ka na. Kumusta naman kaya si Pat na virgin pa?
They are busy engaging their tongue in each other's mouth. Their kiss went on and on. Since Pat is on top, she felt that she is in control. Ginaya niya ang napanood niya sa dvd. She gave Alex a long, soulful French kiss for a couple of minutes. She then surprised him by keeping her lips open and pressed them against his own really hard like she wants to devour him whole .This made Alex almost crazy with desire. Pero biglang natigilan ang binata.
SHIT! Where the fuck did she learn to do that? He thought angrily. His hands which were kneading her breasts came up to the side of her face. He firmly held her away from him a little. Nakapagmura siya ng mahina.
Nagulat si Pat. Why did Alex break the kiss? Her eyes which are dark with passion, stared at him. He looks...furious?
"Alex..?" she called with a voice which is a little hoarse with passion.
"Where the fuck did you learn to kiss like that?!" he asked. Na pulang-pula ang mukha.
Natakot si Pat sa expression and boses nito. "W-What?"
Biglang binaligtad na naman ni Alex ang posisyon nila. Though he's on top now, hindi niya totally dinadaganan si Pat. Her hands are on his broad chest. His angry face is just a few inches away from hers. His nostrils are flaring.
"Have you been practicing with some assholes?!" galit na galit na tanong nito.
OMG! Ano daw? Kanino naman? tanong ni Pat sa sarili.
"Bakit hindi ka makasagot?!"nanggagalaiting tanong nito. He grabbed her wrists with his right hand and held them above her head.
"A-Alex.." takot na tawag niya when his other hand held her chin a little too firmly. Lalo nitong inilapit ang mukha sa dalaga.
"Who taught you?!" mas diniinan pa nito ang hawak sa baba niya.
Pat tried to shake her head from side to side na ikinasingkit lalo ng mga mata ni Alex.
"N-No one. Napanood ko lang sa dvd.." ngatal ang boses na paliwanag niya pero hindi nag-react si Alex for a few seconds.
Then he said, "Kapag nalaman kong nagsisinungaling ka..masasaktan ka talaga sa akin!" banta nito.
"Hindi ako nagsisinungaling..." mahinang sabi niya.
It took a while bago medyo lumambot ang expression nito. Maybe he felt the sincerity in her voice. She doesn’t know na iniisip ni Alex na hindi siya pwedeng mapunta sa iba kaya kailangang may mangyari sa kanila ngayong gabi.
Without releasing her wrists, he props himself up slightly so he won’t squish her. He kissed her quick and hard. Alex didn't give her a break. He kept on kissing her until she was almost breathless. Tumigil lang ito saglit but only to slowly kiss his way down her neck and to her collar bone. He paused for a second to see if she is showing any reaction. He is not aware that she likes what he is doing to her so much. She enjoys the feeling that she is helpless as he is sort of branding her as his. He continued kissing her down to the top of her tits. Akala ni Pat hahalikan nito ang nipples niya but he didn't. Mukhang binibitin talaga siya nito. Nakagat na lang niya ang labi. Alex slowly kissed his way back up to her neck after a few seconds. She can feel his wet tongue on her skin.
He likes her taste so much. He is going mad from wanting her but he needs to take it slow .Unang beses nilang gagawin ito together. It should be memorable.
Naramdaman ni Pat na halos sipsipin na nito ang leeg niya. It's very sensual though a little painful. Mukhang gigil na gigil sa kanya ang binata.
"Alex..." ungol niya before he went back to her lips.
"Baby...." ungol naman nito. He released her wrists then stood up. Hinila nito ang leggings niya pababa. Naiiling na tinitigan nito mula ulo hanggang paa si Pat. His eyes burned with lust habang pinagmamasdan nito ang magandang katawan ng dalaga now only in a black lace panty. She is so fucking desirable! Pinagsawa nito ang mata sa makinis na mga binti at hita ni Pat, her toned abs and big beautiful tits .He feels that he is the luckiest man on earth cause she is all his. And he is planning to taste every inch of her. Hinila nitong patayo si Pat. He raised her chin so her eyes can meet his.
"Are you ready to give yourself to me?" he asked throatily while his right hand plays with her left nipple. Making it hard. She nodded. Her eyes looked smoky. “Alex, you can have me but it doesn't mean na tayo na." she said quietly.
She wants him to be her first but ayaw niyang kontrolin siya ni Alex ng tuluyan. He can dominate her in bed but not in her life. Hindi pa siya handa. Biglang tumigas ang expression nto. His fingers stopped fondling her breast.
"What??!" he asked furiously and grabbed her by the shoulders. "Ibibigay mo ang sarili mo sa akin pero ayaw mo ng commitment?" he rasped.
"Awww,Alex!" she cried in pain. Sobrang higpit ng hawak nito sa balikat niya.
"Do you know what you are asking me to do to you? HA??!" tanong nito. He still can't believe what Pat said.
SHIT! He wants her badly but he can't fathom why she doesn't want to give her whole self to him.
She touched his chest and kissed his throat and said, "Alex, you can have my body…" she said huskily.
His temper flared even more sa sinabi ng dalaga..
He shook her, "Shit! Hindi lang ang katawan mo ang gusto ko! Hindi mo ba naiintindihan yun?"
Nagbaba ng tingin si Pat. "Alex, I don't feel that I am ready for a commitment."
"Anak ng....!!!" mura ng binata. Binitawan nito ang dalaga.
"Magbihis ka na Patricia baka kung ano pa ang magawa ko sayo!" galit na sabi nito bago tumalikod sa kanya.
Umawang ang bibig ni Pat. Her body wants him .Gusto niyang angkinin siya ng binata ngayon. She is sexually frustrated .Only Alex can satisfy the hunger her body has.
"I thought you want to make love to me?" litong tanong niya.
Humarap ulit sa kanya si Alex and with a lot of sarcasm he said, "That wouldn't be making love, that would be fucking! Hardcore fucking!”
Napaatras si Pat sa nakita niya sa mukha nito.
"Kung gusto mo talaga, eh di sige! But I will not be gentle! I will fuck you hard! No commitment! Just hardcore fuck!" malamig na sabi nito as he slowly walks toward her.
Takot na takot ang mukha ni Pat as she tries to cover herself by crossing her arms on her breasts. Tumigil sa paglapit si Alex when he saw how frightened she is.
"Get dressed!" sigaw nito.
Dali-daling kinuha ni Pat ang mga damit then ran into the bathroom. Pagkasarado niya ng pintuan,sumandal siya dito.
She is shaking. Hindi niya alam if from frustration or dahil sa takot niya kay Alex.
(ALEX)
"FUCK IT!" he cursed, sabay sipa ng kama. He thought okay na. Pat wants him as much as he wants her. Pero anak ng.....!
Kung hindi siya nakapagpigil baka pinagbigyan niya ang hiling ni Pat pero he just doesn't want her body. He wants much more .Gusto niya pag inangkin niya si Pat, kasama ang puso nito.
Bigla siyang nag-alala. He knows that he had woken her sexuality. It was evident in the way she longed to be loved a while ago. SHIT! Mas dapat niyang bakuran si Pat! He doesn't trust those assholes. He is going to kill them if they make a pass at her. If he had woken her sensuality, she had woken the monster in him. Handa daw nitong ibigay ang katawan sa kanya but not her heart? Then he will do everything to make her realize who she belongs to.
When Pat came out of the bathroom, she saw him seated on one of the chairs. Talagang inaabangan ang paglabas niya. Titig na titig ito sa kanya. Halos hindi makatingin ang dalaga. She knows she ruined their moment. Naiinis siya sa sarili niya .She loves and wants Alex but she is scared.
"I want to clear some things bago kita iuwi .Hindi mo nga ako nobyo but we have done things that couples do. So in my book, akin ka! Besides whether you admit it or not, you love and want me too. Kahit hindi ko maintindihan kung ano ang ikinakatakot mo after all the things I said, sasakyan ko pa din ang gusto mo! But not for long! Bibigyan kita ng dalawang linggo to tell those assholes to leave you alone! After two weeks kapag hindi ka pa din nila nilubayan, I will deal with them! You haven't really seen my evil side Patricia! I can be very very bad.! Tandaan mo yan." he said in a very chilling tone.
Pat didn't say anything. She knows na seryoso si Alex.
He stood up then lumapit ito sa kanya but he didn't touch her.
"May get-together kami ng mga barkada at kaklase ko from highschool. Sasama ka sa akin! I will tell them na nobya kita." he said.
Pat bit the inside of her lower lip. Hinawakan ni Alex ang baba niya to tilt it . Yumuko ito ng konti to look her straight in the eye. “ You will like a devoted girlfriend! Understand?!" tanong nito and she just nodded.