My lips part, yet no word came out. do I even know what to say? I said mentally. I don't know what to do but he should at least admit it, just admitting it maybe that is all I wanted. Or maybe, I could let myself do it for real. Why don't we just do it for real? I noticed his stare became different when I have the last part of my thoughts but his face goes back to being indifferent and his aura darken.
He take a step back then I remembered he could read my thoughts, maybe he had read my thoughts. Listen, Fiona... He takes a deep breath and swallows hard as if he has lumped in his throat. Asking that, is not something that you want to hear because if I do, my answer will curse more harm than good, so it's better we forget it, go get dressed, I will bring you back to your pack.
Why do you think, it will do me more harm? Don't you like my body? His eyes run around my body, he shakes his head and pinned his lips together. You don't like my body?
Fiona, stop making it hard for me, you know that, even if I give an answer or don't give you one, it wouldn't change anything and I want to... He stop and turned his gaze from me, he heaved a sign. It felt like my body is burning and the place is getting too small for me and him.
What do you really want to do? I found his gaze darkening and I throw into surprise, I never thought those words will come out of my mouth. Why can't I let this slide? Why can't I forget about this answer that I am dying to have? My eyes focus on him, it's like I am challenging him and I am forcing him to say things he doesn't want to.
He kept quiet and stared at me, waiting for me to change my mind, still, I don't want to, I want the answer and I am getting it, he runs his hand on his neck and turned his gaze from me In frustration.
Is it that difficult to answer? I bugged him, I could see him standing at a thin line and he is getting frustrated, he wouldn't want to answer, I don't know why he is still very stubborn and not giving me an answer. Can he just stop this madness and give me the fucking answer? Is he going to kill me? My eyes are now filled with fear and anger, the feeling is a mixed one.
Stefan...
Fiona stops for once, if you don't want me to do evil things to your body and shut your mouth with my lips to make you scream and moan my name in pleasure.
His words kept flying out and his aura is sinful and dangerous. My heart became heavy with fear and my body froze as he said those words, he is aware of the torment and anxiety he had thrown my body into. My body burn in pleasure, I just felt uneasy all of a sudden.
The room became so quiet and my heartbeat could be heard, it was beating fast, I can't read my heartbeat right now, if it was that of fear or desire for this man that is in front of me, saying those words to me. Right now, I get the perfect picture of what his words were painting, the type of evil things a man could do to a woman, those things that wish to do to me, and the pleasure a man gets from touching a woman. The more I think about it, the more I struggles to stand firm on my feet. My knee is getting weak and my thoughts are crowded with the image of what he had painted for me with his words.
Waited for a word to come out from his mouth, but none came out and he too seems lost in his thoughts his hands are shaking, my eyes didn't leave his hand, and his arm on his own started moving upward, he grabbed with the other hand to pushed it down, then his claws are getting elongated, he turned his face fast from me and block his mouth with his arms.
Stefan!
Don't come near. He said between his closed lips and his arm.
Rejection again, he must really repulse me. He rushed into the bathroom, while I fall to the bed. Learning isn't part of my vocabulary, no matter how many times he reject me, I still kept coming to him like an idiot who doesn't know his left from his right and can't take a simple no, even when it's boldly written.
Coming out, he pulled his wears, he had to spend more than an hour inside there, slowly he came out, like some rigid iron. He heaved a sign. I can't tell if he is irritated by me or something, but he looks frustrated with himself.
I am not mad at you. I look at him, I told myself when he get out of that bathroom, I was just going to ignore him and act like he isn't there before he bring me back home, his words made me look at him, his wet hair makes him more adorable. His eyes are no longer black they are now red, red as his wolf eyes, he looks more adorable and appealing.
Opening my mouth, was to tell him three things, which is take me home but this mind of mine had his way of doing things against my will.
Why are you avoiding me? Are you scared that I am too weak and I might die if you touch me?
His eyes move from the floor, he wanted to shake them then he nodded, my vision went blank for the next few seconds and fear was all that I could feel. His words sound unbelievable and with a strong aura to make me believe.
Are you saying am going to die and...
Fiona, stop torturing me and yes, I was having an erotic dream about you, you won, happy now, you won, I lost. He said in frustration and held my hand, maybe he noticed I was scared now, so scared that my heart is beating faster than the usual heartbeat of a human.
Can't you do it? Without me dying?