My question left him confused and he look at me in frustration, slowly he let go of my hand and sit.
I don't know, I see others do it, wolves having a human mate, they live happily with each other but I don't have an idea about me, because anytime I come close to you, I can't control something in me.
Is it your wolf? He doesn't like me? He laughed dryly. My gaze didn't leave him, I can't see anything funny, if it was not his wolf and I know he wants me as much as I want him, then what is stop him?
I don't know what is stopping me. He answered me without me saying a word, he read my thoughts again, how did he manage to do it?
Fiona, I don't know, all I know is that I could read your thoughts, and the last two nights I have made you fall asleep and please don't ask me how because I don't know. He runs his hand through his hair, I have never seen him this frustrated, he seems to always have control over everything around thing, his thoughts, wars, the economy, and politics of the Pack, he is good at it but his own life, he can't give a good account of it.
I wasn't going to ask him that, all I wanted to know is why he can't make me his mate, he could claim me even if I am not his mate, he had kissed me before if he wants to find out if I will not survive it, he should have carnal knowledge of me. That is the only way he could find it out.
Fiona stops messing with my thoughts, stop thinking about that, stop telling me to find out by trying, I don't want to live with a grudge in my heart that I kill the woman I...He paused. Fiona let's go. He stands.
The woman that you?
Dear goddess of the moon please save me. He prayed, his facial expression made me chuckle. Are you finding my frustrations funny? He answer grabbing his winter coat, I pressed my lips together, pouting innocently at him
The truth is, whenever I kissed you, my fangs get elongated and I want to bite and drink your blood at the same time, your blood scent invades my smell and possesses that part of me that I don't know with one thing, which is feeding on them and my wolf wants your body, it wants me to take you and treat you like one of those harems of mine and do those evil things a man does to a woman without mercy and killing you because you are human, a weak and strong human at this time and you are dangerous for me.
I look at him confused, he is going to kill me and I am also dangerous to him. How could someone be weak and strong at the same time? His words are confusing and these words are making me feel dizzy.
Come on... He wanted to pull my hand but I held him, he look at me.
What about you? What did you want to do to me? I walk in front of him and pulled his hand, circling my left hand around his hand, his gaze moves from my hand to my eyes.
How could you ask a man that doesn't know who he is, what he wants? Those words break my heart, I only want to hear what he feel about me, maybe I was expecting too much but the truth is, I wanted him to say something, his sincere opinion about his feelings for me, I don't believe he doesn't know what he feels for me, I think he loves me but he is too scared that I might pressure him into doing what he doesn't want to do, which is claiming me and marking me as his mate.
What is he? Wolves don't drink blood, could he be a vampire, probably a hybrid, a wolf, and a vampire?
Fiona, I am not a vampire, just some different human, I can't tell.
Monster!!!
Stop talking nonsense, you should leave, I am sure, Leonid is looking for you already. He withdrew his hand from me and stare through the window backing me and letting the sun ray rest on his face, his face shine brightly, reflecting his handsome face of his, he is more like a mirror and I want to watch myself in his.
I don't know if what I am doing is right or wrong, to love someone that doesn't even know what he is. What a shame, do I also know who I am? Maybe I am his fated mate yet mate to someone I don't love.
His face was peaceful, but he look troubled, probably communicating with his wolf.
Stop Fiona, my wolf is mad at me, it doesn't speak to me for a long time now, he had been all quiet since I send you away and I didn't do what he asked me to do to you.
Is he mad at you because of me? He move closer to me, avoiding my question, he pulled me into his embrace, then called out to me.
Fiona!!! His voice was like one that was drowning underwater, he is broken yet acting strong in front of everyone. Slowly he pulled me from his embrace and held my shoulder, at the same pace he had moved from my embrace, he move his hand from my shoulder and cupped my face, he move his eyes side by side as if studying my face, then his gaze rest on my lips, he pecks my lips.
At least, I am sure of that. My eyes rest on his, I wanted a real kiss, not a peck, getting it by force won't be all bad, he read my thoughts again before I could claim his lips, and he pulled my hand. I sighed in frustration. He is getting closer, you should leave, I don't want him seeing the both of us.
I don't want to go to him, I want to stay here with you.
Stop it, this is not my Pack, you can't stay here, you need to leave
Will you let me visit you when I want?
That's too dangerous.
Fine, you should visit me, it will be better and when will you return to the Pack, you should know an Alpha doesn't stay away from his Pack for long.
Fine, I will return but for now, go with Leonid but please be careful.
Am I going to get into trouble with Leonid? Can you also make me read his thoughts, tell me, is it possible for you...
Prince Leonid, I told you, that your mate is not here. I stared at Stefan, he is here and this is not good, me and Stefan under the same roof is disastrous
I know he is here with her, come on Alpha Justin, you and I know that, Stefan is here, I could smell him.
Fine, I will let you invade his privacy. The door flew open, and immediately his words came to an end.