He close his eyes, and that feeling is coming again, I always have doubts about my look all the time he turned his gaze from mine.
Am I not as beautiful as Hazel? He open his eyes and stared at me.
Jealousy? It's bad to be jealous of someone, that is dying to have what you have, you are perfect, perfect and that is the one thing I didn't see in every other woman that I have devoured sexually.
I don't think so.
Only you degrade yourself, only you felt so worthless about yourself, only you feel that you are good for nothing, yet you are the strongest. He move his face closer to mine and whispered. I am starving, we are hungry.
Hungry? My heart beat at his words, I knew he hardly eats, and when he said he is hungry, it only means one thing, he is hungry for something else. He smirked as a result of my worried face trying to figure out what that hunger stand for.
Stop overthinking yourself, I am only hungry for food right now.
You are lying? His wolf said, he pinned his lips together, trying to hold himself.
Are you okay? I asked, he closed his eyes again.
Food, we need to eat, I left without eating those you put effort to make. I hit my head slightly, remembering that I didn't put the dishes away after he left.
Stay put, I will get Sarah to fix it, I think it's cold already.
Don't worry it's not cold. I look at him and then hurry to the dishes, I tasted the soup, it was super hot, I look at him in surprise, and he move slowly to the table and sit across the table, opposite me, the meal was just as it was earlier.
He places food on his plate, all by himself, I was too scared looking at him trying to figure out who the man is, in front of me, Sarah also wanted me to find out who he is, so she too could know what she is.
Fiona! He called, his voice was low but scary that I didn't know when I pushed my hand into the hot soup, I scream. Shit, this wife of mine, what are you thinking?
He pulled my hands without warning and watched the redness of my palm as a result of the hot soup, the soup was like it was still under the heat of fire he open his mouth and the next thing is tongue came out, and he lick my palm with his tongue.
Stefan!!! I called and gasped at the same time, trying to retrieve my hand from him. His tongue didn't stop what he was doing to my arms that are now affecting my whole being, slowly, he move from my palm to each of my fingers, sending shivering and tingling heat into my body especially my stomach, and butterflies rose in my tummy that I have no idea that he had pulled from me and now looking at my face, his voice came up.
It's healed! That was when I realized that, he had pulled his lips from my palm, but my mouth is agape.
My mind wasn't on the things that he is saying but on the sensation that is sending into my system, it seems I am not the only one affected, he too is affected, and he fall his face.
How stupid are you Stefan? You are playing with fire? His wolf said and that is true, he is playing with fire, with what he just did, he wanted me.
I am sure he is hearing my heartbeat and shaky breath, with my face flashing and my flashed cheeks, I think he could see it, I couldn't raise my eyes to look at him, my eyes remain on my plate, I can't eat nor move, fear that I will embarrass myself.
You are burning do you want me to put it off? I raise my gaze subconsciously, meeting his. Fiona! He called again but his voice is more of whispering, we are moving closer to each other, so close that how the table between us disappeared, I can't tell. All I could tell was that we are going to kiss, no, he was going to kiss me, my eyes willing close, shutting everything from the world.
His hot breath meet my lips, then his lips follow, he didn't make an effort to touch me, yet I like his gentle kisses, each time we kiss, I felt different, so different that, he love to tease me with his lips. I always craved more for his lips and tongue.
Stefan pulled from me, and after a long kiss, my face darken, it was normal for me to feel disappointed whenever he pulled away, even if that had happened between us a thousand times, I never get used to it.
Slowly I opened my eyes and stared into his eyes up until now, I have no idea what color his eyes are. This time, he lock lips with mine and didn't stop there, everything was good, a mixture of pleasure and want that I don't want to end, those sweet sensations and shivering and fluttering of my heart came back that I have no idea when I touch his shoulder and then it's finger entangled my hair, pulling me closer to him, with his hand circles my waist pulling my body back into himself.
Like a flash, he throw me to the floor, placing me underneath himself, as his body move on top of me, he break free from the kiss, it was too short for me to catch my breath, and my heart pounded so loud, and my body shaking, still, I don't want it to stop, he said I am burning and wanted to put the fire off, but I don't think so, he is adding more fuel to the fire, right now, I am burning badly
When his tongue make its way into my mouth, I moan softly, his kisses weren't just on my lips but on all parts of my body, from my jaw to my collarbone, to my chest, to my bosom; tummy he was touching everywhere of me, those words that he had said, doing evil things that a man does to a woman, I finally get it.
Grabbing his belt, I noticed his breath becomes unstable, then his hand flew to his mouth, I look at him in surprised
Is everything alright? I asked, and he closed his eyes.
Fiona! He mouthed with gritted teeth, something must be wrong I know. The next thing his other hand, claws began to elongate, he wasn't fast, so I noticed that before he place it at his back.
Stefan!!!
No! He yelled between his closed mouth, my eyes didn't leave him, his front paws, and his claws are already elongated, he used it to hit me, causing me to hit the wall.
Ouch! I screamed in pain and blood gushed out of my head, his eyes opened wide, with tears falling from his eyes, he run through the wall, he was gone.
Wait, he did disappear.