I may even give her the time she needs, but I'm not going to give her up and I'll be after her wherever she goes. I'm going to find out everything that's going on in her life.
"It's mine, I'm not going to let anyone take her away from me. I ran in at the doctor's, I was sweating, and my legs were shaking—sorry I was late in the middle of a meeting.
"Let's hear the heart.
"How are you? You've been sick all week.
"Very nauseous.
I was there only in body because the soul was not far away and my thoughts in it. How she's with who she's with, what she was doing after everything that's happened. I feel like letting go of what's mine, but I can't. I'm too weak to throw my inheritance up.
" Max looks at the little heart. She shook my hand and was scared. "What a delight!
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. How beautiful the beat is strong.
"Yes, it will be very strong just like Dad. The doctor was talking to me smiling. You want to know the sex?
Yes, I’m sorry. Dulce said excitedly and I kept looking at that screen and remembering that I just lost my son to Mia. "What an emotion.
Dulce wanted to know everything, and I hear voices in the room and laughter and I'm traveling on what happened and I try to breathe when I feel Dulce shakes my hand and the only thing I hear was that I was going to be a father.
At that moment, after hearing that little heart begging to live and even if it wasn't my son, I was going to be a son to myself. Because I wasn't going to leave this little child forsawed, I'm going to do everything I can and impossible for him, and I'm going to give him everything I need.
As my mother always says, dad is the one who creates not that he does crazy things in my mother's head, but she's right.
My heart moved me, and I realized that my life was about to change there, not only was I going to leave Mia, have the space I needed, but she was going to follow me in my heart wherever I went.
"You need a rest because you're bleeding so much. And no nervous passing and the end of pregnancy is too dangerous.
"I'll tell her that, Doctor. And I always say you've put on too much weight.
- yes, so no stress. It's a little diet. She smiled and made for the baby she almost lost after our argument. " After the bleeding you had in the fourth month is better to take care of yourself and six months is dangerous.
"I take care of this rude doctor.
We were going out and then shopping for the baby, but we thought it best to go home after all it was too cold in town, and she needed to take care of herself.
"Are you okay? Still so distant and sad crest down.
- I believe things are going very well between us. That's what matters I don't feel, but I hurt you because you did.
" I love you, Max! That's what I care about, and I'd do it all over again. I'm able to give my life for your things that that you say you say you love is not able she didn't want to accept you.
"Would you agree to be the mistress of a married man who will be a father?
- yes, I'd take it if it was the other way around. She holds me down and was serious talking nonstop. "Think: she is your wife; you will have a have a child with her I am the other and love you I would accept to be your mistress know why?
"Please, Dulce. I shook my head.
"Because I prefer to be your mistress and have you every day and even if it is for an hour and yet I would have you in my body. Then having no time in my life, that would be a torment for my end.
I keep watching her say all that and it made me more confused because she was right. If you really love me, she'd understand, too, maybe you'd at least listen to me. Having a conversation and putting all the dots takes away all our doubts, but she didn't even want to hear me what a fucking love this is?
We went into the house, and we stayed in the living room waiting for dinner and she kept talking about it. And I confess that I was in need of new paths in my life, and I will not judge Dulce for what she did, but I do not love her and Do not want her as my wife.
"Max! In this life the only thing that is eternal are the children who are forever and even after death will always be your son. She was different, but serene and looking at her belly. "I don't say that because I want you in my bed. Rest assured I've passed that phase and because finding out that disappointments kill us slowly.
"What happened to Dulce?
"Nothing worth remembering. But remember the rest ends here and I don't regret anything I did I would do all over again.
I did a lot of wrong, I should have picked Mia and not let her go and today we've been separated for months and the pain was bigger than before. I take the whiskey and I look at her eating discouraged and I know she was unhappy as well as I was. What would become of the baby? I don't know it's all so bad I wanted so many things and today I'm here looking at a woman who made me feel bad about dinner and I feel at peace.
"I'm going to go upstairs and take a shower.
After hours in my room looking at the papers and remembering her, I feel comfortable exploding me for months I'm not going to bed a woman. How crazy it's been my life who would say I was going to be faithful to the woman who's not even mine.
I went through Dulce's room she slept her belly was already huge and I knew everything was going to change everything was going to be different the companies were going well every day selling much more society between the two companies.
It's very good for my family, my parents to travel and get to Christmas these family reunions suck.
It was the big day of the company's party, and the donations were total animation. I'm going down and Dulce was on her way to her parents' house.
"Good trip and see you on Friday.
"Thank you, Max.
I arrive at the company was tired and sad, it was my first Christmas that was meaning something and could have been the best year of my life, but it was the worst.
The company was a mess only parties, gifts the smell of champagne and everyone getting present everyone having fun was all excited.
" Chris where are you? I call him just disappeared-- He was supposed to celebrate Christmas with us.
" Gee, Max... He breathes hard. "I'm already at my parents' house and I just got here on a trip.
"Dulce will be angry that she's not with us this year. But now you're a great lawyer, and I've seen your report on your father's company website.
" Wow! What do you mean, you don't know?
"Didn't you see the story they did for you? I can't believe you've been so busy you haven't seen it.
" Worse than not. But merry Christmas, Max, and we're going to have one, on New Year’s Eve I promise.
" Merry Christmas...
It was time to close the doors to spend Christmas with the family and have fun, but my thoughts were far away a week that I could not find her without smelling her and full of wills.
As I wanted to touch her skin, I needed her to feel her body and I was going to commit a madness. My body was already wanting this shit.
Roni let's go out.
"Sir, we're late for the flight.
"I need to see her.
I barely crossed the office doors and went down the elevator already decided was already with the answer I needed, I needed to touch there to smell it to hug at least once again. Oh, then it's there! I was going to have a Christmas, or I wouldn't be able to breathe.
After half an hour on the jet I arrive at the clinic door and see from afar she was talking smiling sitting on the grass I went down was talking to one of the patients in my hand the gifts I bought her.
I don't want to leave here without smelling you and hearing your voice at the same time, it was my breath that was at stake.