Feeling like running out of that place, memories of the past.
I still remember as if it was today when it all happened on a Christmas eve that I arrived in the city of Venice cold and rained my mother was left behind I just been raped by Gabriel and his friends he hit me so hard I got the purple face. Why remember that now where Gabriel is?
"Look, look who showed up and a new girlfriend.
He looked at me scared and pulled me out of that place was a brunette and when I looked again it was the cafeteria girl.
"Merry Christmas! He said and walked away.
"Who is she?
"No one who deserves your attention is just an ex-girlfriend. He stopped and he was nervous.
"I'm going to get some hot chocolate and let's go.
I stopped and stared at where he was going, and he disappeared into the crowd and I lean over the bridge looking at the parade of cars under the viaduct and I get scared when someone touches my hair.
"What a fright!
"Be careful who you walk with. I walk away and she holds me back. "Don't trust him is an evil man.
"Please, you're hurting me.
"He will destroy you. Don't trust him.
"He who?
She holds my arm so hard that her nails stuck in my flesh.
"Let me go, you're hurting me.
"Don't trust him. Look, I need to talk to you.
When I look, he comes running with the chocolate was scared and red.
"What did she want?
I didn't understand anything. You told me not to trust you.
"We're going to be tired. And tomorrow we needed to go back.
We came back and of course he kept quiet, and I kept thinking about what the woman said, I didn't quite understand. Who would that woman be? But I don't care why I'm starting my life over and Santoro is just my friend.
After our celebrations he was a true Knight with me and did not advance the sign treated me as a friend gave me affection gave me attention showed me all the city everything, he wanted to do was already full of plans. He was going to be a great mayor we went back to our normal life it was day to start over I needed to stay away from Max, but it was still inside my heart I still haven't stopped thinking about him.
— Mia i miss you I called you several times, but I traveled and went to Paris with one of the customers who imagines boredom.
"Lie that you went to Paris is in the way.
"Let's spend the New Year together, how about that wonderful party in the center of Venice? Can you imagine just drinking cachaça take all the drunk wake up in the canal like we used to and what do you think?
"Yes, let's go first we're going to have dinner at that fancy restaurant. Remember where we were dying to have dinner?
" That and then we will fall into the party is a lot of party that friend let's kill the longing of our, Venice streets on New Year's Eve.
" Then I can not wait, and I brought several souvenirs for you from Paris know how it works right. You can't go to Paris and not shop.
"I imagine myself see you then on Friday.
I spent all the time with my mother taking care of her and happy until she smiled. He squeezed my fingers, and we spent a lot of time together.
It just disappeared since Christmas Eve disappeared will be better, so I need to move on with my life and leave him.
"Hello like you?
" Mia.
"Guto I miss and remembered our Christmas.
"Never but called me. All right?
" Yes, working your campaign?
Well, I’m not going to Did you sell the apartment?
No, I’m not. It's hard and an expensive place.
"I'll see you as soon as I get back from the trip and then we'll miss you.
Yes, I’m sorry. Thanks for everything Guto.
As soon as I say goodbye to him and my phone rings again, I can hardly get in the house and I’ll get into the couch on the porch.
" Mia?
" San, what a longing and the trip?
"Wonderful as always, but you've been missing here.
"To and enjoy your family, after all you have a beautiful family.
" Judgment with these old men.
"And you enjoy Florence. Tell your mother I sent hugs.
I spent Christmas quiet as a family was fun, Made new friends and discover things hidden in my me by, but that I tried to fight not to return to the past I always come back because the past it is part of your present when you can not solve it always knocks on your door.
I confess to be missing your affections, hugs lack the smell I have to stop whining I made the decisions to leave you in the past I'll start over by, but that was difficult.
The week passed fast between conversations and discussions, patient clinics my mother was so well, she already gave smiles and did not shake my hand I told stories and I was with her that's what I needed her nothing more. Max never heard from him again, and I kept my distance even though I knew he wasn't far away that he always found a way to be close to me.
I was leaving for the city when my phone rang and when I see it was it. I knew he'd show up.
I hung up and head to town was a lovely party prepared for the 'New Year's Eve' the night was hot when I arrived at my old apartment hit the longing for how it all began, I took a nice bath tub I took my favorite wine was already late when the Maite arrived all excited smiling ready to party.
"I thought you weren't coming.
" The clinic was crazy and had so much to solve, believe my mother is super well so I decided to stay to take care of the last things that were missing.
"I want to have a barbecue; I want to hug her so much.
Yes, I’m sorry. But tell me we have nothing new yet about Gabriel?
Mia, I'm believing he's dead.
"There's no news of him anywhere.
"But I've left him in the past it's been better so no matter where he is and who he's happy with, but I don't want in my life after all he's done to you he's not entitled to second chance.
We go down talking about the males of our lives and laughing at everything.
"What about him? Maite asked by looking at the canal with colored lights. "I met him on Christmas Eve.
"I was with him too and almost spread my legs to him friend.
"Lie?
"I almost gave in and screamed to the world. That I'd accept being his mistress, and even if it was once a week, I'd take it.
"Have you gone mad?
Yes, I’m sorry. Crazy love I'm slowly dying without the touch of it. But I'm firm here.
She held me by the arm and looked into my eyes and kissed me on the cheek.
"Then accept.